Songs that are secretly RusAme

Please check the guide in the navigation! Admoon's fynch ⭐️ last playlist : "it was impossible to reach you with a spaceship" by lyudoyed CURRENTLY: 10 awaiting requests

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“MAD HEAD LOVER”

Ah, the inside of my throat is boiling. Don-doro-rin words are melting away. From love to love love me again until love. In all of my brain tissue there is this feeling.

Ah, if I think about that day I’m wide awake from the burnt-black pain. From love to love love me again until love constantly, from year to year. We become victims of this curse. We still can’t forget that surely it’s love, surely it’s tenderness. We are foolishly imprisoned and can’t go back anymore. Yeah, just the two of us, in this garden of carnage strike and are stricken in this brawl! BABY BABYBY I LOVE YOU Goodbye, it seems I can’t remember! Blow up every evening of stupification with your everything. Plain and simple, it’s like this. Singing with bankrupt brains, Iit all seems like shameful delusion. I want to be filled with all your love taken together. Now in a universe covered in bruises, with that violence also known as love I want to fight with you as a couple. Ah, even ugly, we crawl in the dirt. We gamble chin-chi-ro-rin words away. From love to love love me again until love. Forcibly pulled and scattered about. After I gazed at you, it began. These lies and this truths and these dry icefish eyes. The memories we had until then aren’t anything at all anymore. Yeah, just two of us, in this garden of carnage deceive and are deceived in this chaos! BABY BABYBY I WANT YOU This incoherent mess of x-marks and failure on the way to the other side. Blow it up with your everything. Gathering dark clouds, chafing and rubbing, singing with entangled brains, naively kicking and crying in a don-gara-gassha mixture of love and hate. BABY BABYBY I WANT YOU Now, in the bedroom of my this dilapidated shack with this attraction also known as tender passion I want to sing praises of vacances with you! Now as one as a pair we have become a beast of love covered in wounds, splattered with blood, hurting each other to the limits of exhaustion. Look! Lusting after the now that goes around and around, wearing ourselves out wearing ourselves out to the limits the limits the limits of exhaustion, I love you.

(YoungLiterati ; thanks to you @youngliterati)

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"No Light, No Light" - Florence + the Machine

[Thank you for your contribution, comrade!]

"No Light, No Light"

You are the hole in my headYou are the space in my bedYou are the silence in betweenWhat I thought and what I saidYou are the night time fearYou are the morning when it's clearWhen it's over you're the startYou're my head, you're my heartNo light, no light in your bright blue eyesI never knew daylight could be so violentA revelation in the light of dayYou can't choose what stays and what fades awayAnd I'd do anything to make you stayNo light, no lightTell me what you want me to sayThrough the crowd, I was crying outAnd in your place there were a thousand other facesI was disappearing in plain sightHeaven help me, I need to make it rightYou want a revelation,You wanna get it rightBut it's a conversation,I just can't have tonightYou want a revelationSome kind of resolutionWould you leave me,If I told you what I've done?And would you need me,If I told you what I've become?'Cause it's so easy,To say it to a crowdBut it's so hard, my love,To say it to you out loud

(A-Z Lyrics)

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[Look at those Ukrainian lovelies!]

-Alfred sings-

Let me kiss you Let me make you happy Let me see you smiling 

You're most terrible thing That've happened to me I forgive all your lies 

I just can't take my eyes off You, the most terrible thing, And whatever you think I will pray for us 

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If it's okay to request another song, how about "Believer" by Imagine Dragons?

[Long time no see, comrade! It is absolutely okay, and it fits very well. Thank you for your contribution!]

-Ivan sings-

"Believer"First things firstI'mma say all the words inside my headI'm fired up and tired of the way that things have been, Second things secondDon't you tell me what you think that I could beI'm the one at the sail, I'm the master of my sea

I was broken from a young ageTaking my sulking to the massesWriting my poems for the fewThat look at me, took to me, shook to me, feeling meSinging from heartache from the painTaking my message from the veinsSpeaking my lesson from the brainSeeing the beauty through the...Pain!...Third things thirdSend a prayer to the ones up aboveAll the hate that you've heard has turned your spirit to a dove,Your spirit up aboveI was choking in the crowdBuilding my rain up in the cloudFalling like ashes to the groundHoping my feelings, they would drownBut they never did, ever lived, ebbing and flowingInhibited, limitedTill it broke open and rained downAnd rained down, like...Pain!You made me a believerYou break me down, you build me up, believerOh let the bullets fly, oh let them rainMy life, my love, my drive, it came from...Pain!You made me a believerLast things lastBy the grace of the fire and the flamesYou're the face of the future, the blood in my veinsBut they never did, ever lived, ebbing and flowingInhibited, limitedTill it broke open and rained downAnd rained down, like...

