jams diary

my diary 7teen | 999 | warren graham irl

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begging on the phooooneee baby will you pleaseee come home

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having mutuals on tumblr is so strange who the hell are you bro

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i dont wanna see one more tumble about my capitalist romance i don't give a shit what they're doing

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i think everything is so sad and i want real connection so bad

shrooms make me feel so mixed up inside

everything is so weird it all sucks

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i’m embarrassed&i don’t mean to make u anxious too

are you going to run to people and tell them i msged you will you boo me and laugh at me will you block me do you have a clue who i am?????

im sorry

i didnt wanna make u feel embarrassed

its just really weird cuz

ive been thinking abt u way more these last few weeks and

i really wanted to reach out but i didnt wanna bug

its just weird

in a good way

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do you still miss my collarbones

i do

really

really badly

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please reach out im gonna be pulling hairs out until you do i cant not know who it is

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that just made me chainsmoke

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i miss you so very much sometimes but i’m ashamed to say it

this just made me so fucking sick to my stomach plsss reach out

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i hate how im perceived

i hate how i am

sex is so ugly

people are so ugly

[9ja9me9s]

when that sense of #impendingdoom hits

im so fucking anxious

who up anxiousing their worldviews rn

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she keeps getting badder and badder

uugggghhhhhhhh fuuckkkk whatever

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im moving and my houses backyard opens into one of the biggest cemeteries in the bay area

fuck yeah

[9ja9me9s]

something something pinterest something something lana del rey something something ao3 yaoi

boom hit post

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im not deserving of love

or permanence

what i want never really matters

i just float like a bubble

floating through peoples lives

i bounce around for a little

then i float out