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Hi I'm Cherry. 25, they/them. Currently hyperfixating on Trigun and My Chemical Romance.

I'm neurodivergent and most likely autistic (I got diagnosed lol)

My main blog is @spudsbabe and my art blog is @2000snightcore

My Twitter is also @/2000snightcore

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Here are my most frequent tags

Vash / My Little Meow Meow (pics of Vash I find cute)

Meryl

Milly

Insurance Girlfriends (MerylxMilly)

Wolfwood

Vashwood

Knives

Others

Pls dni if you ship p/lant/cest/ or any other nasty ass ships I'm not here for it at all.

Okay thx bye!!!

#about me

leeleebug3

Hehehhe just 2 of my favorite things

#vash #wolfwood

neinism

consolation donut

#vash #my little meow meow

amandasmurfee

New tapestry design in the works ✨ this is the 11x17” print version. I really enjoyed drawing the geraniums

#vash #knives

malaroane

sucks so bad when a character you love is heavily infantilized. that is a grown man he knows what a cigarette is. intimately

marcop0los

PLEASE VASH THE STAMPEDE. HE HAS WATCHED PEOPLE DIE. HE HAS KILLED. PLEASE STOP TREATING HIM LIKE ALL HE IS IS "Silly guy :3" HE IS "Silly guy :3" SOMETIMES YES BUT PLEASE MY BOY HAS TRAUMA. HE HAD ISSUES.

#precisely!!#i call him my little meow meow but hes still. a deeply traumatized individual

florbe-triz

#vash #my little meow meow

Hi again everyone

plantboy-typhoon

my dearest malewife

#vash #my little meow meow

iwritenarrativesandstuff

it could be that I’m just missing the subsection of the fandom that likes to play around with this concept, but I’m a little surprised I haven’t seen more people pulling at Vash’s fear and confusion at his own body and its transformations for angst material

it’s really unique to me, in the way that usually body angst and physical changing is accompanied by self-hatred of the body itself - but Vash doesn’t actually hate his body. He doesn’t hate that he’s a Plant. His self-hatred comes from the actions he is forced or stressed into performing when he no longer has any control over himself; when control is wrest away from him, often violently - and this is all signified by physical changes in his body; literally being shaped into a gun to be fired

and here’s the thing. Wolfwood is so special to me because he has to learn who Vash is and remind himself several times of his character in the face of his fear and of being in the presence of a being incomprehensibly more powerful than him. but Vash is scared too.

he didn’t understand what was happening to him in July. his own plantness is just as much a mystery to him as it is to most humans. he had no guide. he has no mother.

vash and wolfwood spend much of their journey in mutual fear - wolfwood for having no control, and vash for having already seen the consequences of losing it. because it really is about control in the end - and the way that Vash constantly has his stripped from him, the way that his scars (which he doesn’t hate either btw!) are the only proof he had for the longest time that his choices were his own, the way Vash cannot confront his brother for as long as his own body is the linchpin of Knives’ control over him.

and that’s why it’s significant that Vash’s triumph over his body was not an overcoming of self-hatred for being a plant (this was never an issue), but actually his ability to take control over his own transformation - to assert himself with a goal much stronger than resisting another’s influence, or preserving the memory of the dead - that Vash and Wolfwood overcome their mutual fear in volume 8 in order to save each other is the pinnacle of their shared development before the end, and there is so much more I could say to elaborate on this godDAMN

But yeah. The way Vash’s body transformations are a mystery to himself and symbolic of his lack of control is absolutely one of my favourite things about this manga

#vash #thank you op -sobs-