â doing every single thing my parents warned me 'bout, till I wore 'em out. voices in my head saying I could do better. voices in my head saying that I knew better. â Aaliyah Morgan. 23. Â
âI mean itâs also like 10 in the morning Aaliyah, I have some class. Lunch is a much more appropriate time to call it quits on being sober,â she jested though it wouldnât be the first time she started earlier in the day. Contrary to her parentsâ beliefs, boarding school didnât make her more sober. It just taught her how to become an expert at hiding her true self and her âextracurricularâ activities. âAnytime, beautiful!â she crooned, though her face twisted into disgust as the realization settled in. â Oh god. Is that what my brother sounded like? Well let it be known that my compliments are far more genuine and youâre sober enough to truly hear it.âÂ
âYeah but those people arenât real. I mean like theyâre real but Iâm never meeting them. Iâm never going to be able to observe them and learn from them the way Iâd be able to learn from you. I prefer to have moreâŚtangible mentors.â Tangible as in alive too she added in her head. âSo why law?â she asked to deflect away from Aaliyahâs question. The one thing boarding school did right was allowing her to learn a plethora of classes without being confined into a major. Now that she was back, Ava had not really chosen one and she dreaded having to do so. She wasnât exactly the genius her parents had expected and she knew she had no interest in their line of work.Â
âOh, Ava honey.â Aaliyah offers the girl a faux sad smile. âYou canât start your day right without a morning blunt. Half a blunt to get you started, then come home and smoke the other half as a reward for getting through the day.â She smiles brightly, proudly, as if she had offered a room of mathematicians the easiest solve to a conundrum. Aaliyah watches in amusement as Avaâs expression changes suddenly. âDonât worry, I tuned your brother out when he was talking half of the time anyway so youâre already doing better than him.âÂ
Aaliyah nods thoughtfully. âThatâs fair,â she points the cap of her highlighter at Ava. âalright, guess Iâm your mentor now. Get ready for the ride of your life.â Sheâs only half serious, Aaliyah has no real intentions of teaching Ava or anyone how she keeps her life so perfectly balanced. Sheâs careless, yeah, but destroying Remi was lesson enough that not everyone was built for her lifestyle. âHonestly?â she sighs, closing her binder because sheâs lost all interest in doing her work. Typical. âI was an annoying kid who wanted to be just like her hero,â she answers simply, offering a small shrug in accompaniment. âgrandpa was heavily involved in the civil rights movement, and I think I kind of just loved that about him? Text books will tell you that racism and discrimination is dead, but itâs not, thereâs a change I can make I guess. Itâs a positive way to channel all my anger.â Aaliyah sniffs, tapping the highlighter against the table as she lets her words settle. âDonât tell anyone I actually give a fuck about shit, okay? People gonnaâ get the wrong idea and start tryna talk to me âbout they feelings and shit.âÂ
he clenches his jaw in annoyance. of course this wasnât going to be easy, when was it ever. he expected to be rejected but it still stung a little bit as his rapid heartbeat in anticipation of her answer dropped too suddenly. it wasnât a pleasant feeling, just like it wasnât a pleasant feeling to be forced into doing this in the first place. sucking in another harsh breath, he turned to follow her, keeping some distance in between them.  â you look like the right girl, â he successfully says without cringing.Â
â aaliyah right ? â he tries a different approach,  â iâve heard a lot about you â civil do-gooder by day, party girl by night. that kind of duality is ⌠quite impressive. i respect that. â daniel hopes the underlying flattery is enough to catch her attention.  â so, let me buy you a drink. no strings attached. â
He makes a second attempt, and sheâs just as reluctant as she was the first time around. Aaliyah sucks in a breath, eyes narrowed as she looks him up and down. Itâs weird and unsettling having him in her space, the Daniel Koo, the Joker to Remiâs Batman. Or, is Remi really the villain in their story? Shit, knowing Heath that was probably the case. âGood for you, I guess.â she shrugs, being impressed by her reputation still wasnât a good enough reason to pretend that she felt like making friends tonight. âAnd if I donât want a drink?â Thereâs a pause and then a sigh because even to her that sounded unconvincing. She always wants a drink, thatâs her whole reputation. âAlright,â she gives in, only because he clearly wants something all of sudden seeing as heâs never made an effort to talk to her before. Might as well let him get whatever he needs to say off his chest fast. âblack & tonic, and keep the small talk minimal.âÂ
