Saved By The Biker
Summary: After a very boring and lackluster date, you swallow your pride and call Jax, your ex, and ask him to pick you up. Instead of being obnoxious and mean about it, he surprises you by not only coming through and helping you out, but also revealing a few things that have you questioning how you and he ended up where you were before tonight.
Word Count: 5.5k | I do not give consent to having my work republished or posted to any other platform or profile other than my own.
Warnings: slight angst, fluff, swearing, a rude date, protective jax, mentions of smut, mentions of injuries, jealousy, that may be all, see i can write more than just smut.
It had been quite a while since you tried out the dating scene, and while it hadn’t been all that great a few years ago when you were actively exploring it, you assumed it must’ve gotten at least slightly better as the years went by.
You were quite wrong.
It actually felt like it had gotten worse, if that was even possible, if the bland man sitting across from you right now was anything to go off of. You would normally feel bad for judging someone you didn’t really know, but this guy has been judging you since the minute you walked in the door, and his backhanded compliments told you that you were very much wasting your time.
‘Oh, you’re ordering a beer? Most chicks don’t,’ followed by a laugh that made your skin crawl.
‘What’s your perfume? It has kind of a cheap smell to it,’.
And your personal favorite,
‘You sounded prettier on the phone,’ which was quickly followed by, ‘You know how our voices can sound different over the phone? You just sound kind of different.’
And you started to lose interest extremely quickly after that, especially since those were said within minutes of each other, and he’d only been saying more things like that as the date went on.
It also didn’t help the fact that you kept comparing him to your ex. Your ex isn’t a good guy by any means, he’s actually pretty fucking vile and reckless and dangerous, but at least he didn’t hide behind a fake smile and a pretty face.
No, Jax’s smiles were genuine, and his pretty face was part of his personality.
Would you ever be able to go on a date and not compare him to Jax? You weren’t sure, though you were hopeful… but you feared the answer was absolutely not.
Because even though yours and his relationship had its ups and downs, like any relationship does, at least he kept shit real. He had no filter at all, and he never made you feel like you had to impress him like this guy is. Jax accepted you for who you are and all you are, and apparently that was rare since the last date you went on, you found yourself putting on a show as well.
You were sitting by the door of a local fast food place you’d been to countless times before or after work or whenever you weren’t in the mood to cook something healthy, much rather preferring to pig out and live on the couch for a few hours.
It was definitely not first date material, more like the type of place couples go to once they’ve established a real relationship and are no longer trying to impress or spend a fuckload of money on each other. But you weren’t surprised your date suggested this place. He looked like the cheap type, despite his critique of your ‘cheap perfume’, so you weren’t shocked in the slightest.
He was kind of right though, which annoyed you a lot. You had to go through your collection of perfumes and sprays in search of one that you hadn’t worn throughout the years you were with Jax so you didn’t compare this date to the ones you went on with him - that clearly didn’t work.
But you wore all the ones you have around Jax, or he bought them himself. So you bought some cheap knock off version of one from Sephora you found at the drug store, and you were also kind of annoyed that you’d actually gone out and bought something for this piece of shit.
At least you can say you put in more effort than Derek did. Or is it Darin? Or Darius?
“I’m sorry, what is your name again?” you shamelessly asked, pitching your voice a little higher to make it sound like you were genuinely curious. You honestly didn’t care about holding back and not being rude after sitting with this guy for the last hour and a half. “My memory is horrible. I’m so forgetful.”
He cleared his throat, his overly confident smile he was wearing before you asked that disappearing. “Um, it’s Darin,” he answered, sitting up a bit straighter.
“Right,” you nodded, “I’ll remember that, I promise.”
You were sitting right next to the door that leads out to the parking lot, and you didn’t bother repressing the shiver that went through your body as someone opened the door and left, your arms coming up to cross over your chest.
If Darin noticed your lack of coat, and the fact that his was draped over the back of his chair, he didn’t say anything about it as he stood up and shot you a smile. “Gotta run to the bathroom. I’ll be right back,” he said, and you nodded, letting out a huff as he walked past you and towards the hall where the bathrooms are.
