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Tyas A. | Biology Graduate | I'm doing #30dayswritingchallenge to help me improve my writing skill, if you find any grammatical errors/something strange, please let me know. Thank you very muuuchh. xo

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If you’re an introvert, follow us @introvertunites. 

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BUT SOMETIMES I WANT TO GIVE MY ENERGIES TO JUST EVERYONE.

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Aku kangen teman-teman :(

Aku ingin bisa tidur malem biar sekali-kali bisa beraktivitas sama teman-teman (yang rata-rata kalong)

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Tyas, yang sedang mereview (lagi) dan ingin mengundurkan diri, tapi masih ngereview (lagi)

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On Work

It’s been 9 months since I graduated. Time flies that fast. I am currently hired by my senior to run her store and brand. I have several responsibilities including managing all things related to the store (finance, human resources, decoration, events, and so on), assisting the production stage, being a party decorator, making publications, writing blog posts, and sometimes designing the blog’s layout. So what should I call my job then? Designer? Store manager slash creative assistant? I don’t really know how to define it in a word lol.

Designs, decorations, and party planner things recently are being such a trend, especially in Indonesia. Youth marriages seem to be held everywhere and youths do want their party to be magnificently memorable. Even their engagement rituals are held in little garden or cafe, prettified with some sparkling yet eye-catchy ornaments. The whole marriage or engagement decorations are not longer traditional. They explicitly give a modern, modern-traditional mix, or theme-based touch to exhilarate the atmosphere. I think that’s why this job is created.

When my friends ask me about what my job is, I can clearly give a brief description, but when it comes to the elders, I certainly just run out of ideas. Yes, I still have no idea how to describe my job in one or two words so sometimes I just explain the duties. In my opinion, elders usually relate the university graduates with corporates, factories, or something that they think more suitable to be called as a “job”. When my uncles, aunties, grandparents, or old men gave me that “kerja dimana?” questions, and I answered with the brand/store name with its short resume, I felt like…. “are they disappointed?”.

Luckily, I have my parent on my side. They voluntarily give all supports and prayers. My sisters are a bit finicky because they want me to send more money, lol. I also have my great grand mentor, my senior, my boss, Madam CEO, on my side! She said that she had been in a moment when families and friends seem to not satisfy with that sort of business. Yes. Not all people in the world will give as many crutches as you need. Even some will let you down, tell you to stop, face the reality, forget about your dreams, do the common way to make more money, and blah blah.

But ain’t we just the same?

We are trying to live with our own style. We try to reach our dreams by walking into any directions that lead us there. Different people, the different path, different obstacles, different luck, all have their own differences. It’s good to give some advice because you are older, more experienced, or have more knowledge. I undoubtedly need advice. More and more advice to run this life. I can’t wait to open my perspective about career, studies, or whatsoever, but please, please show your respect to every choice I have made. Share all your opinions in a good way, like every wise-elder-man said. I certainly believe that you also taught your kids to not hurt another people’s feelings, right?

This post sounds so personal, doesn’t it? I just want to throw my feelings up, all these questions came up when family gathering on my last Lebaran. I do hope I can be more humble, open-hearted, and wise to proudly tell them what I’ve been doing in my life.

xo

Btw Blackpink’s As If It’s Your Last really rock me these few days.

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Day 4: Someone Who Inspires You

GOSH. IT’S A MARATHON! Go check my friend’s hideout at http://syifashideout.tumblr.com. She’s so damn hot yeah.

I owe three posts to myself! I have just uploaded the previous day’s post and still have two more to go.

When you ask me about someone who inspires me the most, it’s The Holy Prophet, Muhammad SAW. As a muslimah, I learn how to live from him (btw, should I write the capital “H” when it refers to Prophet? I really have no idea and if you do, please tell me J). It’s true I just know him by the Qur’an and the “Kumpulan Kisah Rasul” book but I just adore him pretty much.

I’m not trying to label myself as a religious person or whatsoever, but I admit that it’s hard to be a faithful, honest, and genuine person, especially nowadays. For me, Muhammad SAW is a very strong yet delicate human being and really is a role model for the life.

Looking closer, I am also surrounded by lots of inspiring people. My family and friends inspire me in many ways. I adore my parent’s strength, they really are a very tough parent. I learned my sadness-hiding-skill from them, I think. Although many troubles come in our life, just don’t be sad (or they’re trying to not let their girls sad) and face all the obstacles with smiles, pray, and hard work.