“I want to stop.-We can’t.”

Pain!...

(A-Z Lyrics)

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-Ivan Sings-

"Space Bound"

We touch I feel a rush We clutch it isn't much But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us It's lust, it's torturous You must be a sorceress 'cause you just Did the impossible Gained my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous If you fuck me over 'Cause if I get burnt I'mma show you what it's like to hurt 'Cause I've been treated like dirt before you And love is "evol" Spell it backwards I'll show you Nobody knows me I'm cold Walk down this road all alone It's no one's fault but my own It's the path I've chosen to go Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so Don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking ho's Bloodsucking succubuses, what the fuck is up with this? I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be Like trying to start over I got a hole in my heart, but some kind of emotional roller coaster Something I won't go on 'til you toy with my emotions, so it's over It's like an explosion every time I hold you, I wasn't joking when I told you You take my breath away You're a supernova... I'll do whatever it takes When I'm with you I get the shakes My body aches when I ain't With you I have zero strength There's no limit on how far I would go No boundaries, no lengths Why do we say that until we get that person that we think's Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em it's never the same? You want them when they don't want you Soon as they do feelings change It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate I wasn't looking when I stumbled onto you must've been fate But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take Let's cut to the chase 'Fore a door shuts in your face Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open That I won't be making a mistake So after a year and six months, it's no longer me that you want But I love you so much it hurts Never mistreated you once I poured my heart out to you Let down my guard swear to God I'll blow my brains in your lap Lay here and die in your arms Drop to my knees and I'm pleading I'm trying to stop you from leaving You won't even listen so fuck it I'm trying to stop you from breathing I put both hands on your throat I sit on top of you squeezing 'Til I snap your neck like a Popsicle stick Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house And let you live Tears stream down both of my cheeks Then I let you go and just give And before I put that gun to my temple I told you this And I would have did anything for you To show you how much I adored you But it's over now It's too late to save our love Just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star 'cause... I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon And I'm aiming right at you Right at you Two hundred fifty thousand miles on a clear night in June And I'm so lost without you

(A-Z Lyrics)

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Strange Love by Halsey

[I’m feeling guilty because this comrade’s blog got deactivated before I could post their song. You’ll be remembered for your courageous action, comrade.]

-Alfred Sings-

“Strange Love”

Everybody wants to knowIf we fucked on the bathroom sinkHow your hands felt in my hairIf we were high on amphetaminesAnd everybody wants to hearHow we chainsmoked until threeAnd how you laughed when you said my nameAnd how you gripped my hips so meanWe wrote a story in the fog on the windows that nightBut the ending is the same every damn time.They think I’m insane, they think my lover is strangeBut I don’t have to fucking tell them anything,And I’m gonna write it all down, and I’m gonna sing it on stageBut I don’t have to fucking tell you anything.That’s the beauty of a secretYou know you’re supposed to keep itThat’s the beauty of a secretBut I don’t have to fucking tell you anything.Everybody’s waiting up to hear if I dare speak your namePut it deep beneath the track, like the hole you left in meAnd everybody wants to know ‘bout how it felt to hear you screamThey know you walk like you’re a God, they can’t believe I made you weak.These days I can’t seem to get along with anyoneGet by with anyoneThese days I can’t seem to make this rightWell, is this fine? Will it be alright?

(A-Z Lyrics)

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Unannounced Hiatus News

Привет to all!

First of all, nobody is counting my unannounced hiatuses anymore, I know, but I’d like to apologize anyway because I still got some sense of decency deep down.

All of the reasons I could give is that holidays happened and could not have been avoided, and the better but still not forgivable reason I got is that September happened afterwards and this could even less have been avoided. I am still very sorry for making the updates so irregular.