You weren’t sure why you’ve stayed and put up with him for this long. Maybe you were just tired of being fucking lonely, but the more time you spent with Darin, the more you wanted to be alone.
Slumping back in your chair, you pursed your lips as you let your eyes wander around the room. Not a lot of people were here since it was so late, and you weren’t sure why Darin had suggested you and he grab dinner at ten at night, but that was the first red flag anyway.
Your gaze drifted down to the table, and you looked at your half-eaten burger and the few remaining fries in the box before looking at your phone that was placed face down next to it. Suddenly you were having a rather intense inner debate with yourself.
No. Fuck no, you’re not calling him. There’s no way you’re calling your ex and asking him to come rescue you from this terrible fucking first date. No way.
But the longer you waited, the more you weighed the pros and cons.
Pros; Jax had always made it known that if you were ever in trouble and needed someone, you call him and he’ll take care of it for you. You knew he meant it when he said it, and you’d like to think he still meant it now, even though you and he are broken up. So you were confident that he’d come get you if you asked. And you’d be far away from Darin and would probably never have to see him again.
Cons; you’d be asking your ex, who you had a very messy and very upsetting breakup with, to come help you, when the last time you saw him, you told him you never wanted to see him again.
Fuck it. Luckily, your ego wasn’t as big as it used to be, and you’d rather hear the smug teasing you were sure you’d get from Jax than stay here with this snoozefest any longer.
You picked up your phone and had another brief inner debate before clicking on the first contact on the list of numbers. It may seem pathetic to most that Jax is still listed as your emergency contact, but you’d quickly learned after being with him for so long that he was a pretty good guy to have during an emergency, even if he caused most of them himself.
Slumping back even more, you crossed one arm over your chest, your teeth sinking into your bottom lip. What if he didn’t pick up? God, you hoped he picked up, because it would be really fucking embarrasing if he didn’t. He had no reason to pick up though, and you knew that, but still. You wanted to think he still cared even a little about you to pick up the phone when you call at eleven at night.
Before you could get too lost in the endless amounts of what if’s you knew your head could come up with, the call connected not long after the second ring, and you tried to not feel a little giddy about that as you sat up in your seat.
A few lingering seconds passed before you heard the voice you used to hear every single day and night, and one you hadn’t realized you’d missed hearing this much. A hesitant, “Hey,” made your face heat up, and you suddenly weren’t as cold as you were before.
“Hey,” you replied a little too quickly, and you cursed yourself for never having been able to act normal around this man. You looked over your shoulder, making sure Darin wasn’t on his way back yet, then you furrowed your brows. “Shit, sorry, did I wake you up? You sound half asleep.”
A short, breathless laugh was heard on his end as you turned back around, suddenly not caring if your date caught you on the phone with another guy. He’d been distracted by his phone for a good portion of the evening anyway, so at least he’d know how it felt. “Yeah, I think most people are asleep when it’s almost midnight,” Jax said, and you felt your face heat up again, any quick response lost to the back of your throat. Thankfully, he picked it up again with a quiet, “You alright, darlin’?”
You pressed your lips together, looking down at the table once more. “Course. Why wouldn’t I be?” you asked back, then cursed yourself internally since something was obviously wrong if you called him out of the blue like this.
“We haven’t talked in a while, you know,” he pointed out, but it wasn’t mocking or teasing. Just genuine. “Everythin’ okay?”
You blew out a breath. “No, not really,”
The sound of something creaking was heard on his end before he spoke up again, “What’s wrong?”
You winced at the slight raise in his voice, his normal tone coming out rather than the soft, raspy one from before. “Nothing, it’s just…” God, were you really about to ask him to come get you right now? You weren’t shy by any means, and you weren’t soft, but you didn’t know how to get away from this guy without acting like a total bitch, and you had a feeling that if you told Jax you needed him to come tell a guy off, he’d be more than willing to deliver that blow for you. “I’m… on a date right now, and the guy is really fucking boring and kind of an asshole. I was just wondering… hoping, that maybe you’d be willing to come get me? I don’t really feel like wasting more money tonight on a ride home.”
