aaron's head ☠︎︎ ⋆₊ ♱

he/him // 19 // मुसाफिर

[aaronhasnohoes]

guess ill worry about this when im sober and not nostalgic in the morning goodnihgt

[aaronhasnohoes]

i also miss my friends and friendships i had that i did/didn't fuck up, i swear on everything i have im more mature rhan the person i was

[aaronhasnohoes]

top 5 cigs ive smoked in no particular order:

before my exams in the morning with/without my bsf

at sleepovers

while shivering in my balcony alone at midnight

during a live cover of where is my mind by the pixies

lunch breaks during school

hm: inside a wire transmission tower covered in vines smoking 4 the first time ever

[aaronhasnohoes]

wanting to hang out/be friends with someone new but they somehow know the person who absolutely hates your guts

[ipromise-imnotreal]

im actually so sad all i want is a doobie and to blast yung lean in my skull

[ipromise-imnotreal]

im so happy all i want is a doobie and to blast yung lean in my skull

[ipromise-imnotreal]

guys guess what….i got a dooobie and yung lean in my skull

[aaronhasnohoes]

yes we did ❤️‍🩹

[codes-and-stuffs]

i do think we should normalise being like. platonically enamoured with someone. perhaps i love and admire you dearly and there's nothing romantic about it

[ipromise-imnotreal]

@aaronhasnohoes

[aaronhasnohoes]

i acc dont even care i want a cig and a joint to smoke w orange thanks

[aaronhasnohoes]

thought it was js one but nah whole house moving weird apparently

[aaronhasnohoes]

pretty much all i look forward to is chainsmoking in my balcony alone at night

[aaronhasnohoes]

either im aboit to have a panic attack or im crashing

[aaronhasnohoes]

somethings coming really soon and its stressing me out because i cant tell what it is. pinpointing my emotions/labelling them is literally the only thing im good at and the only time i start to lose my shit is if i cant figure out what im feeling or why. am i gonna go manic again? depressed? a mix of both? emptyness? psychosis? numbness so bad you can feel it in your bones? i dont know and im rlly scared

[ipromise-imnotreal]

¨god loves you, but not enough to save you.¨ something that has stuck with me for a while

[aaronhasnohoes]

my dream of smoking and yapping about rock music with a bunch of middle aged white men with wife and kids in a skatepark genuinely came true today

[ipromise-imnotreal]

eating cold pizza while standing in the middle of the kitchen at 1am like god intended

[aaronhasnohoes]

tw sh

mom found i relapsed yesterday and shes being a bitch again im gonna fucking end it just leave me alone holy shit

MIND YOU I LITERALLY RELAPSED BECAUSE OF HER

[aaronhasnohoes]

shit so bad i js.smokrd 5 cigs in 1 sitting then started feining on my dads vape

[aaronhasnohoes]

i made a bloody mess

in the kitchen sink

i try to fix myself

but i didnt think