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U got this bby!!!

Awe thanks ❤️💛💚💙💜 just saw this. Oh I should update I've lost like 30 lbs since I started my meds so all is looking good. I was sick for about a month and anything I ate would come back up so I'm sure that helped

Bruv I'm so mad at myself for bringing up b/p in therapy

Anyways I got on some antidepressants that help you loose weight because I have a different doc for that

I hope I don't get in trouble fuck fuck fuck

I'm also up like 30 lbs

No one knows about my problems

I don't think anyone would care if they did

#mia #bulimia #bulimiaa

90guy

What I’ve eaten today so far in recovery

Breakfast;

2eggs

2cups fresh mixed greens

¼ cup canned mushrooms

3heaping tablespoons diced tomatoes

1 serving shredded cheese

2small red potatoes

Another couple tablespoons mushrooms

¼ of a small onion

Some home made chicken gravy

Instant coffee with almond milk, monkfruit, and coca

Snack

Flour tortilla

Some penut butter powder

Dark chocolate coca powder

A banana

Dark chocolate chips

90guy

Snack:

Orange

Late Lunch:

About 1/4 cup white rice

About 1/4 cup home made chicken gravy

About 1/3 cup rotisserie chicken

About 1/3 cupRanch seasoned broccoli

Snack

Half a banana

Pb powder

Coca powder

Dark chocolate chips

What I've eaten today so far in recovery

Breakfast;

2eggs

2cups fresh mixed greens

1/4 cup canned mushrooms

3heaping tablespoons diced tomatoes

1 serving shredded cheese

2small red potatoes

Another couple tablespoons mushrooms

1/4 of a small onion

Some home made chicken gravy

Instant coffee with almond milk, monkfruit, and coca

Snack

Flour tortilla

Some penut butter powder

Dark chocolate coca powder

A banana

Dark chocolate chips

#ed recovery #ed related #bulim recovery #bulimia recovery

Telling someone with bulimia "just don't purge" is like telling someone with depression "just don't be sad"

It's a fucking mental illness

#trigger warning #ed #mental health #mental illness #depression #bulimiia #bulimia #tw #btw im in recovery

IDK what I'm going to tell my therapist tommorow 🙃

3 b/p in a week

Yay

#personal #ed

You could DEFINITELY cut down on the cheese but I like my cheese.... I eat this with salt free tortilla chips, sometimes I mix up the veggies like adding extra tomatoes or more chicken. My excuse to have nachos.

#ed #safe food #my safe food #my recipes #under 300 cal

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Am I recovering

Or just binge eating at a low level and then starving myself in between so that it appears as normal.

Winter is a constant struggle.

I have a love hate relationship with my eating disorder. Ednos is a bitch.

90guy

Oof this is me every day

Need some serious encouragement not to relapse rn

#fuck #help #i think #ana #proana

I hate when I forget I'm following a proana blog and all the sudden after a long period of recovery I log in and am like

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuuuuuuuuck

Can I eat anything for lunch or should I skip?

I binged BAD yesterday idek why

I suuuper want subway rn

Fuuuuck ya'll

Bella Thorne is like my new thinspo

I am just gah

How can she exist

#mine #me

Cabbage "noodles"- recipie

Okaaaay sooo i am OBSESSED with this recipie. THIS IS SO SIMPLE AND SO good. And cabbage is sooo low cal

Ingredients

1/2 head (about 1 lbs) green cabbage 109 cal

Diced tomato (couple tablespoons ish) 8 cal

Salt/pepper/italian seasonings0 cal

OPTIONAL vegan chicken/tofu/meat substitute of your choice for mine about 100 cal

OKAY so chop the cabbage long and thin, like noodles. Grilled cabbage has aboit 22 cal per cup so this stuff is an amazing cheap alternative to the miricle noodles.

I HIGHLY reccomend giving your cabbage a salt bath first, since it is mostly water. To do this just toss a generous amount of salt in with your cabbage, like MUCH more than you would eat. After an hour or two just rinse all the salt out. I dont always have time to do this but it helps.

Next put your cabbage in a nonstick pan. If you didnt pre-salt it do so now to go ahead and get those juces out. You shouldnt need to cover your cabbage for long just until its soft. It is gonna release ALOT of water.

Secound add your faux meat and seasonings and cook it down. I do this uncovered unrill most of the water is gone and then add my tomatos and cook it down again. You can toootaly do tomato sauce instead of tomato or cauli alfredo or anything. I swaer this is so good

The WHOLE thing is about 217 cal with faux meat. But it is about 3 servings so each serving is about 72 cal.

#proana #ana #promia #ana tips #anorexix #proanaaa #proana recipies #proana food