Life's a bitch and so am I

My name is Abigail St. James, and if you're looking for a sweet, friendly girl then you've come to the wrong place. If you don't piss me off then I'll probably leave you alone.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Window's unlocked.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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Right.

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Please just come over, Ez.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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  What happened to rehab?

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Fuck it.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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So you’re going to be bratty to the people that want to help you and then bitch about how no one would give a shit if you were gone? That makes zero sense.

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I don't care if it makes sense. ...I'll come out from under the bed if you come over and bring pot, though.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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You can’t exactly stop him.

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Sure I can, I can punch pretty hard when I want to. 

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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Your dad’s going to pull you out eventually and make you go to school.

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No he won't. I won't let him.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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You can’t stay there forever. 

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Challenge fucking accepted, Puckerman.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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Then talk to someone! People care about you. Your family cares about you. Stop acting like no one wants you around because it’s not true. 

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Talking to someone would involve getting out from under my bed and that's not going to happen.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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You can’t hold onto this forever? What the hell would killing yourself achieve? It’s selfish.

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I know I shouldn't, but I can't stop thinking about it. I'm trying, but I can't. Everyone would be glad to be rid of me.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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Don’t be a drama queen.

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I'm not being dramatic, I'm stating a fact. I would rather be dead and I think you know why.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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  You’re going to breath in dust.

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Thanks for that astute observation. I don't give a shit if I breathe in dust, I'd rather not be breathing at all.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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Nice chat, as always.

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Yes, just lovely.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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You’re not that important to me.

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I'm aware.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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Get some sleep while you’re at it. You must be exhausted from all this drama.

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Make me.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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No, dramatic is the word I wanna use.

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Whatever.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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So dramatic.

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More apathetic than dramatic, really.

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I haven't eaten or slept for two days and I don't care.

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Maybe you should eat and there won’t be one.

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Not hungry. And if there needs to be a funeral, so be it.