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DOMINIQUE MCELLIGOTT as Lily Bell in Hell on Wheels, Season 2

me 🤝 taking depressing photos

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currently taking my time through yet another play through so here’s my obligatory post of some new photos that I’ve taken of my best girl (sorry for disappearing for like a year oops)

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were you in an artist’s top 0.5% of listeners or are you normal

#lana del rey #I listen to it while crying about Arthur Morgan #that’s probably why #I cry a lot #fuck cowboys

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Arthur Morgan: I’m a bad man

Me, incapable of choosing mean options in a video game: not for much longer buddy

veradia

choose your fighter

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YENNEFER APPRECIATION WEEK DAY THREE | MAGIC OR AMBITION

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John teaching Abigail to read 💖

Photo dump part 3.

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Photo dump part 2.

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Photo dump part 1.

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Is it just me, or is Abigail kind of a bitch sometimes? I don’t mean when she’s yelling at John about not being a father, he totally deserves that, I mean sometimes when Arthur talks to her she’s snippy and sometimes straight up rude. It also bugs me how one minute she’s like, “oh you need to save John, I’m so worried about him” then he’s back she’s like “I was hoping to see a corpse, you’re a rotten man” etc.

Hello anon! I think much of Abigail’s disdain or aggressive approach towards people, particularly John, comes from a place of being afraid of not only her uncertain future, but little Jack’s future as well. She is not a woman of a noble family, so she won´t reply to John in an educated or lady-like clever way; she grew in the streets as an orphan and she couldn’t allow herself to show weakness or naivety; she had to survive in the world alone. She might have had to act quickly to difficult circumstances, leading her to develop and impulsive behavior and never truly know how to express or communicate with ease her feelings. Slapping John in the face and calling him pathetic instead of telling him she cares about him and that she wouldn’t like to lose him is an example of this.

The thing you point out about “I was hoping to see a corpse, you’re a rotten man”, well yeah, it comes as unkind, but I try to understand that as all of the things I explained before: she’s very impulsive and she just spits emotional-charged words in a way to express her tiredness for caring about John and step him away from a decaying group of outlaws. Think about it, John escaped for one year, leaving Abigail to a cycle of emotions: hating John for it, being afraid for her son’s future, worrying about John’s ass, etc.

Yes, she is fierce but she doesn’t have a an intention to hurt people or get something from them. Nonetheless, she can be caring by preparing awful food to John, worrying about her son’s education, going into John’s arms before going to sleep. She’s not perfect, but it comes from somewhere and at the end she strived to do better.

She just feels too much, anon. She felt too much, which might have been the reason why she passed away after John’s dead.