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remus is like that one teacher who’s kinda dorky but sweet, but he never talks about his personal life
then one day this super hot guy covered in piercings and tattoos shows up, drops off his lunch, calls him “love”, and gives him a kiss on the cheek. and all of remus’s students lose their mind
sirius thought he was homophobic cause he hated seeing gay people flirt and then remus kissed him and he was like oh shit what do i do now (he was jealous he didnt have a boyfriend)
seeing edits with marauders to or3, thinking how the whole album is about them, but then I get an insane nostalgia about the time when ttpd by taylor swift was released and everyone was losing their shit, saying that this THE marauders album of our generation...
Remus? Remus was below average looking as a young teenager. His nose was too big, his scars made his skin pull and warp in some places, he wasn't fit, he was lanky, his limbs were always in some awkward stance.
And Sirius? Down BAD. But, here's the thing, he doesn't know. He keeps on convincing himself "I only get stressed and flustered around Moony because he's so good-looking, that's completely normal!"
Meanwhile James and Peter are listening to this and just glancing at each other nervously like "hate to break it to you..."
Remus looooooves to tug on Sirius’s hair. He gets scolded for it allll the time but he does not careeee, he’ll tug at it during sex or he’ll tug a strand of hair to get Sirius’s attention or he’ll simply grab it by his scalp to move him. It’s an addiction, and Sirius acts like he hates it but that boy is a puddle each time istgggg
in their first year, sirius saw how remus always had his nose buried in a book, so i imagine tiny sirius surprising him with handmade bookmarks that he made, shyly pressing them in his hands, as his way of asking will you be my friend?
the worst thing walburga did to sirius wasn’t even the physical violence. it was the double sense of reality she created. one second she was a mother who seemed like she actually cared, asking questions, even saying things like “i’m proud of you”, and the next she was screaming slurs at him, telling him he was worthless, that his achievements meant nothing because he was just a spoiled little shit who ruined everything
what’s so fucked up is that even now sirius still doesn’t know which version was real. was she a traumatized girl who genuinely tried not to let the family rot consume her and sometimes succeeded? or was it all just an evil woman playing mother when it suited her, raising the children she never really wanted? he still can’t tell, and that uncertainty might be the most brutal thing she left him with
by the way guys all of my au ideas come from my real life. everything i do im like “omg this could make a great wolfstar fanfic” idk what that says about me but whatever