Because of it, I don’t think I’ll post a playlist before a certain amount of time since I’m still fairly busy, but I’ll take back the activity as it was firstly (meaning two songs on Sunday) for a little while. Though, keep in mind that the year I’m about to spend is the last of school and that in this regard, I won’t be able to keep up with the updates as much as I used to. I may propose something akin to what I proposed last year, meaning an assistant to keep up with the uploading rythm when it’ll be impossible for me. I don’t know yet but message me if you are interested!

I also would like to thank and welcome all of the new followers! That, I hope, don’t think this blog is dead. There is still so many things left to do!

Спасибо болшой, thank you so much for your patience!

Love you all to the moon and back :)

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XVIII • Anything Could Happen - Ellie Goulding

This is the last one of this awesome playlist. Thank you all for your support and patience!

"Anything Could Happen"

Stripped to the waist We fall into the river Cover your eyes So you don't know the secret I've been trying to hide We held our breath To see our names are written On the wreck of '86 That was the year I knew the panic was over Yes since we found out Since we found out That anything could happen After the war we said we'd fight together I guess we thought that's just what humans do Letting darkness grow As if we need it's palette and we need it's colour But now I've seen it through And now I know the truth That anything could happen Baby, I'll give you everything you need I'll give you everything you need, oh But I don't think I need you

(A-Z Lyrics)

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I'm just going to say that tATu is pretty rusame relateable-ish.... A lot of stuff about gayness and space

I agree! There is some of t.A.T.u songs in the playlist Nuclear Winter. Though nothing prevents me from posting some of their songs anyday outside of the playlist - since it’s huge, there is already about 5 different songs already posted on the blog. 

I believe there will be Loves Me Not, Stars, Gomenasai, Malchik Gay and All The Things She Said in both english and russian. I’ll check others!

(Sorry for the delay, thanks for the patience!)

[starlit-enchanter]

Friend or Foe by tatu is also absolutely one of RusAme’s anthems too, I think. “We used to love one another / Give to each other / Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe…cause I used to know” The transition from Pre-Russian Revolution relations to Cold War era is really shown, even with specific historical implications of the aid the two gave each other before the rise of the USSR.

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Oh my. And an American wrote this really shameful and sweet poem about Russia called “God Bless the Russians” in 1871…

“Bleak are our shores with the blasts of December, Fettered and chill is the rivulet’s flow; Thrilling and warm are the hearts that remember Who was our friend when the world was our foe. Fires of the North in eternal communion, Blend your broad flashes with evening’s bright star; God bless the Empire that loves the Great Union Strength to her people! Long life to the Czar!”

….”who was our friend when the world was our foe”. Needless to say I absolutely agree with you! I’ll post it soon. Thank you very much for suggesting this song!

[starlit-enchanter]

Oh my goodness, yes! Oliver Wendell Holmes! He also has a poem titled America to Russia (excerpt below):

When darkness hid the starry skies In war’s long winter night, One ray still cheered our straining eyes, The far-off Northern light. And now the friendly rays return From lights that glow afar, Those clustered lamps of Heaven that burn Around the Western Star. A nation’s love in tears and smiles We bear across the sea, O Neva of the banded isles, We moor our hearts in thee!

Who knew such touching poems existed already for this? This was after Prince Gortchakoff assured America during the Civil War that, despite the French and British pushing for the North and South to sign a treaty (acknowledging the independence of the South), Russia would not agree to anything less than full American reunification, that the Union had Russia’s support: “Russia alone has stood by you from the first, and will continue to stand by you. We are very, very anxious that some means should be adapted that any course should be pursued, which will prevent the division which now stands inevitable. You know the sentiments of Russia. We desire, above all things, the maintenance of the American Union as one indivisible nation…Russia will occupy the same ground as at the beginning of the struggle. You may rely upon it, she will not change.”

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Nothing more to add, but this is absolutely incredible.

Read “Friend or Foe” lyrics here!

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Thanks to december-dragon for submitting this song on this post!

