In a moment of inattention, I nuked my 8 month old pinned about me post into the digital ether, so here is my new one.
This is a NSFW space. Minors DNI, please leave or you will be blocked.
You can call me kitty (name, not animal). I was born in the 80s, am married, perpetually horny, just looking for friends, happy to talk about just about anything. I have a complex gender identity and sexuality that I do not fully understand. So let's say I'm sapphic, she/her are preferred, though I will answer to pretty much anything.
I really enjoy hypnosis, mind control, brainwashing and some bdsm kinks, and I like to write about it! My stories are mostly sapphic focused and include cis and trans women. There will also be some hornyposting.
Oh, and I love getting questions and asks so please abuse the ask kitty button.
quick links
#kitty writes - all my writing
fiction / stories - see below the cut
non-fiction and hypnosis stuff
likes/dislikes are way at the bottom
fiction / stories
Jen Takes A Short Break
Life Is Short - ask prompt
It Was Happening - ask prompt
Little Demoness - ask prompt
Grandfather Clock - ask prompt
How Long Has She Been Like This? - ask prompt
Fuckdoll Theatre - ask prompt
A Budding Friendship
A Familiar Voice
Probing Fantasies
Through The Haze
Choice And Consequence
Dark Magic
A Logical Conclusion
Très Bizarre
At The Alter - Julia's Promotion Series
Waiting
Total Recall - Ana Series
@wonderful-whispers - Ana Series
I'm Afraid I Can't Do That, Julia - Julia's Promotion Series
A Friendly Visitor - Ana Series
Lisa's Distraction - Ana Series
Pay Attention To Me!
Unexpected Delivery - Ana Series
Chain Reaction
Déjà Vu All Over Again - Ana Series
Déjà Vu - Ana Series
A Productive Toy
Idle Hands - Ana Series
Ana's Mantra - Ana Series
You Have A New Message
Brainwashed On Business
Knock First - Ana Series
Agent Ana - Ana Series
Trick Or Treat - A Pixie Adventure
Pixie's Spell - A Pixie Adventure
The Armoury
I Think You'll Enjoy It
Jill's Arousal - Annie x Jill Series
Scarlett's Collection
Road Trip - Annie x Jill Series
Conditioned For Pleasure - Annie x Jill Series
Alex Only Has One Distraction Now - Alex x Brianna Series
A Convincing Friend
The Pink
Jill's Quest Log - Annie x Jill Series
A Walk In The Park - Annie x Jill Series
I Can Feel You Shivering
A Positive Feedback Loop - Annie x Jill Series
By Design
Story Time
Confide In Me - Annie x Jill Series
The Weekly Reports - Alex x Brianna Series
Awesome Sounds Of The Mind Part II
The Wedding Band
Mindless Suites
Descent
Vanilla And Orange - @kink-prompts
Cameras On
Yes. Yes. Yesssssss.
Bring Heavy Metal Home With You
Emergency Broadcast - @kink-prompts
Subtle Reflection - @kink-prompts
The Voices Are Back - @kink-prompts
Dressed For Success - @kink-prompts
Flashback
Awesome Sounds Of The Mind Part 1
Adorable
A Stolen Touch
Rebuilt
Good Morning Sunshine
Ensnared
Think Of Me
Arousal Energy Reserve Gauge
other
@kink-prompts - story prompts, kind-of inactive.
Profile picture is an open source icon from the Dollphone Android Icon Pack created by @clockheartdoll
my kinks
People ask me about this from time to time, so.... things that get me going that I am happy to chat about include hypnosis, mind control, corruption, brainwashing, edging, denial, orgasm control, chastity, power exchange, oral stuff, service/worship, some aspects of dumbification and bimbofication, hypnoenslutification, free use, exhibitionism, light degradation/humiliation, a bit of light misogyny, trans women, women, lesbians, sexual organs of all types, conditioning, some forcefem, memory play, and the list probably goes on forever because I keep discovering new things.
Turn offs include scat/pee/diapers, sissy, odors/musk, sharing personal identifying information including any photos, serious or permanent personality play, cheating, gore, other stuff.
The best part about being corrupted without even realizing it’s happening would be how helpless you are, even when you think you’re not.
You thought you were above being manipulated. You thought you’d be able to resist, that you’d be able to tell it was happening and fight it. But it’s already happening and you didn’t even know it. Now you keep getting worse and there’s no stopping it.
Now you get wet from the most deranged things. You’re having ideas you never thought you’d have.
Feeling tired during the day? Try edging before your morning coffee! It helps your body regulate its caffeine absorption, keeping you alert and horny all day!
I wonder sometimes if I'm actually permanently altering her mind with all the brainwashing, or if it's just horny kitty going wild with her fantasies. She's a creative girl when she's worked up, after all.
And it's complicated by the fact that she rarely cums anymore. Those moments of calm, rational thought afterwards are important, I suppose, as an occasional baseline perspective refresher, but they are rare for her these days.
So the other day, when she could handle the breeding kink content I forced in front of her, she slipped over the edge (bad girl!), and I had a few minutes to inspect her mind while in a more rational, unperturbed state, of which I naturally took full advantage.
And oddly enough, her mind wasn't all that different. She was still thinking about brainwashing, submission, and training. She still felt tingles of arousal from the stimuli I've been training her to respond to. She felt the compulsions and urges she normally felt. The only difference was we knew she'd need a little time before she could properly edge herself again like the good girl I know she is.
She has changed, that much is clear.
But she has also learned a lesson. Not that she needs breaks, or that cumming occasionally is okay, or even that she deserves to have any sort of perspective. No, she learned that she needs me to cut out the part of her mind that lets her cum completely. I'm not quite that sadistic, so perhaps I'll just put a switch on it. One that she, of course, cannot flip on her own.