Luckily, I have many inspiring friends too. When we gather, it’s not just silly chitchats all the time. Sometimes, we can talk about serious topics like life, philosophy, actual issues, and many things. Every opinion that my friends give implicitly define themselves as a thoughtful, critical, and caring person. I always love to observe human’s behavior and my friends always show me their good attitude which might be hidden by their rough words. Lol.

My boyfriend is also quite an inspiring person haha. He shows me what the hard work and struggle really is. He delicately suggests what to do when I am confused with my own life. He always genuinely gives his hand to everyone who needs help, even his enemy. He never gets angry with all stupid things that I do (but tonight I think he’s a bit angry). And…. I think that’s all.

I think it will be hundreds of pages if I list all people that inspire me because there are a lot. But here I list the top five persons who influence me to be who I am now (and a better person in the future). Thank you for reading!    

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Day 3- my top three pet peeves

Hello. I’m so sorry for this (un)discipline #30dayswritingchallenge. Been so busy these past two or three days so yeah… I gave too much excuse for myself to not to write hehe.

The third-day topic is about pet peeves. I had no idea what pet peeves mean until Syifa told me that it refers to something that annoys you the most. Here are they:

1.       Big Liars

I loathe every big liar in this world. Why big liar? When I said “big”, it does not refer to any physical characteristics but more likes unforgivable lies (like three unforgivable spells in Harry Potter, lol). It’s a common sense (I think) to hate liars (yet hatred does not good for your soul, guys), but I have my own personal reason. When I was an innocent junior high school pupil, my very close friend lied about her life and it really, really disappointed me at a point. I try to not to be close with anybody since that moment. It’s a bit traumatic for me.

2.       B*tchy Itchy Gurl

Well, I have a dogma that by being a woman, you have to be strong and independent. It’s true that we have some innate weaknesses which (maybe) only can be covered by the presence of men but… you don’t have to show your frailty in front of everybody, girl.

I feel ashamed and pity when a girl tries to become a player but end up being played. Or girls that always cover their body with high-end fashion brand but don’t have any diamond-like brand called “attitude” and so on, you know what I mean. You do have to try to be strong and not letting every man touch you or doing something bad to you. If they hurt you, you don’t have to cry or waste your time on revenge. Just let them go and try to be a better you.

3.       More than 20 episodes Korean Dramas

I love watching films, US/UK serials, or Asian dramas, but when it comes to a twenty-something episode, I easily get bored and have no affection to continue the drama. It’s like “come on, I need to know how it ends, ASAP” or “Hey, my time is not as much as your total income, oppa”. LOL.

Once again, hatred is not good for your soul. So I suggest: when these pet peeves come to annoy you, just angry/disappoint/scream at a time and forgive.

What’s yours, btw?

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Day 2: Write Something that Someone Told You about Yourself that You Never Forget

When getting along with family, friends, colleagues, or someone, I prefer to be a good listener and always try to let my partner talk about her/his self’s first. Yup, my confidence level is not as high as someone else’s, I think. But the truth is when you talk with someone, you can’t avoid your partner to ask or tell something about yourself. I am a kind of person that will remember what someone else’s said about myself. It makes me overthink about what people said, though. But in the end, we have to accept what they say and take all the goods to improve ourselves’ quality.

One thing I remembered the most is when a friend told me that by being with me, she believes we can do anything. *cry*

As I said before, I’m not really confident with all the things I have. I’m not smart, rich, talented, or something. I am too general to be an expert in something. I have too many interests so I can’t decide which one to pursue. I envy someone who has known what they want to do in life while I still here deciding which one to be focused on. But when my friend told me that she believes in my ability, suddenly I got all her positivity.

It makes me rethink about myself.

“Am I too rude to myself?”

By now, I still have hesitancy about my own self, but the difference is…  I have magic words to be remembered, to throw all those negative thoughts away.

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Day 1: List 10 things that can make you really happy

Happy. /’hapē/.adjective. feeling or showing pleasure or contentment

  As a moody person, I get happy easily. I do have a shallow sense of humor so it’s easy to make me laugh. Even reading such a meaningless four panels comic like Tahi Lalat can make me happy all the day. But Tahi Lalat is not the only thing, here are more:

1.       Family & Friends

I love being surrounded by people that I love. I find joy while watching films and Korean Dramas with my sisters and sometimes, my parent. I do have nothing to worry about by being with them. That’s why I become a very very happy yet unproductive person at home. My home should be labeled with NSFW (Not Safe For Work) sign, I think.