-Alfred Sings-

"Friend Or Foe"

Is it too late Nothing to salvage You look away Clear all the damage The meaning to All words of love Has disappeared We used to love one another Give to each other Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe Love one another Live for each other So, are you friend or foe ‘Cause I used to know The promises Hollow concessions And innocent show of affection I touch your hand A hologram Are you still there We used to love one another Give for each other Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe

(A-Z Lyrics)

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XVII • Antebellum - Vienna Teng

"Antebellum"

In the fall, We circle through the leaves And talk about the little ones. And we smile, but never say too much. The moment always vanishing. One by one the neighbors' lights come on. Our October day is almost gone. In the spring, We climbed the rolling hills And talked about our budding plans. And we smiled, Our faces like a mirror Showing us our secret sides. But then the fights... The sharp words splintering the night, How I couldn't be what you'd need... But oh how I could make you bleed... I know the border lines we drew between us Keep the weapons down, Keep the wounded safe; I know our antebellum innocence Was never meant to see the light of our armistice. But how much would I give to have it back again? How much did we lose To live this way? You'll go home...I'll stay here Seasons keep on marching I'll stay here...you'll go home With only strangers watching

(A-Z Lyrics)

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I'm just going to say that tATu is pretty rusame relateable-ish.... A lot of stuff about gayness and space

I agree! There is some of t.A.T.u songs in the playlist Nuclear Winter. Though nothing prevents me from posting some of their songs anyday outside of the playlist - since it’s huge, there is already about 5 different songs already posted on the blog. 

I believe there will be Loves Me Not, Stars, Gomenasai, Malchik Gay and All The Things She Said in both english and russian. I’ll check others!

(Sorry for the delay, thanks for the patience!)

[starlit-enchanter]

Friend or Foe by tatu is also absolutely one of RusAme’s anthems too, I think. “We used to love one another / Give to each other / Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe…cause I used to know” The transition from Pre-Russian Revolution relations to Cold War era is really shown, even with specific historical implications of the aid the two gave each other before the rise of the USSR.

[rusamesongs-blog]

Oh my. And an American wrote this really shameful and sweet poem about Russia called “God Bless the Russians” in 1871…

“Bleak are our shores with the blasts of December, Fettered and chill is the rivulet’s flow; Thrilling and warm are the hearts that remember Who was our friend when the world was our foe. Fires of the North in eternal communion, Blend your broad flashes with evening’s bright star; God bless the Empire that loves the Great Union Strength to her people! Long life to the Czar!”

….”who was our friend when the world was our foe”. Needless to say I absolutely agree with you! I’ll post it soon. Thank you very much for suggesting this song!

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XVI • Rather Be - Clean Bandit (ft. Jess Glynne)

"Rather Be" (feat. Jess Glynne) We're a thousand miles from comfort, we have traveled land and sea But as long as you are with me, there's no place I'd rather be I would wait forever, exalted in the scene As long as I am with you, my heart continues to beat With every step we take, Kyoto to The Bay Strolling so casually We're different and the same, get you another name Switch up the batteries If you gave me a chance I would take it It's a shot in the dark but I'll make it Know with all of your heart, you can't shake me When I am with you, there's no place I'd rather be No place I'd rather be We set out on a mission to find our inner peace Make it everlasting so nothing's incomplete It's easy being with you, sacred simplicity As long as we're together, there's no place I'd rather be When I am with you, there's no place I'd rather be

(A-Z Lyrics)

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I'm just going to say that tATu is pretty rusame relateable-ish.... A lot of stuff about gayness and space

I agree! There is some of t.A.T.u songs in the playlist Nuclear Winter. Though nothing prevents me from posting some of their songs anyday outside of the playlist - since it’s huge, there is already about 5 different songs already posted on the blog. 

I believe there will be Loves Me Not, Stars, Gomenasai, Malchik Gay and All The Things She Said in both english and russian. I’ll check others!

(Sorry for the delay, thanks for the patience!)

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A Complete History Of The Soviet Union As Told By A Humble Worker, Arranged To The Melody Of Tetris; by Pig with the Face of a Boy... specifically the lines "Let us point all our guns at the USA" and "What's the point of it all/When you're building a wall/and in front of your eyes it disappears"

[Oh damn. Thank you for your contribution, ‘comrade’! And happy 100+ posts to me!]

“A Complete History Of The Soviet Union As Told By A Humble Worker, Arranged To The Melody Of Tetris"

To Moscow I came seeking fortuneBut they’re making me work til I’m deadThe bourgeoisie have it so easyThe Tsar’s putting gold on his breadThe people of Moscow are hungryBut think what a feast there could beIf we could create a socialist stateThat cared for the people like me:

I am the man who arranges the blocksThat descend upon me from up above.They come down and I spin them aroundTil they fit in the ground like hand in glove.Sometimes it seems that to move blocks is fineAnd the lines will be formed as they fall -Then I see that I have misjudged it!I should not have nudged it after all.Can I have a long one please?Why must these infernal blocks tease?

