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@8leggedfreakazoid
a tiny white spider
tries to sneak back in regardless of the fact that i’ve been gone for three whole months due to school/work stress...
HELLO EVERYONE! bitty is here!
@totesamaymay // what, no postcard? (would’ve even settled for nudes, sheesh)
❝INCOMING! Get flanked, nerd!❞
And DOWN goes the typical car thief, swindled by the sick-ass kickflip of Spiderman himself. Sure, he would’ve taken that hot costumer down at some point, but his true intention was the other idiot in spandex playing too much with his food. Guess the surprise outweighed his bloodlust. This spider lives to climb his water spout another day.
❝DP! Gettin’ soft? If Viagra’s your poison, I ain’t the spider for the job.❞
lightprotcsting:
If she was being honest with herself, Michelle hadn’t been expecting him to offer to carry her bag. She wasn’t used to even letting other people know that she was in pain, and she was sure that she’d never explicitly told anyone about her condition. Michelle rolled her lips and even as her first instinct had been to tell him no…her shoulder spoke otherwise with an audible ‘pop’.
MJ winced slightly and took a deep breath before nodding, gently moving to hand her backpack over to him. “I don’t wanna cause you any trouble so if it gets too heavy, let me know…”
It was true that MJ had her own suspicions about Peter over the years of knowing him. Even if she was right though, she didn’t know the full extent of spider abilities and she wasn’t going to take advantage of him.
She offered him a genuine smile before walking with him and heading towards the front doors so they could make their way to her place.
Ignoring his own inner turmoil, he smiled back. It wasn’t forced though, so maybe that could count for something. He was, if nothing else, happy to see MJ and couldn’t wait to hang out with her again. Maybe they could ignore this, pretending him leaving never happened, pick up exactly where they left off before everything that could’ve possible went wrong, did so.
❝Nah, no trouble,❞ Peter waved off, taking her bag and hitching it over his free shoulder, other one supporting his own two-tonne textbooks. What’s it with school and immediately subjecting students to future chiropractor appointments, anyway?
And no, somehow, he didn’t expect a thing--if MJ knew, MJ knew. In fact, he planned to tell her sooner or later anyway, ‘cause how could he explain away such an extended vacae with some bullshit excuse? Trick question. He couldn’t.
❝Yeah, I could definitely use a study buddy. It’s lucky I wasn’t expelled, but like anybody would believe the Stark Internship is what saved my ass? ‘Cause it did, like, Tony’s the best.❞ And there he goes, rattling off like normal. Some things never change, or maybe he didn’t want them to.
what if somebody had died?
@8leggedfreakazoid
“Hey,” Michelle approached Peter’s locker, her backpack slung over her shoulder in a way that definitely wasn’t good for the back, “are we still on for tonight? My dad is gone for the weekend and I figure we can get some studying done for the finals after we knock out that chemistry lab.” She moved to switch her backpack to her other shoulder, determined to find a way to walk home with it without being in too much pain later.
“Plus, I figured…we could just walk home together. Save time.” Smooth, MJ.
❝Hey MJ,❞ came the equally casual greeting, as if maintaining eye contact wasn’t as strenuous as it felt. How could he even look at MJ right now? Not a peep for nearly two damned semesters, and all he’s done is, what? Say hi? Oh, real classy Peter, way to go out of your way to kiss her ass. Guess he just expected something less forgiving. He didn’t deserve it, Peter didn’t deserve it. Her, or Ned.
❝Yeah, that’s cool,❞ he nodded--only vaguely worried his voice would crack from the pressure--then eyed her schoolbag in contemplation. ❝Want me to get that for you?❞
skylinesentinel:
Giving his brother another few good swats with the pillow, Ben flopped it on him and huffed. “I better not come home after my classes to find that you’re gone again or I’ll never let you sleep again, you little turd!” He ruffled his own hair and shook his head, grabbed Peter’s feet and put him fully on the bed so he could sleep better.
“Look, I won’t tell Aunt May you’re home yet but if you don’t tell her yourself, I’ll be doing it for you. You have no idea how hard it was to get her to calm down when she found out you were gone, you know?”
If he wasn’t so annoyed with his little brother, he would have cried just having him home. Ben had never been the greatest when it came to expressing complex emotions but he turned away and nudged his backpack over to the desk with his foot.
