I destroyed myself to make sure you were loved and taken care of when you could care less if i was on the edge of slitting my wrist. I would take the shirt off my back for you. I would use my last dollar to feed you or my last breath to tell you how beautiful you are. But now im moving up in life without you and youre sleeping and eating in sombody elses house for free knocked up with a tweakers baby whos got herpies head to toe, cleans toilets, cheats on you, and says "gang gang niggah".and its only been 10 days since your were in my bed all cuddled up. I love you but fuck man youre being a real goofy bitch right now. You thought youve been destroying me but youve only fucked your damn self out of a good life and some real love. Just remember how i was always there. Even when the kid wasnt mine and i still held your hand and played with your hair for the first ultrasound.













