6000mAh external battery at 80%

[6000mah]

It's just like solitary confinement

[6000mah]

Getting this far on a academic perspective makes you believe you got that it takes to become what the ones surrounding you expect, but I'm nervous about it. I don't feel smart, I'm reinventing the wheel every other week and falling on the same issues I had since I was a kid. When I'm happy and feel good, a single thing makes me notice a complicated matter of which I wasn't aware before and that I should have already known. As if I didn't have what it takes to make it. But first: I don't think I'm dumb, I just thought I would be smarter. That hits me harder that it should, possibly because I hate being called 'dumb'. I have a fragile image of me which I'm really scared of breaking since I know that would collapse me as a whole, it starts on the premise of being "someone who is smart". I know it's not true yet not internalizing it helps keep this image up. It works as motivation I guess. Nothing would really break if I collapse though, no one depends of me and nothing would stop immediately, just experience a slight inconvenience perhaps. Knowing this makes me scared too because of what it means.

It's not pessimism nor I want to look weak but I need to know what I'm doing. I don't know who I'm fighting but I can't lose.

[6000mah]

People curating algorithms "brick by brick" to show weird shit for the sake of it are the same that once had drinking bleach and sad boy Bart profile pictures. Know your enemy.

[6000mah]

You better not dilute me into that memory of yours where you did something awkward while I was right in front of you. I'm the victim here.

[6000mah]

Every social media platform be like

"I love copyright infringement :3"

[6000mah]

The irony here is that a day lasts long and a fucking year doesn't

[6000mah]

oh make me fall in love like an AI makes you delirious

[6000mah]

Oh but my god won't allow that type of aluminum to be real anymore

[6000mah]

I need to stop bitching, seriously.

[6000mah]

Every day the same architecture :/

[6000mah]

This year.

Better be fucking different oh my god.

[6000mah]

Why the fuck are there so many X's in my map.

Bitch I want no treasure

[6000mah]

You're late.

You're late.

You're late.

You're late.

You're late.

You're late.

[6000mah]

HIGHER

[6000mah]

tumble while i roll

[6000mah]

i tend to collapse in the morning as it wears out

[6000mah]

We did laugh when you were not here, and now that you're present, we can laugh with you!