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i draw max demian, occasionally aseah | 20 | she/her | lesbian | philology student

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loverboy

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bastard sword

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"Goodbye, Demian"

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Demian is legslly required to show up this canto i swear to carmen. Wont even ne listening to the pass on ill be too preocupied looking for his name in the credits

i wonder if his stinky rose-loving ass will ever appear before credits like he did in canto III or if he will forever be too afraid that the second he sees sinclair it's over for his cool mysterious vagueposting persona. truly a character of all time, i miss him every day

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damn

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dante, after drawing her a heathcliff you must clear all demian

april fools event was fun. heathcliff-sinclair character swap is a highlight for me (<- biased)

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wlw x mlm solidarity

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I’m normally too shy to send asks and compliments but tumblr always shows me your blog and I love looking through all of your art every time 💕💕 the bloom into you redraw always makes me smile. your q&a asks are also fun to read through and I tend to already agree but it’s always nice seeing it written out well and knowing others feel similarly ! Have a good day 💞!

thank you very much for the kind words! i really appreciate it. sorry for not making a lot of art, work has been very evil on me lately, and i didn't had much time to draw, but i will try to provide more for demisin nation :D please have a good day too, you made me really happy <3

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rip ness you would love basically every chappell roan song

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love your art...but I have to ask do you still retain the same opinion on hex nail sinclair now that we have fully gotten him?

hello!! thanks for the question and for liking my silly pictures. :)

actually, my opinion on hex nail sinclair is even worse now, since this ego is not just bad as an idea (i would say, that it's just a worse pick they could've made for an abnormality out of the ones pm put on the BP. overall it's okay), but also just a bad ego in terms of how it feels using it. i am an old limbus player and have a big account and also have it on U4 (as well as every other sinclair ego) and sadly since pm didn't make any bleed sinclair and it doesn't seem like they are going to... well, let's just say that even if bleed sinclair existed and was usable in envy res team over lust res team or pride res team, even then it makes little to no sense. art is cute and i like the animation (bc it's sinclair and i LOVE sinclair), but even in comparison with rodion it's lacking the same amount of thought and quality put into its creation. sorry if my answer disappointed you. but i prefer you to not spend your resources on it if you have something else to do with them :)

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O mother, forgive me.

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sovereigns of star are so homosexual underground coded

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demian is a book about love in its purest form. and if ever i could love the same way as max demian loved emil sinclair, i would be grateful for every day i can spend alive and in love. i think that is what this picture is about.

(inspo: dolores dei from disco elysium)

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Hello, I hope you're having a good day. Do you hate Sinclair x Kromer? Because I do too, and I would love to know your reasons for it if so. For me, I simply don't like the characterisation of Sinclair that people make him out to be: toxic het, yaoi, yuri, whatever, I don't care. I despise Sinclair and Kromer together in some sort of "romantic" relationship. Though, thank you for your lovely art of Demisin as always.

hiiii!! i hope you are having a good day too :) thanks for the question and for kind words

the main problem with sinkromer for me is that i am more of a 'book-reader' type of limbus fan and for me personally it doesn't make real sense to depict their relationship at any point as friendship-like or even, what's surprising for me, as a romantic one. i don't really understand how people find their dynamic interesting... kromer is an awfully insipid character and she doesn't have anything behind her but an aesthetic (which is an absolutely fair writing of her and i hope was made on purpose exactly that way). there is a lot of problems with how this fandom sees women overall, like outis being a genuine 'hear-me-out' for some people, even though she's a conventionally attractive and around 30 years old looking (i know that her age is much older than that but it's important that it's not depicted in her actual design). which is, yk, relatively young. and i feel like kromer being a big 'mommy' type stronger woman is what actually makes people try and squeeze out any deeper characterization of her out of Canto III. like that video essay on kromer I've seen was a disaster. it was genuinely so bad, that i felt sick

so, i see that timid, shy and submissive mischaracterization of sinclair in most of sinkromer fan-content as a self-insert type of thing rather than a genuine attempt at deeper exploration of his character through this 'kromer relationship' lense. that way it's not really a sinclair ship rather than just a self-ship with kromer through sinclair, who is depicted as a whipping doll enjoying getting abused. and for me it always was very important in ship for it to be a thing that deeply explores both characters and themes that they already tried to speak on through their individual writing. sinkromer is very far away from that

and also, that's just sad how demian doesn't get enough attention from people in this fandom even though his writing for now seems awesome for me and even a choice to give him little prince as a second origin book was so perfect and unexpectedly well-fitting for his original book character. demian's potential might be the only thing that is still keeping me in limbus. there is so many small details in his little screen-time and i wish KJH gave him more than five phrases and maybe even actual second emotion sprite, idk dude is here since release. like ye, from theorizing on him it seems like fandom stopped after saying that he looks like enoch. dare i say that's not really a lot of analysis done

i hope i answered your question well enough. hesse's books mean quite a lot to me and i am happy to see more people acknowledging demian (the book) and liking demisin as much as i do bc of limbus :)

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may you never forget me

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i had a vision. hope this funny lil edit will not age like milk.

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oh white moon prince demian x knight of the white moon sinclair yaoi.... save me....