cynic @70soul - Tumblr Blog

"You see, magic is complicated, it would require you years of study just to let you get the right mindset to start learning the basics." "You have no idea how to teach me, do you?" "I have been doing it for so long that at this point is pure muscle memory and I have forgotten all the theory.

I actually have a lot of ambitions, dreams and hopes or whatever

I just don’t wanna start. Yeah idk either

I can’t seem to get out of bed

I stayed home this week, called in sick, faked illness. I really really don’t wanna go back to work. To THAT job.

Ive been searching for other jobs.. actually applied to few. I found smth and just because I know they’re gonna approve me right away.. I couldn’t apply

Im afraid. What if I’m dumb? I won’t get it all at once . I can’t live with that thought

Uhh the anxiety is worse than ever

#anxiety #procrastination #jobs #change

I mean, being stuck between two thoughts.

What did our parents and their parents do? They sucked it up and worked hard, no complaints.

We’re a whole new and different generation, I guess we appreciate life more? Wanna actually live it and Not just gain money . We spend most of our lifetime at work. Shouldn’t it be atleast a bit fun? Is it hypocrisy wanting a job that doesn’t actually drain you on every Monday morning ? Or Sunday evening, knowing you have to go to work the next morning?..

Which one is it?

#hypocrisy #wtfamidoing #help

#27 and completely lost. Wtf am I doing ?

WTF do I wanna do?

Stuck af, not the career I want. Too scared to start smth else? Resenting everyday at work

#27 year old #lost #career advice