It was quiet for a few seconds, and you were preparing yourself for the rejection, but then Jax broke the silence. “You askin’ me to come rescue you, darlin’?” he clarified, and the name he called you again made your heart clench in your chest. He used to call you that all the time early on in your relationship, but then he became fond of calling you babe instead. Both made your head spin in the best way. “From a date?”
Now he was teasing you, but you also noted the way he sounded a bit tense now, in the way he sounded whenever he told one of the guys off for hitting on you or trying to flirt with you.
You were sure you were imagining that though, because why would he be jealous that you were with another guy after all this time? You didn’t want to think about all the girls he’s been with since you and he broke up, so you didn’t see a reason for him to get all pissy with you for going on a date with another guy.
“Yes,” you answered, then looked out the window next to you at the dark parking lot, nearly void of any cars at this point. “Please.” you added, though you didn’t raise your voice like you normally do when you beg for something.
“Why are you askin’ me? You gotta lot of friends you could ask instead,” he said, “Knowin’ you, you’ve probably gained ten since the last time we spoke.”
Your shoulders dropped, because it was clear now that he was trying to get you to admit something you weren’t going to, at least not over the phone. “Well, you’re the one who told me how dangerous Charming is during the day, let alone at night,” you said, “And I thought you might be up to tell this guy off for me since I’m too polite to do it myself.”
Jax laughed at that, “You ain’t that polite,” he muttered, then a few seconds of silence passed, and you were about to tell him to not worry about it when he spoke up again, his voice back to being raspy. “I’ll come get you, darlin’. Where are you?”
You sat up a bit, not really expecting him to actually agree after all that. “Oh, um…” you held your phone a little tighter as you looked out the window at the big, neon sign. “That burger place we went to after we got back from Oakland a few years ago.”
“Seriously?” Jax scoffed, and you heard some shuffling, “That’s a pretty fuckin’ sad first date.”
That had you letting out a laugh of your own, and even though you agreed with him, your mind went back to your first date with Jax - if you could even call it that. “More sad than our first date?” you asked, feeling oddly nostalgic that you and he had already fallen back into your usual light banter you used to toss back and forth everyday.
“What, a trip to St. Thomas isn’t more romantic than some cheap fast food place?” he asked, a hint of humor in his tone as you heard more shuffling on his end, then the sound of keys jingling before a door opened. “I thought it went pretty well.”
You rolled your eyes, remembering that night quite fondly. After weeks of endless and relentless flirting, you and Jax finally said fuck it and decided to go out on a date, except that was also the night he pissed off a member of another club in Charming, and ended up with a pretty nasty cut on his arm from a knife.
He still picked you up and was prepared to go out with his arm poorly wrapped up in the shitty bandages he had at his house, but when you saw the red starting to seep through the white, you told him to go to the hospital instead of wherever he planned on taking you.
You stayed with him the whole time, of course, and had to watch nurses and doctors alike flirt with him and send him the fuck me eyes, but Jax was either oblivious to it - doubt it - or he was simply ignoring them, his attention remaining on you for the entire night.
He took you back home after he got stitched up, thanked you for staying with him, then apologized for a shitty first date, but you ended up going on many more after that, so it wasn’t as bad as it could’ve been.
“I don’t know, at least I didn’t have to watch people eye fuck my date all night during this one,” you said, then looked over your shoulder again when you heard footsteps approaching from behind you.
“I had no control over that,” he said smugly, and you could hear the smirk in his voice. “And I still got you anyway.”
Your heart clenched at that, because yes, he did get you. And after this, you were pretty sure he still very much has you. “I guess,” you mumbled, then lowered your voice even more. “He’s coming back, I have to go.”
“I’ll be there soon, darlin’,” Jax promised, and you quickly hung up before setting your phone down on the table, giving Darin a forced smile as he sat back down across from you.
He nodded down at your phone as he settled in the chair, a timid smile on his lips. “Was that important?” he asked, as if he just expected you to sit and do nothing while you waited for him to come back from the bathroom.
And you thought he couldn’t get on your nerves even more than he already is. “Uh, yeah. Kinda,” you answered, hoping Jax would get here soon. He’s pretty fast on that bike of his, and if you were right in thinking he was a little jealous that you’re on a date with another guy, you had a feeling he was going to be even faster.