Avaâs eyes ran up and down the girlâs face. She looked exactly like Aaliyah except more put together. She of all people should know how looks can be deceiving yet she had a really hard time shaking the feeling that Aaliyah was two different people. âOh my godâŚam I high?!â she gasped, only half joking. âI have to be to think you have a twin or Iâm so high and canât tell you apart from your twin.â She brought her drink to her lips to buy herself time to really soak in the information that was just given to her.Â
âI mean you look just as amazing in a blazer as you do in tight jeans. Donât let anyone tell you that you look boring! Just differentâŚ.a good different, I swear.â She couldnât help but take another long sip because she felt guilty that she essentially told Aaliyah she couldnât be smart and a party girl. Itâs just Ava never knew that was possible. Remi made it seem like you could only have one or the other. âSo, my new hero and role model in life, what is the sober and well adjusted to society Aaliyah like? âCause to me she looks like she can make Wall Street beg on its knees for mercy.â
âWell, if you are high youâre fake for not smoking with me.â Aaliyah shrugs, hoping her humor would ease away any of the lingering awkwardness. If Ava was at all embarrassed by her little mix up she wasnât showing it, and Aaliyah appreciated that. âOh, I know.â she answers with a smile, tone confident and sure even if she is joking. Aaliyah knows she looks good, whether sheâs in a blouse and pencil skirt or a mini-dress. âBut thanks.â Aaliyah leans back in her seat, fingers playing with the cap of her yellow highlighter. Itâs an annoying habit, a need to always be doing something. Like the desire to deflect everything with a joke. Aaliyah snickers, shaking her head at Ava. âI dunnoâ about all of that role model shit. Might wanna save that spot for the real important people, like Malcolm X, Marsha Johnson.... BeyoncĂŠ. But uh...adjusted meâs not much different, still loud, still opinionated, still over it.â she shrugs. âNah, no one can make old white men beg for mercy, theyâre too undeservedly entitled. But Iâll sure as hell argue a couple of people into the ground. What do you study?â she asks, realizing then that she knew absolutely nothing about Ava outside of what Remi mentioned. And he mentioned so little. Weird.Â
his hands gripped the steering wheel tighter, knuckles turning white and fingertips turning pink with the tension. why, why did he feel compelled to do this again ? daniel koo didnât take orders from someone he doesnât respect, and this anonymous fuck-face who needs to learn to keep to themselves was so far on the other side of the spectrum in dannyâs books. so again, why ? maybe itâs because deep down, daniel fears what they know the same way he fears what remi could have done to him if he was ever out of line. remi heathâs death was supposed to mean freedom from that underlying fear, but apparently someone else has made it their job to keep that fire smoldering.Â
danny leaned forward again to look out of the windshield of his car and up at the neon light of the bar against the night sky.  ugh. he got out and shifted his leather jacket straight ( a detail he decided would help him fit in better ) before making his way inside. it was dark and loud and, from the way his feet moved on the floor, sticky. fantastic, he thought, just act natural. daniel stalked up to the bar and ordered a beer, taking time in between to look around the room. according to the girlâs instagram story ( which danny had been closely monitoring ) she would be here. and here she was, in all her glory. he acted quickly, walking over and slapping on a daring smirk as he neared.  â you look like you want a drink, and i look like someone who wants to buy you one. âÂ
Billiards is a staple at Barneyâs, every few nights the regulars crowd around one of the tables in the back of the bar and place bets. When she first moves here she doesnât think sheâd find herself lumped in the âregularsâ, bars too often inhabited with men going through midlife crises and fraternity douchebags. Bars attract lames, and in hindsight sheâs kind of right. Barneyâs isnât much different for the most part, but she learns quickly that the ownerâs got a side hustle and the crowd that attracts is way more her speed. So sheâs here, every few nights like the rest, beating men out of their hard earned pay checks as she waits for a text from one of her newer, more interesting friends. Â A couple of the guys with her laugh and cheer her on as her opponent produced his wallet to pay her whatâs owed.Â
âThis has been fun guys, but Iâma grab a drink.â she excuses herself, placing the pool stick in the hands of one of the guys in the group before leaving them. Her phones in her hands only seconds later, and she canât fight the disappointment when she sees that none of her unread texts are from Caesar. Heâll come through though, he always does. Thatâs when she hears it, the male voice she doesnât recognize saying the one thing sheâs too used to hearing. Aaliyah looks up and over her shoulder, the disinterest already on her face melting into mild confusion. âNah, you look like youâve got the wrong girl.â Daniel Koo is a name and a face that she knows, barely. âThe broke desperate ones are over there though.â she points to a group of drunk girls on the other side of the bar.
