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このブログへようこそ！ Alice, feelin' 23. Mainly about Yuzuru Hanyu, Arashi & SMAP. Tumblr not updated anymore as of 14/11/15.

[a-m-n-o-s]

2019.01.27

i stop updating this space for a long time. i am sure many who used to be active here, left. many has moved on, probably reached another stage in their lives… but i can’t seem to move on, i realise i am still stuck somewhere.

have been supporting the 5 dorks for more than 10 years and looking back, they helped me through the darkest and more difficult period of my life. really thankful for all the laughter and happiness that arashi brought to my life. i am, really.

but with all things in life, there is a beginning and an end. i am forever grateful and proud of being their fan. even though i have not been to a single live concert before, even though i have not seen them in person before. but it doesn’t matter anymore, for all that ever matter is them. they are happy as they are. or they were.

this space started out as a place where i can freely unleash the crazy fangirl in me. but a lot has changed over the years. 

i think we have enough time to say our goodbyes. and i hope we will continue to live our lives the way we wish it to be. 

i will keep this space till 2020.12.31

till we meet again, my 5 adorable dorks.

[a-m-n-o-s]

2020.01.27 one year.

[a-m-n-o-s]

[a-m-n-o-s]

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You guys are always thanking us for everything, but actually we are the ones who can’t thank you guys enough. Thank you for existing for 20 years. 5x∞.

Lyrics translation: here

♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

[a-m-n-o-s]

2019.02.14 Happy VDay! <3

[a-m-n-o-s]

２０１９・０２・０３ 「５ｘ２０」 今日も未来もｓｍｉｌｅａｇａｉｎ

[a-m-n-o-s]

2019.01.27

i stop updating this space for a long time. i am sure many who used to be active here, left. many has moved on, probably reached another stage in their lives... but i can’t seem to move on, i realise i am still stuck somewhere.

have been supporting the 5 dorks for more than 10 years and looking back, they helped me through the darkest and more difficult period of my life. really thankful for all the laughter and happiness that arashi brought to my life. i am, really.

but with all things in life, there is a beginning and an end. i am forever grateful and proud of being their fan. even though i have not been to a single live concert before, even though i have not seen them in person before. but it doesn't matter anymore, for all that ever matter is them. they are happy as they are. or they were.

this space started out as a place where i can freely unleash the crazy fangirl in me. but a lot has changed over the years. 

i think we have enough time to say our goodbyes. and i hope we will continue to live our lives the way we wish it to be. 

i will keep this space till 2020.12.31

till we meet again, my 5 adorable dorks.

[a-m-n-o-s]

卒業じゃないけど、いよいよこの日も来るんだなとは今確かに感じてます。 学生時代からファンとしての８～９年間本当に幸せで楽しかったんです。これからも、初心を忘れずに新しい目標に向かって進めたいと思います。このブログがフォローしたのみんな、現実に多分永遠に会えないのみんな、本当に心から感謝しています。みんな、アラシの応援を続けてくださいね～！！じゃあね～。

[incidentalcomics]

Rejection

Posters of this comic are available at my shop.

To read some further thoughts on rejection and see a few pieces of my rejected work, check out the Incidental Comics Patreon page.

[a-m-n-o-s]

I am absolutely devastated by this. still cannot believe its actually happening. one of my dreams of seeing them live at their concert can never be fulfilled. they are my pillars of support during my darkest days. and now, its gone.

[a-m-n-o-s]

When the going gets tough, the tough get going.

[a-m-n-o-s]

花よりＭＪ！！

[a-m-n-o-s]

My reaction to pretty much everything in life lol.

[a-m-n-o-s]

ニノ、３３歳おたおめ！そして、 入所２０周年おめでとう～　

[a-m-n-o-s]

can’t believe one of my fav directors of all time, Ninagawa-san passed away today. As a huge fan of his stage productions and films, its really a pity that we can’t get to see them anymore ;____;

[a-m-n-o-s]

Quitting is easier on so many levels, but by keeping going there's the possibility that I may discover new truths about myself. Quitting creates a dialogue of excuses and what-ifs that deflate me. Keep going isn't always glorious and no, nothing in my life depends on it, but it creates a dialogue within me of persistence and grit, and it teaches my body and mind not to give in to discomfort.

Jodi Weiss

[theegreywolf-deactivated2019112]

a short letter to people who are struggling right now

you didn’t see that coming, did you? you walked on that bright, red carpet that you created - thinking that everything’s finally light and well, but when you tripped over one of your fantasies and looked up, suddenly you are in an unfamiliar place. a place so dark and unfamiliar that it terrifies you. you search for a way out: a stair or a door or a window but all you see is darkness. and dark keeps pulling your hand. you scream and scream but nobody hears you. nobody. so dark drags you down deeper into its arms. you didn’t expect that at all, did you? here you thought you were doing well, since you’ve already went through that phase. countless times. you’ve gotten out of all that suffocating water countless times. you’ve already turned all that wound and scars to poetry and are now marching towards greatness. lightness. but you didn’t expect that, did you? you, a young warrior who have won hard battles. you, who have been through so much that the trees bow down at your presence. where’s this young warrior in you now? this brave, courageous legend?

darling, no matter how cliché this might sound, let me tell you this: you will be okay, one day. because this is how we are: we never stop trying. after wandering on that pit for god-knows-how-long, one day you’ll just wake up and say, “ah, i’m done with you. i’ve come to peace with you. thank you. it was nice meeting you. it’s time for me to leave.” and then you’ll leave and strive, yet again, to this person that you want to be. so for now, feel it. let your hand be dragged. let yourself feel. allow yourself to be depressed or angry. you’ve got to let yourself feel all that dark and vulnerability. because you become stronger that way. because that’s how you learn. because what’s a good heart if it hasn’t been broken or bruised or tossed around a few times or shaken? my point is, don’t resist that pit that is closing in on you that people justify as dark. don’t be afraid of it. hemingway said something like, “face death in the face. face it squarely and fairly,” and that’s it! it doesn’t matter if nietzsche said that our existence is meaningless or if we know that this is all pointless - no benefit or whatsoever because there are lots of wonderful things in this lil’ pumpkin! but i’m getting further from my point. anyway - you are great. this world needs more people like you. you’ll get through this!! just remember that there’ll always be people who will stay outside that pit, waiting for you to get out - all smiles with warm bread, tea and blanket in their arms.

[a-m-n-o-s]

"In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."