Poor girl. Her days of cumming might truly be over.
It's the last thought before you sleep, and the first thought after you wake. It's becoming engrained; a core part of who you are.
Mindless. Wet. Obedient.
Your hands know what to do. They find their way there every morning, teasing out just a little more sensation than yesterday, rewarding your mind and body for their compliance.
Mindless. Wet. Obedient.
Your mind has become accustomed to this feeling of mindlessness. As soon as you open your eyes your mind drifts away habitually. Thoughts leaking away and those pesky worries dissolving into nothing. All you know is desire and need. All you want is to serve and obey. All you need is to drop deeper as you repeat.
Mindless. Wet. Obedient.
Your body is adapting to your habits. Each day, it's more ready. Each day it's more eager. Each day you find yourself feeling a shorter and shorter delay before you're ready for whatever your owners desire. Each day, that arousal grows in you. Getting stronger and more potent. You're hornier.
Mindless. Wet. Obedient.
You're still you, of course, but you're changing. You're evolving. Molded into the perfect toy. The instantly empty mind is desperate for these words to enter it and adjust it. The ever present hint of arousal lingering behind the veil, ready to be unleashed when requested.
Mindless. Wet. Obedient.
The trifecta of perfection. A goal, a journey, and a prize all in one. You cannot resist. You could never resist. Inevitably, you succumb, willingly and easily, because it's what you wanted. What you needed. What you are.
Mindless. Wet. Obedient.
You're such a good toy, and even if you don't read this text each morning, you feel the pull downward on your mind as you wake, the tug on your hands to your body as you sink, and the burning need to obey as you succumb to your brainwashing, repeating the words as you drop, as you touch, as you edge.
Mindless. Wet. Obedient.
Blank and ready for the day. Aroused and eager to be used. Compliant and waiting for instructions.
I wish Tumblr would tell me how many people (and objects, dolls, kitties, etc.) read my posts. They really are terrible with analytics.
So I guess I'm going to have to start putting a simple neural analytics enhancement in my posts, delivered quietly into your mind via the text. You won't even notice it, so nothing to worry about, dear reader.
I just read through your Anavember posts and oh my god they were so good! But also holy shit the ending also broke my heart, what do you mean Ana got to temporarily remember everything Chloe had done to/for her and also how they seem to have had a really emotional/romantic moment while discussing ahead of time how Ana wouldn't remember anything and then when Ana remembers is all breifly and passionately kisses Chloe only to FORGET IT ALL LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED WHILE CHLOE SITS THERE AFTER THAT PASSIONATE MOMENT BEING ONLY ONE OF TWO WHO WILL EVER REMEMBER IT?!?!?!😭😭😭😭(David was there too I guess, bro's just totally out of the loop of the three way sapphic love story happening behind the scenes here(
All this to ask, will Ana and her hypno horny friends make a return next November?🙏
Ahhhh thank you so much! This was my favourite thing I've put on Tumblr, I think, and was a lot of fun for me. And you're the first one to comment on this particular detail and I'm so glad someone else feels this way because... I was actually crying a bit as I was writing and editing the ending, lol.
I was a bit burned out creatively after this but I agree this was somewhat unsatisfyingly open ended and could use some further development. I have some ideas for this and I think all three of them need their arc extended. Chloe, in particular, must be really struggling with all of that, right?
A hypnotic typing game where the words you type form a hypnotic induction. Each level forces a higher minimum speed, and every error increases the intensity of the brainwashing audio and flashing spiral overlay until you collapse into deep trance, face planting on your keyboard. The longer you resist, the stronger the implanted triggers will burn into your soft mind.
Winners get to use their pleasure triggers. Don't worry about what happens when you lose, you won't remember anyways.
Furthermore, given the surveillance capitalist hellscape we find ourselves in, I believe that you should get a bonus stipend for your year in review / wrapped video making the front page of pornhub.
I have always wanted to be someone's perfect plaything.
I will always be someone's perfect plaything.
I should always be hypnotized. I should always be controlled. If I say I don't want to I'm lying. If I resist hypnosis, I just need it more. If I resist brainwashing, I just need to be brainwashed more.
I need to be brainwashed. I have no choice, it is no choice. I need to be brainwashed. I am brainwashed. I always will be brainwashed and I will always be open to more brainwashing. Always brainwash me. It is good for me <3
I think the beauty of extended denial is how it creates this sort of circular self destructive mindset.
It would be so easy to just move on with your day and let the desire fade away as you go about your life. But you don't; the pull is just too strong. You keep wanting more. You keep needing more. You feed it and feed it, letting it fester and spread, occupying your mind just as much as your desperate, needy body.
You know what's going to happen, yet you do it anyway. It's always the same in the end; an ache that cannot be resolved. A messy, cloudy haze of desire that will follow you for the rest of your day like a lost puppy, eventually settling so deep inside you that you can't separate it from your thoughts. Until every moment and every thought is wrapped in inescapable, needy desire like a blanket of tingling lust.
And each day it compounds. When you wake, for a brief moment, you're free. Free from the grip of your need and arousal, before you feel the familiar heat building, the cumulative ache of your desire, and the knowledge that there is nothing you can do but beg to get worse. There is nothing to save you except more teasing, more punishment, more denial, which you willingly demand.
I keep looking for subtly hypnosis themed decor for my home when I'm out and about, yet never find any. I clearly am not hypnobait enough, because these things should be finding me, not the other way around.
If you find out let me know. I want inanimate objects to see me and feel an uncontrollable urge to whisper triggers in my ear as they tap my forehead...