âYeah, your sister Aaliyah. Met her at a party at the beginning of the school year. Remi introduced us. She didnât mention she had a sibling though.â Ava couldnât help but notice some similar mannerisms between the girl in front of her and the girl she met at the party. She wondered if they ever switched spot in class like twins do in the movies. There could be no way that they werenât twins. Ava wasnât sure how to handle the revelation that the girl in front of her could in fact be the same person as Aaliyah.Â
She slowly shook her head as she replayed every interaction she had with Aaliyah. Whenever Remi brought up her name it was always attached to some fun, wild night not someâŚstudious coffee date. It was as if the girl in front of her was the sun and Aaliyah was the moon. Vastly different but both exist in the same sky just in their own way. âNo, I donât think so. I feel like I would have rememberedâŚwhat was the last party you went toâŚI mean if you party, I donât want to assumeâŚâ
Realization hits her like a ton of bricks. Ava, for whatever reason, must think sheâs two entirely different people. Aaliyah canât say she blames the other girl. All of Avaâs information about her comes from Remi Heath, a boy who had once jokingly accused her of blackmailing her professors into giving her near perfect grades. Aaliyahâs ability to balance an excellent academic presence with an avid social life and party girl reputation is a bewildering thing, even to herself at times. Though, she knows how sheâs managing, even if she wonât share that information with others. Aaliyah is used to the confusion, the shock and the disbelief that comes with it all. But mistaking her for a secret twin sister is certainly a new and interesting route.
Aaliyah finds herself biting her lip, trying to stop the grin thatâs forming on her face because this is hilarious. Sheâs almost tempted to take the twin sister thing and run with it, but that requires commitment and interest. Aaliyahâs got neither. âWow,â she cocks her head to the side. âput a girl in a blazer and suddenly people canât recognize her.â Aaliyah jokes, because what else is there to do? âItâs me, Ava. Aaliyah. Just yannoâ sober and boring and well adjusted to society.â
The words exchanged between himself and Aaliyah Morgan were few and far between. Locations, doses, pickup-times â this was the language they spoke in. There hardly was need for any other conversation, never any need for him to ask how she was, or if her classes were alright, and other nonsense of that nature. (He just needed to know if she was paying cash or bitcoin.) His contact with her had been strictly business, until tonight. JR supposed getting taken in for questioning for something you didnât do could form a sort of camaraderie in an instant.Â
JRâs eyes dart towards her, brows pulling together, the corner of his lips turning up a bit in bemusement as he decides to humor her question, âFeel what?â There was a spark, she tells him, voice suddenly soft, a gentle dreaminess overcoming her tone. He nods slowly, eyes narrowed, if only to give acknowledgement â but that certainly didnât mean he felt a damn thing. âWomanââ he chides, before a chuckle falls from his lips, âDonât play with me like that, I was getting deja vu. The bad kind.â He shakes his head, gaze returning to her just in time for the joint to be passed to him. Letting it rest between his fingers, JR takes a pull of his own, smoke curling from his lips as he plays along, âEven murderers got standards.â He passes it back, a hand reaching down to the lever beside his seat to recline it further. âChivalry ainât dead. It just takes a lilâ nap sometimes. ButâŚdonât go advertizing that, Iâve got a rep to protect out here, yâknow?â
Aaliyah canât help herself, lips twisted up into a grin as JR learns itâs all just a joke. His reaction was exactly what she expected, and she canât help but laugh at the ridiculous nature of it all. âGod, if Iâm ever that into someone that much five minutes into a conversation Iâma need you to end it for me. Get me and whatever voodoo that personâs practicing off these streets.â she rests her head against the cool leather of her seatâs head rest. âBut at least now I know how to send you running, if I should ever need it. Just find an overly attached girl.â Aaliyah takes the joint when he passes it back, snickering at his comment. âIâm sure everyone would feel much better knowing weâve got a polite killer on our hands.â She takes her second pull when he starts speaking again, and because her ability to talk is compromised she looks over at him, brows furrowed to let him know she calls bullshit. âChivalry be taking some long as fuck naps then.â she exclaims, returning the blunt to him. Aaliyah shifts in her seat, making the best use of the space around her so she can tuck her leg under herself and face him. âThatâs nice and all, but what do I get out of protecting you reputation?âÂ