“Cool,” Darin nodded, and you were once again forced to listen to more backhanded compliments that sounded a lot more like complaints and pathetic attempts at getting you to sleep with him despite him pretty much insulting you all night.
‘I’m surprised you finished almost all the fries. The other dates I’ve been on, the chick barely ate anything,’
‘I didn’t mean to say you weren’t pretty earlier, by the way. I was just surprised to hear how you sound in person compared to over the phone,’
‘Do you live around here? I would like to continue getting to know you somewhere a little more… comfortable, if you’re up for it,’
You are, in fact, not up for it, but you didn’t get a chance to say that as the door swung open, and you felt your shoulders drop when you heard his voice. “Wow, you weren’t kiddin’,” Jax said as he sauntered over to you, his usual, effortless swag in everything he does never failing to stir something in you. He placed one hand on the back of your chair, and you already felt so much better now that he’s here, you couldn’t stop the way you leaned back towards him. “Hate to cut things short, but I believe this one and I have our own date to get to.”
Your face flushed at that, and you quickly looked down at the table as Darin sat up comically straight. “Um, what? Sorry, dude, but I think you have the wrong-”
“No, I don’t,” Jax said, wrapping one hand around your arm and guiding you up and out of the chair. As soon as he touched your bare skin, he quickly looked down at you with narrowed eyes. “Shit, you’re fuckin’ freezin’.”
You stand up all too willingly, looking up at him with a small, genuine smile you didn’t bother trying to hide as he shrugged out of his jacket and slid it around your shoulders. Jax’s own lips curved up in a small, rare smile right back at you as he zipped the jacket up halfway before Darin spoke up again, this time trying to sound more intimidating.
“Dude, do you mind?” he asked, and Jax looked over at him again, his smile now gone, and that annoyed you as you looked over at Darin as well. “We were kinda on a date here? And we were just about to head out and go back to her place, so-”
“I highly doubt that,” Jax laughed, draping one arm around your shoulders and pulling you into his side. He wasn’t the least bit intimidated by Darin’s pathetic attempt at coming off as the more powerful man out of the two, which was to be expected. In the years you’ve known him, you don’t think you’ve ever seen Jax be genuinely intimidated by anything, let alone some cheap dude who still expected you to fuck him after this horrible date. “Let it go, man. She’s not fuckin’ interested. Cover the bill, yeah?”
He didn’t give Darin a chance to respond as he turned and guided you out the door and over to his bike, and you were kind of surprised you didn’t hear him pull up. You’d been trying to drown out everything around you after you got off the phone with him, and apparently it worked.
You stopped next to the bike, subtly cuddling into the warm fabric of his jacket as Jax let you go and reached for his helmet. “You got here really fast,” you observed, looking up at him as he moved towards you again.
“What, you thought I wouldn’t?” he asked, placing the helmet on your head and tightening the strap for you. “You needed me. I was just messin’ around on the phone, babe. I’ll always be here when you need me.”
Babe.
You weren’t sure if he meant to call you that, if it had just slipped out, but you froze as soon as he said it, and your body heated up at the same time.
He must’ve been able to tell, and you were grateful when he took it upon himself to place his hand on your lower back and guide you onto the bike. Once you were situated behind him, Jax waited until your arms were securely banded around his middle before he looked over his shoulder at you. “You wanna crash at mine? It’s closer,” he asked, raising his voice so you could hear him over the sound of his bike.
Spending the night at Jax’s house didn’t seem like the best idea, especially considering everything he’d made you feel already since he picked up his phone. But then again, having him drop you off at your own house and leave you alone sounded really fucking miserable.
“Yeah,” you said back, holding onto him a little tighter. “Sure.”
And that was how you found yourself standing in Jax’s entryway after one of the worst dates you’d ever been on in your life. His house looked pretty much the same since the last time you were in it, which was about six months ago. You still could hardly believe that it had been half a year since you and he broke up, and yet he was still able to make you feel all the things he used to without even trying or meaning to.
