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ebonys personal

[disorderthoughts]

bpd: (someone doesn’t speak in the nicest possible way) anger! hatred! aa!!!

[a09v]

me: loves watching top 10 creepy whatevers me: gets paranoid off of them

[a09v]

they wanna disgnose me with something again and it better b something to explain my sensory issues

[slmnbagel]

where did that come from

[a09v]

3 shades of me

[a09v]

im slowly getting dependent on my dad nd im hugging him more and this is the best he told me he loves it when i hug him and i just adghjjhyb

[a09v]

i could tell who im dependent on but that would cause so much embarrassment and anxiety like what if they think im gross for thinking about them or relying on them to make me hapoy

[a09v]

i wanna cry in this lobby but i cant

[a09v]

its always about me me me i just cant think about other people feelings anymore

[a09v]

im so dependent on my bf and some of my friends that i unconsciously stray from them bc they dont care

[a09v]

why cant my front be who i really am why cant i be manic everyday

[a09v]

im so fucking afraid of everyone leaving me

[a09v]

please dont leave me

[leafyizhere]

[a09v]

Me: I won't let it bother me. I won't let it bother me. I won't let it bother me.

Me: *Lays down to sleep at night*

Me: It bothers me. Actually, it really fucking bothers me. Let's lay here and think and stress about it instead of sleeping.

[glotropix]

[quietvoiced]