It stung. It always did, when someone would toss a comment like that his way. Heâs sure that they think âOh, itâs just Hamlet, he can handle it.â and he does, because they donât want him to be offended, they want him to laugh with them, and he does that to. Itâs easier to blow it off, for the sake of the situation, for the sake of his likability, for the sake of lying to himself to make it all⌠sting, a little less.
He canât help but notice her understated lack of interest in the selection of drinks, and for a moment Hamlet has half a mind to quickly follow up before she has a chance to make her selection and offer something else. Out of character, Hamlet thinks on it too long and then itâs already too late and Aaliyahâs asked her question. âThe whole point of tonight is for me to be having fun - I hate to break it to you, Aaliyah, but Iâm actually rather selfish. Remi Heath Memorial Bonfire? This was never about him - all about me.â The grin he flashed was broad and what he said next was on more of a serious note. âBeing busy taking care of everyone else only contributes to my fun.â
âDamn,â Aaliyahâs smile falls, tone filled with false shock. âyou really out here just...using Remi for your own personal gain. You should be fucking ashamed.â Jokes aside, sheâs sure thatâs really what people think about this, about him, and while Aaliyah can see why they would assume such a thing her heart hurts for him only a little. The distraction was needed, at least as far as she was concerned, and there was no better distraction than a party. The one place where it was considered somewhat socially acceptable to drink yourself into forgetting. She gets it. Or at least she thinks she does. âBeing busy helps.â she nods, surprising herself with the serious nature of her words. âbut make sure you take some time out to take care of yourself too.â Thereâs a sad smile, and immediately after a twist of regret. She grimaces and brings her drink back to her lips, gulping down a large portion of it before speaking again, as if the drink were meant to wash the taste of concern out of her mouth. âAlright, no more of that shit.â she shakes her head and waves her hand as if she were swatting something away. âGrab another drink and letâs go find something to fucking do.âÂ
An eye roll would be the perfect descriptor of JRâs collective mood for this entire evening. The party was a dub, the area around his right eye was blackened due to none other than Atkinsâ lucky shot, and he was detained for hours, hours of his life heâd never get back. âSo thatâs how you did it, huh,â one of the detectives had taunted him, âA flashlight.â Theyâd proceeded to poke and prod and play bad cop in attempts to make him crack, but it was laughable at best. JR knew the detectives on payroll by name, knew of their families, their pets, and proceeded to ask about them all in order to diffuse and distract them from a guilt he didnât posses. Â
It was no matter now, heâd been released, and he somehow found himself here, in an abandoned parking lot with the Morgan girl, rap blasting in his ears, all but ready to spark up the blunt resting between her nimble fingers. (It was certainly better to be here than to be home.) âMy ma taught me better than that,â he replies with a lopsided grin, hand moving over hers to slip the lighter from her grasp, flicking it on, leaning it closer to the jointâs end, âLadies first.âÂ
Aaliyah had only ever spoken a handful of words to JR the entire heâd been her dealer. Theyâd never had any real reason to speak to each other before, and being suspects in a murder investigation wasnât necessarily a good reason to start talking but here they were. She looks over at him, matching his grin with one of her own as he slips the lighter out of her hand. âDid you feel that?â she asks him earnestly, looking down to their hands and back up. Her voice takes on a soft, romantic tone thatâs unrecognizable even to her. âThat second where our hands met, there was a spark.â she pauses for a moment before laughing. âIâm fucking witâ ya. Even though Iâm sure girls have tried that dumb shit on you before.â She lets him light the joint before bringing it to her lips for a pull. She passes it to him wordlessly as she lets the smoke fill her before exhaling. âThe murdererâs apparently chivalrous though?â she canât help the eye roll that follows. An indication that she thinks that whole accusation is bullshit, that she thinks all of this night is bullshit. She didnât have to know JR well to understand that he was just the easiest option, and she could spend hours going off about it if prompted, but instead she chooses humor to voice her annoyance.Â