“Um, I don’t have anything to wear to bed,” you said, playing with the sleeves on his jacket as he shut and locked the door behind you, falling into his routine of kicking off his shoes and putting his keys on the table beside the door. When he looked at you, then let his eyes trail you up and down, you shook your head, “It’s fine. I can sleep in this.”
Jax huffed out a laugh and shook his own head. “Relax. It’s not like we’re strangers,” he said, starting to walk down the hall towards his bedroom, and his nod had you following after him. “You can wear somethin’ of mine, like you did before.”
Before, meaning when you would steal his shirts to sleep in and wear as you lounged around the house. You couldn’t be blamed, though. His shirts were big on you and unbelievably, and kind of annoyingly, comfortable.
When you got to his room, you abruptly stopped in the doorway while Jax walked over to his dresser and opened one of the drawers. Your eyes were glued to his bed, his very much made bed, and your mind went back to when he picked up the phone and sounded like he had just been sleeping.
But it was obvious he wasn’t sleeping here in his bed, and the thought that you’d woken him up after he just got done fucking a girl and falling asleep in her bed made you feel gross and unjustifiably mad.
You didn’t expect him to not find relief in other girls after the breakup; you knew he definitely did. But you never had to see the proof of it, unlike how you are right now.
A sick feeling crawled up your throat as Jax grabbed a t-shirt and a pair of sweats from his drawer then turned to you, but when you didn’t take them from him, his brows furrowed. “What?” he asked, and you swallowed harshly.
“I can wear this,” you said, gesturing down towards your skirt and his jacket that was covering up your crop top. You hated thinking that he was having a great night before you called him and practically begged him to come pick you up, and you hated that you kind of wanted to know who he was with before he had to leave.
Jax narrowed his eyes, moving towards you as he held onto the offered clothing. “What?” he asked again, trying to get you to meet his eyes, but you just looked over at his bed - the bed you had a strong amount of fondness for since you spent countless nights in it with him.
Even though you had no right to, you still asked, “Were you with someone tonight? Before I called you?” you finally looked up at him, your body tensing up a bit at your own series of questions. “Like, were you sleeping with someone when I asked you to come get me?”
Jax’s eyes narrowed even more, and he briefly looked over his shoulder at his bed before looking back at you. A few seconds passed before he huffed out a laugh, “You were just on a date with some cheap asshole, and now you’re askin’ me if I was with someone else?” he asked back, and you felt your face heat up in embarrassment.
You knew you had no business or right to ask him that, and you were a hypocrite for doing so. He was right. Tonight wasn’t the first date you’d been on since the breakup, and it wasn’t your first attempt at trying to move on from him. Who were you to get upset that he might’ve been with someone else tonight too?
“I’m sorry,” you quickly say, looking down at the carpet. “That was fucking stupid of me to ask.”
Jax shook his head, holding out his clothes to you and waiting until you finally took them. “I had a long day, alright? I crashed on the couch as soon as I got home,” he said, and you felt a strange feeling of relief wash over you. “I wasn’t with anyone else, okay?”
You nodded at that, not trusting yourself to say any actual words as he moved past you and left the room, leaving you to get changed. After you slipped his shirt over your head and tied the sweats as tight as possible, only for them to still be loose on you, you wandered out of his room and down the hall, finding Jax sitting on the couch.
Now that you’re looking at it, the crease on the pillow from his head and the blanket that was half on the couch and half on the floor made it extremely obvious that he had been asleep there when you called, and you felt that embarrassment from before come back.
“Thank you for picking me up,” you said, wanting to move past it as quickly as you could. “You saved me. I owe you one.” You weren’t sure what you could give him or do for him in return, but you meant that nonetheless.
Jax didn’t say anything to that, he just gave you the same soft smile from before as he remained sitting on what you assumed you were going to be sleeping on. But then he kicked his feet up on the coffee table, seeming to not be in any hurry to move. “You can sleep in the bed. I’ll crash here again,”
That had you shaking your head quickly, a protest leaving your mouth just as fast. “No. You said you had a long day and you’re tired. You can sleep in your own bed, Jax,” you said, “I’ll take the couch.”