Being with my friends is the worst. They really are sins planter. I can’t stop gossiping and having silly chit chats with them. I have nothing in my mind while talking with them. Seriously, there’s no need to use your brain to its fullest to be happy with your babes.

2.       Compliments and Good Advice

I do love compliments and good advice, who don’t? I gain more confidence when my family, friends, or strangers appreciate things I did/do. It motivates me a lot because they believe in my ability and want me to be a better and better person. 

3.       Arts and Crafts and Music and Everything Nice

As I said before, I have too many sources of happiness. Art is my life. I love beautiful and aesthetic things. I love colors. I love painting. I love to unleash my imagination by doing the craft.  I also love to hear such a beautiful rhythms and melodies that flow naturally from the musicians’ heart and brain! Music is a lifetime company, I think.

4.       Luscious Foods

Luscious foods are luscious. Foods really boost my mood and calm my mind.

5.       Travelling

Go somewhere new, meet new people, taste local foods, and try to get lost really broaden your perspective about the fundamental meaning of being happy.

6.       Good Books

Fantasy books transport me to the world where I am free to use my imaginations. Mystery books give those thrill feelings toward something. Romance books give me a lovely yet delusional hope about my own love life. Biography really broadens my knowledge, encourages me to be something, and gives some life lessons. Another genre does have their own role in my life. But still, they all make me happy.  

7.       Boyfriend

Being with my boyfriend makes me happy. I always feel safe and have nothing to worry. I can talk about everything without worrying that he will judge me or say something bad about me. Yea. Just like that.

 8.       Watching Crime TV Series, Vet Shows, and Wicked Tuna

Yes. These are my favorite kinds of TV Show. I am that easy. Just show me some fishing scenes, and I’ll be happy.

 9.       Nature

I enjoy every moment in nature. I am not really an outdoor person but I love being out to see the beauty of the woods and the sea. I love to be woken up by the sound of Siamangs or birds. I love to hear nothing but the sounds of chirping cicadas. I enjoy the breezing wind and the swirling sea.

 10.   Magical World

Yea it started when magical-themed movies were airing a thousand years ago. Harry Potter, Narnia, and something magical really takes a role in my life. I always wonder about how the magical world looks like and never get tired of thinking about it.

Those are my sources of happiness. To be noted, the numberings are not based on their rank. What’s yours?

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Yang waktu itu ada di beranda itu dia.

Seperti menunggu, menanti hujan yang tak kunjung datang.

Aku hanya bisa melongok dari jendela,

tatapanku terperanjat erat, seperti melihat surya.

Tak lama, hujan turun.

Seperti kau kira, ia pergi.

Ketika si yang dinanti datang.

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May

Jadi tertarik banget buat merealisasikan DIY-life.

Pengen deh tinggal di suatu tempat gitu, mungkin suatu kota kecil di luar negeri, kaya Wellington gitu kali ya, atau kalo di Indonesia kaya dimana ya? Punya rumah sendiri, ada halaman yang cukup luas untuk nanem-nanem herb dan buah-buahan, terus rumahnya tipe yang exposed brick gitu. Interiornya scandinavian/rustic/nautical gitu lucu. Terus sehari-hari aku baking sama suami dan anak aku, ngebuat perabot rumah, ngecat-ngecat, benerin barang yang rusak, berkebun, dan kalau senggang hiking dari rumah ke suatu tempat gitu. Aku kerja lebih banyak di rumah, nyusun buku dari riset-riset aku sebelumnya. Jadi kontributor di media berbasis sains dan lingkungan. Pergi ke luar kalau ada project aja. Sama ini, aku bikin film dokumenter!