There were only a handful of things left in the world that could make Ava feel better - her camera, her stuffed narwhal, and a cup of large, hot cup of Lava Javaâs Molten Mocha. It used to be where she went religiously every morning before school and even on the weekends. It was a reminder of the good old days when she had no care in the world other than caffeinating herself.Â
Stepping into the familiar place felt surreal. It used to be her stomping ground yet now she was the stranger. It had been months since she was back but she avoided this place for fear of ruining a good memory. Considering the times, she needed a reminder of the good old days.Â
Ava held her cup in her hands and searched for an open table until she saw a familiar face. That was all that was familiar to her. The books on the table, the neat hair, and proper outfit threw her for a loop. ââŚHi there, you might not know me but I think I know your sister. Sorry to intrude but all the other seats are taken and I swear Iâll be gone in like a few minutes. Everyone needs a study break right? Iâm Ava by the way.â @aaliyahmorg
Party girl by night, hard working law student and intern by day. This was Aaliyah Morganâs life, or rather, what it had become over the last few years. It was something of a high stakes balancing act, like a circus tightrope. Her choices acted as Earthâs gravitational pull, too much weight on one side or the other and sheâd fall straight into chaos with no net to catch her.
With everything that had been happening lately Aaliyahâs been busying herself with an overwhelming amount of work and fun. Sheâd lost a friend, whether she wanted to acknowledge it or not, and sheâd found herself caught in a murder investigation. And there was still the whole âpathetic little girl looking for her momâ thing on top of everything else. The distractions were needed, and catching up on paperwork for her boss was the distraction she chose today. Aaliyah finds herself at a coffee shop in town, Lava Java or something ridiculous like that, case files around her and headphones in. The public setting is an attempt to stay focused, be held accountable to actually get the work done since she canât be trusted. Nothing about this is meant to be inviting, not with her head buried in work and her music loud like this. But it doesnât stop someone from approaching anyway. Fair enough. Aaliyah pauses her music, looking up to see none other than Ava Heath before her.Â
âMy sister?â she repeats the words to herself quietly. As far as Aaliyahâs concerned she doesnât have a sister, though given her familyâs knack for secrets she wouldnât dismiss the idea entirely. âNah, itâs cool.â Aaliyah shrugs, gesturing to the seat in front of her. âI donât own the chair or nothinâ.â Reflexively she shakes Avaâs hand and nods, eyes watching the other girl curiously. Aaliyahâs 95% sure sheâd met Ava, or at least had introduced herself briefly at a party. The remaining 5% is credited to her hazy memory of the encounter. To be fair, she was pretty fucked up during it so it could be a figment of an overactive imagination. âAva,â she starts, smile as pleasant as possible because this is pretty awkward. âwe...uh, we met already. Or, at least I think we did.âÂ
Hamlet looked almost as defeated as a puppy who got scolded for trying to beg at the table, despite the fact that all the girl had done was say she was all set and head off with her friend. Heâs quick to shake it off, taking Aaliyahâs complaint about her drink as a chance to laugh and snag the beer she was dangling out to him that she claimed was not the best. âWell, I can take this off your hands if youâll follow me to some beverages that are⌠more your speed?â Hamlet was familiar with Aaliyahâs habits, at least enough from the few times heâd gone out to party with her and Remi back when he was still available, well, alive.Â
Too busy on his feet, to amped to slow down, Hamlet turned on his toes and headed up the beach without even waiting to see if Aaliyah was following, pleased to be able to meet someoneâs request. He came to a halt a bit short at one of the coolers towards the top of the beach by the fences and kicked it open with his foot, hands full with the two beer cups. âFor the lady.â practically came sing song out of his lips as he gestured towards the cooler full of twisted teas, fireball and coke, and assorted spritzers. Â
âYou? Coming on too strong? Impossible.â she mutters under her breath, tone dull and lacking any notes of humor. Aaliyah meets his gaze, realizing then that he could have heard that and more importantly she shouldnât have said it. Sheâs quick to follow it up with a playful shove at Hamletâs shoulder and a grin, turning her words into nothing more than a playful, not sincere at all (please God, let him buy it), jab amongst friends. âThatâd be great, thanks.âÂ