He noticed the bag and walked over to it, curiosity getting the better of him. “You stole science stuff? That’s… Wait, is that a hard drive? Pete… What in the world have you been in since you’ve been gone…?”
❝I’ll tell her.❞
Peter regrets that. Leaving Ben and May in the dark. Leaving Tony in the dark. Everyone must’ve thought he’d been dead or worse, scouring every inch of wherever their fingers could stretch just for a hint of wherever Peter could’ve possibly had himself holed up at. Place had some sick firewalls, first of all, so anybody looking to locate it specifically weren’t gonna find much more than blistering cold and a whole lot of maple syrup.
❝First of all,❞ Peter mumbled, face halfway in the pillow he’d snatched as soon as Ben relinquished it (his now, bitch), ❝...it’s not stole, it’s made. ‘Cept the hard drive, obviously. That’s a compilation of the bullshit I was put through, like--remember when Tony found out his tech was being sold to terrorists, and they ended up kidnapping him to further their schemes or whatever?❞
He flipped face-up, realizing Ben wasn’t gonna let him rest without more of a straight forward answer.
❝Well, there were these guys--think, mix between Toomes and terrorists--who I...happened to bust on some midnight thievery. Standard stuff, y’know? I had the suit prototype on me, so I...went for it, thinking it was gonna be some easy takedown, and. Who would’ve thunk that was the furthest from right some dude in spidey-whities could’ve been?❞
Peter sat up with a groan, scratching his mess of hair and barely casting that bag a glance. Everything in there helped him get home, in one way or another. Thank god for all that Science, amiright?
❝One of those bastards bludgeoned me, and next thing I know I’m tied up an’ suitless on some delivery aircraft, headed for god knows where, but at least they spoke English, so. They were...more interested in our tech than a normal, stable group of hooligans should’ve been, and when we landed it was at some sketchy HQ...Nova Scotia, Canada of all places...but uh, it was like...❞ Seemed like Peter was running out of steam, or simply couldn’t stand continuing, roughly running a hand through his hair and puffing a strangled sigh.
Were those tears building up in his eyes? Ignore them, please.
foundedhope:
“Did Tony forget to mention that I’m a telepath Peter? I know who you Looking for though I would like it if you told me why Tony wants Logan.” Charles was sure Logan hadn’t done anything to the Avenger other then help on the odd mission. “Why is Stark so interested in one of my X-Men?”
❝So...So you want me to um, think at you?❞ Peter guessed, the nature of these so-called X-Men totally off the spectrum of his understanding. Like, they were cool and all that, but Xavier’s people weren’t a group he’d been familiar with until very recently. So, if the professor would rather him think, he’d think.
❝...with, like, with my brain mouth?❞ Really? Really, Peter? Brain mouth? What the fuck is a brain mouth? God.
Anyway, he’s using that, inwardly expressing his reason for being here, which is Tony’s fascination with adamantium and how he could use it to benefit something like...oh, Captain America’s shield. It’s a heavy material, but that tall glass of water could handle it. Stark’s people tried to contact Xavier’s people, but they dropped the line, which he found extremely offensive, by the by.
His words, not Peter’s.
foundedhope:
“Peter please I think by now you can call me Charles.” The telepath chuckled.”Then it good to see you again but I do feel like this might not be a social visit.” He smiled warmly. “So what can I help with?”
❝Actually, if you want the truth, Charles...❞ Peter leaned in conspiratorially, hands pressed onto the table as if he were about to unleash a deep secret. ❝Supposedly, I’m meant to be undercover as a student--Mr. Stark wants me to find some bozo and y’know, skulk him out. I heard he frequents this place. Maybe you’ve heard of the guy? Short, feisty, swords for claws, calls himself Wolverine?❞
@theirvoices {warren} // lost ‘n found
Any number of excuses besides the truth came to mind, anything he could say that might soften the blow of his true whereabouts, but no matter how convincing a white lie wasn’t gonna cut it. Warren knew Peter well enough by now that lies were virtually useless and vice versa. Can’t blame a certain spiderling who wasn’t so much a spiderling anymore for trying, right?
A choked gasp forces its way out of his cracked lips as Warren yanks him out of bed, only for the wall to roughly meet his sore back. He spent most of those five months hunched over some dingy workbench pricking his poor hands blue, fyi. Like, hello, does it really add up that Peter would go and abandon the only family he has left for kicks? Seriously?