Ehm, aku berencana mau rutin nulis blog gitu. Bukan di tumblr ini, mungkin aku bakal buat di wordpress. Insya Allah tumblrnya bakal tetap aku jadiin tempat nulis imajinasi aku dan apa yang ingin aku tulis. Rencananya di blog yang baru nanti pengen nulis tentang hal-hal kreatif dan science! jadi ga curhatan receh menye-menye gitu. >> hal ini bermula pas aku liat peluang itern di mongabay gitu si. jadi pengen latihan nulis hal-hal yang science-related juga, tapi tetep mau ngisi blog dengan konten cem2 diy, desain, dan yang unyu-unyu gitu.

haha, udah ya

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A Road to the Woods : II

The air was different that time. It's dry and wind didn't blow like the one in my place. I always love the strange feelings of landing in a new place. It encourages me to enjoy and explore the place more. Who knows who will you meet in this strange place? Who knows what will happen? Not me. I just can't wait to seek for the answers.

It took about three hours from Bakauheni to Batutegi. We got off the bus at Talang Padang and continued to Batutegi by motorcycles. Unfortunately, we arrived earlier and two men from the team who would pick us had not prepared to go. So we decided to walk a few meters (or kilometers) to kill the time and tried to find some foods. Different from Bogor/Bandung/Jakarta (and many city/towns in Java), we couldn't find much activities at 5.30-6.00 a.m, so it's kinda difficult to find restaurants/cafes that had already opened.

After thirty minutes of walk, we finally found warung nasi uduk. I ate a lot because the portion was too big and when I was about to think to end my eating session, an old lady asked me, “kok ga dihabiskan?” I was embarassed, so I continued eating. My plate finally empty and suddenly men from the team came and picked Kang Mursid and me. Let me introduce you to Kang Indra and Mas Nari, men from the team.

It was scared, being on the passenger seat of KLX motorbike, carrying a really huge bag on your back. Mas Nari drove very fast, I could just pray for our own (honestly, my own) safety along the way. Perhaps it's kinda habit in here, driving fast, without helmet, as long as you arrive quickly. I also heard that there still many “bajing loncat” or “begal”, a person or group of person who like to rob the driver. They don't only steal your things, they're geared with golok, celurit, or another weapon and can kill you sometimes. If you're new in here and drive safely (with helmet and medium speed), a lot of chance that you'll be their target. In other words, you have to mimic the local people's driving style to reduce the chance of being targetted by the begal.

Thirty minutes on the ride made me think about how far Talang Padang – Talang Lima (Kang Mursid said that we will spend a night in Talang Lima camp before go to Batutegi). I was tired.

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A Road to the Woods: I

After I graduated from college, I continued my life working on my supervisor's project. Got bored with all the lab activities and situation, I challenged myself to involve in field biology-related experience. Started when I found a poster about a non-govermental organization that was looking for a volunteer for wildlife conservation activities in some protected areas in Sumatra-Java, I assured myself to get involved in that activities. It is still being my dream, working for an NGO and dedicated myself in a field that support wildlife conservation.

I want to tell you about my feelings back then first. I did not have any professional experiences in terrestrial ecology and conservation. My one and only “quite-serious” experience was my internship in turtle conservation, Bali. I did not have any experience working in such a very harsh environment like forest in remote area or something. I could not imagine myself in the woods for about one month. Yes, ONE MONTH. I am not that physically strong (and mentally, maybe), but I'm good at holding pain. I worried if I become such an obstacle while the team walk. Negative thoughts came to my mind and I almost gave up before I tried to fill the form. Yeah but in the end, I completed the form and sent it haha.

I WAS SURPRISED. Someone from the NGO called and asked if I wanted to join them in Batutegi, Lampung. It was 2-3 weeks before the D-date and I did not know what to do. I called my parents, asked them for permission, and…. not every parents easily allow their daughter to stay in that kind of environment with no other woman in the team. Many questions were asked but luckily, I could convince them and get my permission. YAY.

At first I was told to go to Lampung on March 19th but suddenly they changed the date to March 6th :'(. It shocked me because I still had a job to do in Jakarta on the day before. So all my schedule changed and I had to travel from Bandung-Jakarta-Depok-Bogor in a day and packed all my things up quickly. It was like a kind of magic (black magic, maybe) when I realized that my field gears had all gone or broken, so I had to borrow my friend's immediately. All things was packed and I quickly ran to the NGO's office (I was surprised that the office is an hour far from my house tbh). After arrived safely, I talked to the staff, had some chitchats, and prepared myself to go.