Aaliyahâs not used to this. Sheâd always been so blase about what people made of her words, never one to take anything back or monitor her speech for the sake of feelings. It was the Morgan way, no one was exempt. Though, given recent circumstances, sheâs been finding herself making an exception for Hamlet. They come to a stop in front of a cooler, and Hamlet presents to her the new drinks with his usual flourish of merriment. âYouâre annoying.â she laughs quietly, shaking her head as she grabs the glass bottle of twisted tea. Itâll do. A beat of silence passes over them as she opens her drink. She takes a sip, mulling over what to say to him now. âHow are youâ, is the clear stupidly lazy choice. âSo,â she makes a split second decision. âhave you been having fun tonight, or are you too busy taking care of everyone else?â Good enough.Â
Annoyed. It was the only word that could accurately sum up how Aaliyah was feeling after last night. Last night had turned out to be a complete wreck. On one hand, the murder weapon was found on the beach. On the other a fight broke out at Hamletâs party, which, in hindsight wasnât all that bad. In fact, Aaliyah found the chaos amusing. What wasnât amusing was her ending up getting brought into station for questioning. She still ainât know shit and the events at the party hadnât changed that. Wasted time, thatâs all that was. So, yeah, sheâs heated.Â
Thatâs how she ended up here. Here being the parking lot of an old supermarket that had been shut down years ago. It was a spot Remi introduced her to in the beginning of their friendship, a safe place for them to smoke without the prying eyes of others and the fear of getting caught. The bass line of a new French Montana song booms through the speakers of her car, and despite having just been released from the station sheâs got a lighter in hand and a joint in the other. Aaliyah looks over to the passenger seat and offers JR a small smile, before holding the unlit joint out to him. âYou want the first hit?â she asks.Â
Beulah inhaled through the nose. She found that doing soâimmediately followed by a loud exhale through the mouthâwas the quickest way to calm herself. Calm her mind, her heart, and her hands. âI just donât see any rationale in being one, though. What do I gain?â She smiled a little, looking over to her companion. âThe first isnât great. Itâs just process of elimination. Because, you know, everything else here either feelsâŚwrong or it feels fake. I guess thatâs what I was getting at.â
Aaliyah tilts her head back, eyes taking in the night sky above her as she listens. âItâs compulsive, so I guess if you were one itâd be therapeutic to you. Itâd help release tension or anxiety, give you a sense of control.â she shrugs, looking for more words to make sense of her thought. âItâs dangerous, probably unhealthy but also...beneficial in itâs own way.â What Beulah says next makes Aaliyah groan. Aaliyah knows exactly what she means, none of this felt real. She keeps looking for Remiâs name to pop up on her phone screen, a new text, a missed facetime call -- anything. But it never comes and it leaves her disoriented. It all feels wrong and fake. She gets it, that doesnât mean sheâs interested in talking about it. âRight,â she sniffs, taking a big gulp of her drink.âif youâre gonna start going on about how weird this whole thing is, thatâs fine. Just... do that shit over there or something.â she waves her hand in the opposite direction.Â
âThe party is a good idea, but here I am and all I can think isâthe best part of the party is the fire,â Beulah said to her neighbor, chin palm. Suddenly her eyes lit up, stressed, and her back straighten. âOh, god, did that make me sound like a pyromaniac?âÂ
Aaliyah could say there were other things sheâd rather be doing right now, other people sheâd rather be with. Hell, under normal circumstances she would say it,, unprompted and without hesitation. Jokingly of course...well, sheâd only be half joking. But these arenât normal circumstances, and Beulahâs peaceful presence is welcome tonight. She looks up quizzically, eyebrow quirked and head cocked to the side. The confusion dies down when Beulah continues, suddenly sitting up straight as if something occurred to her. âWell, if you are a pyromaniac thatâd make you a lot more fun.â Aaliyah jokes before going back to the initial statement. âBut, Iâll bite.â she exhales. âwhy exactly is the fire the best part?âÂ
Why be sad? Why cry, and mourn, and give a fuck when itâs so much easier to swamp himself with every living and breathing person he knows - when its so much easier just to get plastered, when itâs so much easier to slop around on a beach out of his mind (in a good way so he says), when itâs so much easier to try and find someone willing to come home with him?