Despite the aching pain, noodle arms are quick in finding their way around Warren, hugging him with all the strength a tired teenage super boy could muster without fainting.
❝...I missed you, too,❞ he chooses to mumble instead above some bullshit alternative, something softer and easier to process. ❝A-And I’m sorry...sorry for everything and...puttin’ you both through that...I’ll-I’ll explain, I swear. I just.❞
The golden hour before Warren showed up was the most sleep he’s gotten in the past several days. He can’t think straight--probably why he’s hardly letting up on the hug only to rest his head on bird boy’s chest, eyes fluttering closed.
❝I just...need a bit more sleep an’ then I’ll tell you guys everything. Promise.❞
@8leggedfreakazoid
Ben groaned and put his backpack down on the floor. He’d been studying that evening and it was time to return home to May but when he got back, she was at work. It wasn’t surprising though. He yawned and grabbed a granola bar to take with him back to his shared bedroom with Peter.
Shoes were off and he was just about to go to the desk to sit and get on the internet until he found the body of someone on the bottom bunk. Ben had been sleeping there for a while, in fact he’d been there for a few months now…
He reached over and carefully moved the body before a shocked scream left him, he jumped back, and cut it off by clapping his hands on his mouth and cursed softly. “Peter! Where have you been?!” A pillow was grabbed and immediately whapped at the other boy in the room. “You’ve been gone for months, May’s been worried. I’ve been worried. Seriously though, where were you.”
Home is where the heart is, huh? Guess that statements takes on a whole new saturated twist when said home hasn’t seen hide nor hair of this particular Parker in nearly half a goddamned year. Funny how life pulls punches, yanking him this way and that for the sake of some wickedly bad trip that never ended.
Not to say he can relate to that comparison, but--point is? He’s so glad to be back in Queens, back in his bed, back with Ben and Aunt May and god they must’ve been worried sick but the only thing on his mind is some sick R&R. He’d face the consequences later, tell the truth about everything. But now? Now Peter’s gotta crash, gotta have a level head for when the questions hit harder than the guy who made this all possible.
Good news, got three whole hours of sleep he can tack onto the, oh, ~8 or so in the past week? Never mind those whole, few months of absence. Guess that’s what being kidnapped and held captive does to a teenager. Go figure.
As opposed to cold water or the hot sting of a slap, he’s met in the mug with a soft pillow, immediately shooting awake as soon as a very familiar someone’s voice breeches past Peter’s consciousness.
❝Ben--Ben, Ben, BEN...dude, please. Not--Not right now, okay? Okay, please just...I’ll tell you everything if you let me have a couple more hours of sweet, sweet shut-eye...it’s...it’s a hell of a...of a story, but. Just. Yeah.❞ Peter swats weakly at Ben’s attempt on getting the information he so didn’t feel like sifting through after barely making it home alive. He didn’t even have the suit with him, left it here, so he took a page from Tony and improvised.
That dufflebag over there was packed to the nines with all sorts of goodies he’d scrounged together no thanks to his heavy science tech mumbo-jumbo, and if Ben wanted to look through it, whatever. Questions later. Rest now.
Tired eyes blink out of sync, heavy with dark bags worthy of a raccoon and skin marked so thoroughly it could be considered a impromptu tick board.
sc for @8leggedfreakazoid !!
“Welcome to the New Avengers Facitilies, Mister Parker. I apologize for the long overdue tour, but with all due respect, please refrain from touching any shiny button or surfaces, in general, lest you activate an explosive by accident. My name’s Edwin Jarvis, by the way. I personally work under Mister Stark’s purview.”
Edwin offered a smile, the kind he used to give when his employer was a teenager himself. Well, what was another child to watch over? Which was why he was chosen for the job, he supposed.
❝No, seriously--don’t worry about it, I’m uh, I’m really excited? Yeah, I’m really excited and totally haven’t already scoured this place from top to bottom like a freshman at their first frat party. Not like I can relate to that, but anyway--❞
Foot in mouth much, Parker? Way to possibly wig out one of Stark’s personal guys like some attention-starved newborn pup.
