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call me creature. dm for main blog if u want it. used to be on another acc. not gonna put that here cuz the blog got found by an irl lol.
block please dont report this is literally my only safe space from people irl. also block the tags "tw sh" and "tw ed" if you still want to look through this but are triggered by those things. i do my very best to tag everything
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eyeing my coworker's vape like 👀👀👀👀👀
and after everything I wonder why
why they felt the need to keep bothering me after everything was long over - they made their choice.
why it couldn't just go the way I had planned it.
why he feels like he isn't wanted among my friends and I, even when we were so so excited to have him back home.
why I cant just get stuff done when I mean to do so.
why she had to attempt again.
why I feel a disconnect from everyone that I talk to - like nobody really understands me, no matter how much I explain.
And through all of this, I haven't relapsed. I don't know how, besides the fact that I lowk lost my blade. If I wanted to I could get another, but I don't think it's worth the struggle anymore. It's been awhile. I'm not sure how long, because when I did quit I didn't really mean to. It just became less appealing all of a sudden. I'm glad it happened because it was getting in the way of me living my life, but I'm also uncomfortable with not doing it anymore. Which does sound weird, but I think its because it was such a huge part of who I was. Idk I'll stop yapping.
OKAY SO I haven't been engaging in ed activities (yayyyy) but I remembered that like in the 6th grade I thought calories out must be more than calories in like. overall. I didn't account for resting anything. So I'd just work out to all hell, and then at the same time I got really sick and kept working out and eating too little. And like. How did I not pick up on that?
me when i jerk off and be sad for like three hours (its been a rough. few months. i just wasnt thinking about it b4.)
oh my god oh my god oh my god
literally ahing a panic attack and my little sister is laughing loud as fuck when can she shut up plaese im dying
i am going to start clawing at things i cannot handle this much work
oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god
goodness gracious this is much more difficult than i remember. im over here tracking what imma have for dinner before i eat it T-T
didn't realize that i crave food so much while i study smh
doing this to get back into the groove. will probably update this post!!
Day 1: 759 (59 cals over for week) Day 2: 399 (58 cals over for week) Day 3: Day 4: Day 5: Day 6: Day 7:
i love being ever so slightly sadistic its so fun, like i be hinting at what i really want and so far hes not saying no and i keep asking him if its okay so likeee
"and you know its true." AUGHTHGHGH HEHHHEHEA :3333
oh no the delusion that i HAVE to gut myself is back
i am going to kill myself and i am horny. not mutually exclusive btw
yes twin project that character on to me twin. ohhh you wanna fuck the character twin. what is wrong with me twin.