Hamlet had barely taken a breath, running from person to person, making sure everyone he could get his hands on was having a good time, was getting drunk enough, was, most importantly, not crying or ruining the (his) vibe. It was his party, after all who else wouldâve dared to host a memorial bonfire for his best friend. Heâd taken on the responsibility, and the distraction, of being a one man show, as always and what better way to make sure that everyone was having a good time than to lead by influence.Â
Directly in front of his latest person to entertain, Hamlet downed the fresh beer in his hand and then broadly, drunkenly, flashed a smile their way. âAre you sure I canât get you another drink? Itâs all on me, I promise.â
Aaliyahâs no expert but sheâs almost certain people donât normally host âin memoriam beach partiesâ. Nah, fuck that. She knows people donât normally do this, but can she really judge? She showed up, didnât she? No matter her opinions, no matter her reasons (free drinks, hello), sheâs here and sheâs going to have a good time. She could use the distraction. Which...now that she thinks about it, thatâs probably the whole point of this party. Smart. Aaliyahâs making her way through the crowd looking for a familiar face, and she spots one almost immediately. Hamletâs just on the other side of the group of people, bouncing between guests in what she assumes is his attempt at hosting. Heâll do, she decides.  Sheâs got her drink close to her chest and offers those around her one polite âexcuse meâ before giving up and all but moving people out of her way. She finally makes it to him, and for once sheâs kind of happy to see him. Heâs talking to some girl sheâs never seen before, no doubt trying to make the stranger feel more comfortable here as he offers the girl another drink. How sweet. âUh yeah,â she grins when theyâre finally face to face, and his original companion declined the offer for a new drink. âI could definitely use a better drink.â Aaliyah makes a show of holding her cup up to him and grimacing in disgust. âAll Iâve been able to find is beer, and I mean...Iâll drink it, but I wonât be happy about it.â she finishes with a smile.Â
what it do baby boos? I know Iâm late as hell with the whole intro post thing, but I knocked out the second I got home from work so oops. anyways Iâm Treyc and I am so incredibly excited to get to know each of you and your characters. underneath the read more thereâll be some info about my little nugget Aaliyah, and feel free to hit me up for plots/connections. Iâm going to go reply to some of the starters from last night. that is all.Â
as stated on her skeleton, Aaliyah moved here a year ago, so by default sheâs got no interest in this whole river point vs morrigan thing. she was born and raised in harlem and reps New York all day. Iâm kidding, kind of. her mother left her when she was four, and she hasnât heard from her since. itâs fine though, sheâs not bothered by it at all, who needs a mom anyway! lol jk sheâs actually got deep rooted abandonment issues because of it, but itâs fine. Â
Aaliyah was raised by her grandfather who is a nice old man from Louisiana. his family moved to New York during the fifties in search of better opportunities cause there wasnât much in the south. the most important thing about him is his work ethic. due to the political climate of america during his childhood he grew up to be very cold and emotionally distant. his entire life centered around work and making a name for himself despite his background and skin color. this created tension between him and his wife who felt she and her children were being neglected for his career. so they got divorced very young and he didnât spend much time with the kids, but he always made sure they were taken care of. so, in short, her grandfather doesnât know the first thing about raising children and tending to their emotional needs...so yikes. thereâs sort of an unwritten âsuffer in silenceâ policy with her family. nobody talks about shit and because of this sheâs kind of...bad at dealing with her own emotions yet alone someone elseâs. but shoooot, who needs feelings when thereâs alcohol? am i right?Â
grandpa (Thomas Morgan) was a huge part of the civil rights movement in his youth and his claim to success was actually through documenting the african-american experience. he spent his youth taking photos and writing about the things he saw going on around him, and at seeing the way mainstream media was glossing over the horrors black people were facing he took the streets to bring people the truth. in the 70s he released a book about a series of fictional friends and their struggles as black people in white america, the main characters included a black panther member, a journalist, a gang member (highlighting that their purpose was not to harm communities, but uplift and protect them) and a young mother raising her children in this violent political climate. it was very well received and set him on a path as a best selling author. he also devoted a lot of his time to speaking out about political injustice. all of this inspired Aaliyahâs interest in politics and activism, and it remains the only thing thatâs ever really mattered to her. hence why sheâs a law student, with a focus on civil rights litigation and human rights law.