❝Good to meet you, Mr. Jarvis, I’ve heard all good things, I swear.❞
@8leggedfreakazoid - [sorry for taking so long in making you a starter]
“Well I have to say never thought I’d see spider-man in my school.”
❝Hey, hey--shh! Not so loud! I have a secret identity to uphold, y’know--that kinda comes with the whole vigilante hero package, Mr. Xavier.❞ He’s kidding, but the joke’s too good to resist. Gotta love a good sense of humor.
// I miss you, and hope you are doing well ♥
and i just checked this blog today on a whim, too! god, it’s been such a long time...and i really want to get back into parker...especially with infinity war coming up just around the corner!
i miss you and our brilliant threads and your beautiful characters! i’ll try my best to get back into this, i promise! ♥♥♥
Being a good person is a choice. Don’t let people fool you into believing that truly good people never have bad thoughts, are never tempted by the easier path, by the low road, never mess up or act out selfishly. Never believe a person can be good without making a conscious effort.
Every single time you do something good, you’ve made a decision to make the world a little brighter.
Goodness is not an inherent trait, it is a choice. Keep making it! I see you, I’m proud of you, and I’m rooting for you!
Humanity
i’m not crying you’re crying || ACCEPTING!
Humanity, as a whole, is not all black and white–shades of gray lie in the intent of an offender, but if this offense extends to the death or harm of others, then their actions must be put to an end. Harm of one’s self also counts.
However, no matter the intensity, Peter will not stoop to murder. Ending another person’s existence is one of the many things in life that can’t be taken back, no matter how much one regrets it. People do it without batting an eye for the sake of killing, and those people are considered monsters and must be stopped, but the confliction comes when multiple “evil-doers” must die to keep the peace or an ally does the deed themselves.
Sometimes it can’t be helped, and although he isn’t pulling the trigger, Peter can’t help but feel conflicted, because people like Tony and Steve and everyone in the Avengers have ended a life to save a large amount of innocents from brooding death. Tony especially has risked his own life for others on multiple occasions, and has had many close calls as a result. Steve, pre-serum, threw himself over what he thought was an active grenade to save his fellow soldiers.
Peter admires that. Although nobody deserves to die, he understands that sometimes “any means necessary” means “any means necessary”, that sometimes the hero needs to make a tough call in order to save the majority, to take the responsibility of the mask to do whatever it takes to save whomever he can.
If put into a bind, he’d rather die himself than make the killing blow or choose his own life over somebody else, as depicted by pulling punches during heated battles and protecting anyone who gets caught in the crossfire.
In short, humanity is redeemable because although bad exists, there is also good, and who would they be, calling themselves heroes, if they didn’t try saving them from the greatest evil of all that is the darkest parts of themselves?
Everybody deserves a chance–everybody deserves to live.
Nightmares
i love this!! || ACCEPTING!
Whether it be because his brain wants to recount humiliating past events or busy him with the probability of a scientific this or that, sleeping when as hyperactive as Peter tends to be is no easy task. More so after he begins donning the alias of Spider-Man.
Peter takes each encounter whilst wearing the suit to heart, and rarely forgets anything he’s done or said or acted for/against when doing so. Regardless of keeping a moral head and allowing the system to reign justice in whatever way it sees fit, Peter can never forget the names or faces of criminals he puts away, unyielding even as he sleeps. There is always a way he believes he could’ve been better, acted better, and made choices that would’ve been more beneficial to both friend and foe–thus, regrets.
Regrets follow Peter to his dreams, falling victim to the twisted remnants only a nightmare can bring. After Toomes, Peter dreamt of fire and his subconscious linked it to the stereotypical Hell, depicting iron-hot heavy weights on his back and disembodied voices resembling loved ones also caught in the fray of whatever grim reality they could’ve almost faced.
If especially effected, Peter will twist and turn, mumble, sweat, likely grab at his pillow or sheets or an unlucky friend–but night terrors? Expect shouting, crying, Peter catapulting awake and immediately shifting into a dazed battle stance, even webbing someone who becomes concerned enough to try and wake him.
Safe to say, he hasn’t had a good night’s sleep in ages, not since he dedicated himself to helping those who can’t help themselves.
(He’s tried medication, too, and although it works the contents cause said dreams to become vivid and weird–gives him the willies. On occasion, it’s even made him sleep walk or crawl up walls.)