I always sleep while commuting to somewhere far. Me and Kang Mursid, my friend from the NGO who accompanied me, went to Lampung by bus. We took the night bus and scheduled to be gone at 8.30 p.m. I was surprised by the bus, tbh. It's a ROYAL CLASS. I have never been in a royal class before. So I was kind of norak for knowing that the bus had some facilities such as charging spot, wi-fi, a very comfortable seats (with the extensions for relaxing your feet!), blankets, pillows, dining/smoking room, snacks, and the most important, TOILET! Yes. I'm a girl that can't live without toilet. Oh, DAMRI really know how to comfort the passengers. I was very grateful.

I was lucky, Kang Mursid is a very very nice person. We talked a lot, not only about the NGO and the program, but also something deep such as love life :p. He easily talked about how he met his wife and we laughed too much! He gave me so much advices that maybe useful for living my life in the future. I am an introvert, I have not much to talk, and he likes to talk with everybody. Again, the grace was with me.

A few hours after we talked, we both fell asleep. When I woke up, our bus was entering the ferry so it was time to leave this too-comfortable seat. We didn't get some seats in the inside, so we just sat on the deck. It was rainy and cold outside, my jacket couldn't give me warmth so I didn't feel really well. Pop Mie that Kang Mursid bought for us didn't help that much and.. a lesson for you, do not buy any Pop Mie in the ferry. It's really pricey, you should save it for any ayam penyet—or bakso beranak when you arrived in town. After finishing my meal, I fell asleep (again).

Fifteen minutes had passed. I got interrupted by the intercom-woman who said that we will arrive at Bakauheni Port in a few minutes. It's time to get back to my lovely seat in the bus, I thought. I prepared my things and walked down the stairs. Hello, Lampung! Hello, Sumatra! (Yes, this was my first time walked on Sumatra Island's asphalt)

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tbc

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Ah, how i miss writing with my own style yang semena-mena ini.

So, I am on a blog-migrating project (tumblr>blogspot) and yes, i’m still waiting til all the post has been imported. So yea, I decided to write something.

And here it is.

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Self Dialogue #1: Good News from 13:13

(Sebenarnya aku jadi merasa menggunakan blog ini sebagai twitter dengan nyampah status ini sih hahahaha tapi biar lah, kan aku bisa #deletelater ya)

T: Ehm

Q: Apa?

T: Aku keterima jadi intern di October 18th Store!!! Wuhuu!! Akhirnya ga sepenuhnya nganggur dan dapat kesempatan belajar banyak :) Walaupun ini berbeda dari major yang kuambil semasa kuliah, tapi at least ini hobi aku, sesuatu yang aku suka dan insyaAllah aku akan enjoy disana.

Q: Lah Yas, jadi emang ga pengen ngejar karir di Biologi dong?

T: YA INGIN LAH. Aku ingin banget jadi scientist yang bisa membantu berbagai macam permasalahan di negri ini (eya). Ingin banget lanjut S2 dan mencoba kerja di berbagai tempat konservasi dan research, tentunya. Tapi aku juga ingin jadi seorang entrepreneur karena aku dapat bocoran dari dosen, teman KP, dan berbagai macam sumber kalo “Kalo lo mau banyak duit, jangan kerja di konservasi/tempat research”. Well, I always plan to live a triple life, as a scientist (and lecturer, I hope), an entrepreneur, and a wife+mom! (lebih dari tiga ini ya hahaha).

Q: Oh gitu

T: Iya, jadi ini semacam kesempatan untuk meraih salah satu mimpi aku. My thesis supervisor once said kalo aku harus membuka diri terhadap berbagai macam kesempatan kerja selain di bidang biologi yang lab-lab gitu. Misal kamu kerja di stock exchange, kamu kan jadi tahu bagaimana primer, chemicals, dan alat maupun sesuatu lainnya yang kamu pesan untuk keberjalanan riset kamu diurus. Bahkan kamu jadi lebih tahu cara yang lebih baik untuk mengirimkan itu karena kamu bekerja dengan bahan dan alat itu.

Atau kamu kerja di bank, salah satu anak bimbing beliau contohnya, dia bekerja di bank, lebih tepatnya di bagian yang mengurus pengembangan usaha. Dan kamu tahu, dia mengurus usaha yang bergerak di bidang bioteknologi. Waw ya. Aku baru tau bahkan ada spesialisasi seperti itu. Di benak aku ini seperti berkontribusi pada bidang yang kamu tekuni melalui bidang lain. Ini sangat dibutuhkan loh, bayangkan apabila orang yang mengurusi tetek bengek di bidang ini telah mengetahui (dan merasakan) bagaimana bekerja di bidang itu. Pasti banyak benefit yang bisa diperoleh dibanding kalau diurusi sama yang belum tahu.