you can often find the good sis on Twitter clocking racists and trump supporters. and if your views are offensive and wrong, be prepared to argue and be prepared to lose. and if youâre really a dick be prepared to get fought, she donât give a fuck.Â
I sort of highlight how she gets into partying and drugs in her bio, but overall she canât take the stress of living up to her grandfatherâs expectations and the only way she gets through her schoolwork is by taking adderall.Â
as kind of touched on earlier sheâs got abandonment issues, and as a kid didnât really have any friends because everyone thought she was a lame goody goody (which wasnât her fault, grandpa conditioned little her to be well mannered, polite and perfect. let her live.) due to both of those things sheâs suffered with this idea that sheâs never been enough to keep people around. so underneath all the sarcasm and eye rolls sheâs just a soft thing who wants people to like her.Â
sheâs depressed, she knows it, her school counselor knows it, her doctors knows it. but sheâs black and according to her family, black people donât have depression -- thatâs something white people made up. so out of fear of judgement from her family (and because her grandfather would never pay for therapy) she self medicates with drugs and alcohol.Â
sheâs a reliable friend when you get close to her. if you want someone to make sure you donât call your garbage ass exe, sheâs your girl. youâre stranded on the other side of town at one in the morning with no money and no way home? donât worry, Aaliyah will come get you. it might take you a while to get past her walls, but once youâre in sheâs gonnaâ hold you down.Â
you can spot Aaliyah pretty easily. just look for the car thatâs blasting rap music and going way above the speed limit. youâll find her.
Aaliyah is kind of a secret nerd. she loved looking at the stars with her grandpa (theyâd have to drive upstate to get a view, and theyâd go every once a month). she owns so many books on the constellations and can point them out easily.Â
if youâre looking for someone to be brutally honest with you, sheâs your girl. and if your feelings get hurt....thatâs your problem.Â
sheâs an angry bisexual, but isnât out to anyone in her family because yanno black parents for the most part tend to be pretty disapproving of the LGBT community as a whole.Â
Aaliyah started getting better at balancing her academic life and her party girl ways only a few years ago. her sophomore and junior years of high school were a WRECK because she couldnât handle it, but she bounced back and learned how to balance her habits and her expectations. sheâs something of a high functioning alcoholic, but donât tell her sheâs got a problem, sheâll tell you to mind your fucking business.
Aaliyah moved to river point because she found out her grandpa had been hiding letters and cards her motherâs been sending her. he claims itâs to protect her, but she ainât tryna hear that shit. heâs always been pretty overprotective and they fought a lot so this was just the straw that broke the camelâs back.Â
sheâs still pissed at her grandpa but she misses him a lot. sheâs just stubborn and wonât reach out and talk to him about it. sighs.Â
no one really knows much about Aaliyahâs life. like if youâre her friend you know where she lives, you know her major, and you know sheâs from New York. she doesnât really let people in.Â
she lowkey misses Remi a lot. I know thereâs only like four other people who miss the kid, but make some room for her, sheâs joining yâall.Â