But Jax just scoffed, shaking his head, “I ain’t letting you sleep on the couch, babe,”
There was that name again, and you fought off another smile as you both fell back into the familiar way you used to argue about nothing at all. Like where you were going to sleep, when there was a very simple answer to that.
That was how you both ended up in his bed, him on his side and you on the side that used to be reserved for you. There was a slot of space between yours and his body, and even though you knew you shouldn’t, you found yourself wanting to close it.
Jax seemed to want that too, because when he looked over at you and met your gaze in the darkness of his room, a lazy smile formed on his lips, and his arm lifted just slightly. It was enough to have you say fuck it, and you moved closer to him until you were cuddled up against his side, and his arm was wrapped around your waist.
It felt just like before, when you and he would lie in bed together just like this before one of you would pass out and the other would follow, and usually moments like this would follow after sex, but would feel just as intimate. Maybe even more.
That’s exactly what this felt like. Intimate. Comfortable. Safe with a man who was anything but.
As you laid your head on his chest, Jax’s arm wrapped a little tighter around you, like he’d been missing this just as much as you had. The breakup was messy, explosive and irreversible, or so you thought, and even though you swore to both yourself and to him that you’d never see him again, here you are, in his arms like no time at all had passed.
And you wanted to see him after this. You wanted to keep seeing him, because fuck, you missed him. And you hated not being with him.
“So,” Jax spoke up after a while, clearly not in the mood to go to sleep despite his long day. It was fine, because you didn’t want to waste being with him like this by sleeping anyway. “You wanna tell me why you were wastin’ your time with that fuckin’ loser tonight?”
You let out a soft laugh, your hand coming up to rest next to your head. “I was trying to get over you,” you confessed, your fingers twisting the fabric of his shirt as his curled around your hip, almost possessively. Protectively. “Took me months to finally go out with another guy. The last three dates I’ve been on have been so fucking bad though. It does feel like I’m wasting my time.”
Jax hummed, and it vibrated your cheek. “Tryin’ to get over me, huh?” he teased softly, and a smile grew on your face. “Doesn’t seem to be workin’ out so well, babe.”
He squeezed your hip, and the fact that the reason you’d only dressed up and gone out tonight was to try and get over him, only to end up in his shirt, in his bed, and in his arms by the end of it not lost to either of you.
“No, I know,” you agreed, breathing in his familiar scent and letting your eyes flutter shut. “I suck at this. I pick the worst people to take a chance on. It’s just… I miss you, Jax. All the time. And I didn’t let myself admit that until now. Until tonight.”
You opened your eyes again and propped your chin on his chest, finding him already looking down at you. His expression was unreadable to most, but you’d always been able to read him like a book, and you knew what that look meant.
“You didn’t have to come get me tonight. You had no reason to,” you pointed out, placing your palm flat against his chest. “And yet you still did.”
Jax lifted his other hand and placed it over yours, the gesture so natural and simple, yet it had you aching for more of it. “Of course I came and got you. I already told you, I’ll always be here when you need me,” he said, then his lips flickered up into a lazy smirk. “Guess I miss you too. Real fuckin’ bad, babe.”
You melted into him at that, your head dropping to his shoulder as you moved impossibly closer to him. You breathed him in, let his scent fill your senses, and let his warmth seep into you.
It was scary, because you could already feel yourself getting used to this again, and you had no idea what tomorrow was going to bring. It was obvious you and he needed to talk, but it was also obvious neither of you wanted to do that right now, too afraid to ruin the moment and drive each other away again.
But then he spoke again, “I still love you, you know,” he said, his voice muffled against your hair when he leaned in and pressed a kiss to the top of your head. “Always will.”
And suddenly it felt like that conversation didn’t really need to happen anymore, because it was obvious that, while the two of you had lost your way for a second there, there was no doubt of your love for each other. There was no doubt you still belonged to each other.
You laced your fingers with his, letting your eyes close once again now that you were a little more confident in what tomorrow will bring. “I know,” you said back, smiling against his skin. “I love you too.”
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Happy birthday to the man himself. I actually like this quite a lot, and may even make a part 2 where these two officially get back together, if you know what I mean...
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