Jadi, intinya, pikiran aku jadi lebih terbuka banget gitu. Dari yang sebelumnya ngotot kerja itu harus di yang major-related, jadi... tetep pengen kerja di yang major-related sih, tapi jadi makin ingin belajar banyak hal di luar itu. Wkwkw. Aku memang idealis sama yang satu itu, tapi idealis kan berarti tidak open-minded. Oleh karena itu, sekarang aku ingin memanfaatkan setiap kesempatan belajar yang aku bisa dapatkan dari segala aspek ilmu kehidupan. Dengan demikian, aku harap dapat lebih mengerti permasalahan apa yang sedang dihadapi di bidangku, sehingga studi master (dan Ph.D ku nanti, insya Allah) bisa didedikasikan untuk menyelesaikan masalah itu. Bukan hanya mengisi kehausan ilmu pengetahuan yang menggelora dalam hati dan pikiran aku (ea).

Q: Wow. A lot of thoughts, ya.

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Ketika T adalah Tyas di dunia nyata (yang berwujud) dan Q adalah pemikiran dan keraguan Tyas yang selalu mempertanyakan pilihan yang T buat (Q juga nyata ya)

Self dialogues,

Tyas

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A 7:15 Thought

“Learning about people is awesome!

(Mungkin aku harusnya masuk psikologi, lol)”

Pemikiran ini berawal dari kesukaan (atau bahkan hobi) aku kepoin orang. Bukan berarti ngepoin via social media, watching how he/she has developed so far, comparing how beautiful his/her life rather than mine, and so on. Kepoin orang di sini itu lebih ke baca tulisan atau lihat karyanya. Aku suka banget bacain blog orang, apalagi kalau tulisannya membahas tentang issues yang lagi hot sekarang ini. Entah, senang banget bisa tahu apa yang terlintas di otak manusia dan ya, I am amazed with whats going on in this organ.

Ketika kamu membaca berbagai macam tulisan, kamu akan memperoleh berbagai macam sudut pandang. Kamu akan kagum dengan bagaimana seseorang berpikir. Sepertinya lipatan yang terbentuk di otak setiap manusia sangat bervariasi sehingga aku bisa menemukan hal yang tidak pernah aku pikirkan dengan membaca tulisan orang lain. Saat menemukan hal seperti itu, aku selalu berpikir bahwa otakku mungkin kurang “melipat” di daerah itu. Hahahaha.

Sama halnya dengan ketika kamu melihat karya (non-tulisan) seseorang. Entah itu musik, lukisan, desain, dan berbagai macam hal indah lainnya. Aku, yang selalu tertarik pada hal yang visual, sangat ingin tahu bagaimana seseorang memilih template untuk visualisasi blognya, hingga akhirnya di alam bawah sadar pikiranku sepertinya terbentuk pengelompokan beberapa jenis desain yang digunakan seseorang dan kadang aku mencoba bertanya-tanya mengenai common characteristics yang ada pada kumpulan orang dalam satu kelompok tersebut. Berbekal ilmu seadanya dan ditambah referensi asyik dari Google sih (karena aku bukan anak psikologi, desain, atau cultural-related major lainnya). So, uhm, I’m overthinking here. But it’s kinda fun.

Berpikir seperti itu membuat aku jadi super penasaran, apa yang orang lain pikirkan tentang aku? Kelompok mana yang aku masuki? Bagaimana pemikiran aku telah berkembang comparing with the others. Seharusnya aku mengarsip tulisan yang kubuat dari entah kapan tahun ya supaya ada pembanding. Aku rasa aku akan mulai merapikan itu dari sekarang. Iya, maksudnya sering nulis lagi.

P.S: mengenai arti “ngepoin” yang aku bahas pada paragraf awal, aku juga masih remaja wanita biasa yang masih ngepoin kehidupan orang juga (sedih ya, tapi mencoba mengurangi kok), but that’s not the point of “ngepoin” yang sedang ingin aku tonjolkan dalam tulisan ini. I’m not that hypocrite haha.

With ton of thoughts,

Tyas

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Akhirnya, berhasil buat ini juga! :)

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