guys, i'm going to re-affirm, i'm not leaving here. i'm not. i like it here. but having joon, myungsoo and chen, its a lot. and then, my enthusiasm to write joon and myungsoo has taken a lot of blows. my muse has suffered, and holding onto them, having these replies stack up -- it weighs on me. i feel like i let everyone down, since i have no energy to make new plots and writing them replies feels so difficult.
i've had chen for nearly six months, and myungsoo was around the same. i've had mina in between, and joon for a couple months. it's a long time, a lot has happened, and i know everyone was attached to myungsoo and joon, and i'm sorry. i really am. other people leaving, and thinking about dropping because of me, i was worried about that, and its why ive tried so hard to keep all three.
im just really sorry...









