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A concept:

Polaroid pics of us having sex.

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*Jesus Of Surburbia playing in the background*

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im still laughing at the fact that mojo is getting more attention than Jason white ever did

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Serious talk

Okay so you may be wondering where the fuck is my shitty watika uwu content and we would need to back up to a few months ago. Around the second or third month I joined as an (now ex) watika fan page that I began dating an individual. The relationship was okay but I could never really feel the same and I think it was due to past issues I’ve had with others and especially with Chester Bennington’s death. It was then that I knew i wasn’t stable enough for a relationship. I tried to let them down easily and I know breaking up is not easy but they literally emotionally abused me and REALLY tried to force me to stay. I of course didn’t gave in but it really did mentally disturbed me. The brought up the act of harming themselves or even a “watika uwu suicide timeline” to scare me or scar me I guess and it triggered abused I suffered from a long time ago. Despite all of this, i just saw them troubled and struggling so I remained friends with them. After that, around December 10th ish or so I met someone who use to be associated with Matika, this person is just hands down the best and very kind hearted. We would talk everyday when I was on vacation with family outside the country. New year roled in and everything, I’d still have contact with this person and my ex because I loved them alot as friends/family. It wasn’t till my ex and I slowly started losing contact and it hurted but understood they have a life of their own, never wished them bad. I would still talk to (lets call this individual sibling) and we’d be there for each other, even if it meant we were lightyears away. Around January or February, I got word of something that personally irks me that Matika did (please don’t ask, i dont have consent to share the details) and I really tried to have patience with him but he month after month would really just try to find a way to do worse to this situation. I slowly started to unstan him and remove the “he’s just a sweet misunderstood guy” defense I had for him. Yesterday, I read that my ex posted a week ago on their Instagram

I broke their heart

Called me the wrong pronouns on purpose (seems phobic of them)

Called me problematic

Okay ex since you want to throw shade at me without even so contacting me to fix anything here’s my callout.

If I recall, I didn’t search up all over the internet for Matika’s middle name and found his full name and zipcode. Even when i said I was curious i gave up by the second fan page cause I started to feel uncomfortable and didn’t want to start shit.

Remember I said I’m ace? You clearly don’t after those MULTIPLE conversations and even those indecent things on our skype call. Surprise, those “watika” fantasies are meant to stay fantasies and I don’t mind you having any you time but again its a YOU time for a reason.

You emotionally abused me for anything. I couldn’t talk to you about my friends without you getting pissed and saying on instagram “SHE needs to shut the fuck up” like? First of al those are the wrong pronouns you phobic shit. Second, I was trying to tell you about my day. Hell! That one snowing day here, I had a snowball fight with my friends and I’d tell you about it to which you post..

I even asked you if I should just stop telling you.

In essence, instead of calling ME problematic just take a long look in the mirror and thing of everything. I don’t wish you harm but honestly stop it. Leave me alone and just please reach out to get help from a professional. As for the whole Matika thing, he needs serious help too.

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i made an expression meme!!! but for pain/angst because i’ve only seen one or two of those! please credit me if you repost, do not trace please! tag all art appropriately if possible.