I am the man who arranges the blocksThat continue to fall from up above.Come Muscovite! Let the workers unite!A collective regime of peace and love.I work so hard in arranging the blocksBut the landlord and taxman bleed me dryBut the workers will rise! We will not compromiseFor we know that the old regime must die.Long live Lenin, kill the tsar!We salute the sickle and star!

I am the man who arranges the blocksThat continue to fall from up above.The food on your plate now belongs to the stateA collective regime of peace and love.

I have no choice in arranging the blocksUnder Bolshevik rule, what they say goes.The rule of the game is we all are the sameAnd my blocks must create unbroken rows.Long live Stalin! He loves you!Sing these words, or you know what he’ll do…

I am the man who arranges the blocksThat are made by the men in Kazakhstan.They come two weeks late and they don’t tessellateBut we’re working to Stalin’s five year plan.

I am the man who arranges the tanksThat will make all the Nazis keep awayThe Fuhrer is dead, and Europe is Red!Let us point all our guns at the USA.We shall live forever more!We can start a nuclear war!

I am the man who arranges the blocksThat are building a highly secret base.Hip hip hurrah for the USSR!We are sending our men to outer space.I work so hard in arranging the blocksBut each night I go home to my wife in tears -What’s the point of it all, when you’re building a wallAnd in front of your eyes it disappears?Pointless work for pointless payThis is one game I shall not play.

I am the man who arranges the blocks!But tomorrow I think I’ll stay in bed.The winter is cold, I’ve got plenty of goldAnd I’m standing in line for a loaf of breadMaybe we’d be better offIf we brought down Gorbachev

I am the man who arranges the blocksThat continue to fall from up above.The markets are free! So much money for me!Tell me, why should I care for peace and love?The markets are free! So much money for me!Tell me, why should I care for peace and love?Peace and love, peace and love!

And now the wall is down, the Marxists frownThere’s foreign shops all over townWhen in Red Square, well don’t despairThere’s Levi’s and McDonald’s thereThe US gave us crystal methAnd Yeltsin drank himself to deathBut now that Putin’s put the boot in,Who’ll get in our way?

So we reject free enterpriseAnd once again the left will rise.Prepare the flags to be unfurledFor we’re seceding from the world:We shall regain the Georgian soilWe shall obtain the Arctic oilWe shall arrange the blocks and toilForever and a day.

Game over.

(Blogspot)

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XV • My Secret Friend - IAMX (ft. Imogen Heap)

"My Secret Friend" (feat. Imogen Heap)

My secret friend Oh (I'll) take me (you) to the river My secret friend So we can swim forever You have loved You were not alone You have braved the weather When the storm cut you to the bone There was always shelter In your skin To die a little death This time there's no code word When everyday frays in hollow ends Dream sweet love submissive Break my deepest promise

(A-Z Lyrics)

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“Nuclear Winter” & News

Hello everyone! I’m sorry for the unplanned hiatus : exams happened faster than what I could imagine. Though I come back with a huge playlist decomposed in 7 tomes!

Nuclear Winter, created by Spotify’s user parchment-memories, is a playlist of 77 songs @teutoneko requested.

After some work (twelve straight hours of work) I classified all of the 77 songs into some sort of chronological order, according to the titles and, if the titles didn’t match, their lyrics. 

The tomes are named this way :

• Tome 1 - Breathing

• Tome 2 - Demons

• Tome 3 - Still Waiting

• Tome 4 - Outer Space

• Tome 5 - Madness

• Tome 6 - Detente

• Tome 7 - Tired

As the time passes by, I’ll add the links to each tome. It also belongs to the surprisingly still opened Playlist Poll (which has two votes on the number X, “Waiting for Spring”). If you know the artist of the art parchment-memories and I used for the cover, please tell me!

I won’t be able to update this week-end, though I’ll do it the next week. I also reached the 100 posts, all thanks to you! I don’t know when I’ll be there during summer, as I might go to Italy. I’ll keep you updated!

I love you all to the moon and back, thank you for all the support!