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                                                   mouth  pulls ,  a  shallow  gesture ,  thinned  and  paled  and  displeased .  self - deprecation  settles  easy  on  his  sinews ,  a  counterweight  that  roots  him  here ,  holds  his  bones  like  concrete  .  exhales ,  like   trying  to  collapse  his  lungs ,  like  folding  over  into  the  dirt .  there’s  a  part  of  him  that  feels  ashamed ,  maybe ,  for  being  so  attached  to  things  that  barely  mattered  at  all .      “ it should be easy, but it’s hard to leave.”

@dissolvedshadows // meme

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There is something inside my bones and it rattles, rattles, clawing its way out, out  / /  There is something inside my bones and it has bruised me golden-grey, hollow/holy, eating me away to soul  / /  There is something inside my bones and it has carved me hallow. / / [x]

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adam + family ( re : the winchesters )

it’s important to remember that Adam Milligan is not !! a Winchester. technically, biologically speaking, yes, he shares a common parent, but there’s no real interpersonal connection.  && despite the jealousy harbored by the elder two over their apparent bonding, Adam didn’t know John that well ———— in fact, John only tried at any kind of connection with Adam after Sam had gone off to college ( which could mean he was a ) otherwise unaware of Adam before that point, or b ) mostly an attempt at a surrogate relationship in the face of his apparent failings with Sam, frankly ) ; their contact was sporadic at best over the years, and despite John’s attempt at doing ””normal”” activities to cultivate some kind of reasonable father - son relationship, Adam wasn’t exactly fond of John. the thing is, any attempt at writing John as any kind of significant fatherly figure in Adam’s life was the ghoul’s attempt at further dragging Dean and Sam into the fray. did he have good memories with John ? yes. was John a significant figure in his life ? no.  Adam had his mother, and it’s apparent the kind of impact she had on his life ———— his mother was a nurse, and Adam was inspired to study pre-med. in fact, the only reason he agrees to be Michael’s vessel is on the promise that they’ll revive his mother. that’s it, that was the draw. his mother. Adam, when he is, in fact, Adam, doesn’t get along with the Winchesters, exactly. he wants, i think, to have that relationship with them, to cultivate and expound upon the could be’s, but ultimately, he’s wary of them and their intrusiveness and their martyr complexes. he wants to believe that he matters to them, because he is at a point where he has, effectively, nothing ; he wants to believe in the possibility of family when, ultimately, being attached to the Winchesters in any form has fucked him over. but the fact of the matter is : Adam Milligan is not a Winchester, and the Winchesters are not beholden to him. they don’t owe him anything just like he doesn’t have the right to demand it, and that is, effectively, what cements the short time frame of their relationship. when left down to it, Dean chooses Sam, and Adam can’t even be surprised about it because there was never really room for him in their narrative.

[devil-in-a-winchester]

requested character gifset [supernatural] ∟Adam Milligan for @brieflymaximumprincess

[endiness]

[labors]

*kicks down door* im here to be bitter

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♚ // hi there! thought this could be a lil ice breaker!

girldamnxd

❝                                                               “I keep going to the river to pray.”

[queenxregina-blog]

send me ‘♚’ and I’ll generate a number between 1 - 50 using this number generator. contains a mixture of quotes, lyrics and random sentences. warning: some nsfw.

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[decayingtimelord]

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INSPIRATION;;         B · l · o · o · d 

                              tickling                               tingling                               glowing                                growing                               bursting                               burning.

everything is on fire and the flames feel                                oh                               so                               good.

[korrahime]

↳ Screencap Meme: Bruised & Battered (Adam Milligan)

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Sentence Starters {Stargate Atlantis Edition}

"I'm both insulted and touched by that."

"I passed out from... manly hunger!"

"I'm sorry. It's just... I react to certain doom in a certain way. It's a bad habit."

"Well, let me see - we've got slow death, quick death, painful death, cold, lonely death."

"Well, eventually I will get free and when I do, he's gonna pay for this."

"You're expecting me to let them get away with this?"

"I shot him... in the leg!"

"There's plenty of time to solve this thing, but you got to stop using your mouth and start using your brain!"

"You know, this is not a good way to make new friends!"

"I'm sorry - was there a compliment in there?"

"Did I mention that I know almost everything about almost everything?"

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" No. I won't do it."

thealphabxtch

❝mouth curls,                         amusement  in the corners  of                         his eyes. tip of his chin, barely                         there;taunting. the adolescent                         thrill  of  a  dare, laughter held                         just             behind             teeth.                                                               “It’s not that bad.”

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" Are you afraid?"

lostxlittlesoldier

❝the answer, quite                         simply is ‘yes',echoing through                         his        sinews.       resounding                          discomfort,      the     sort     that                          knocks      on       your      bones.                         lurching  halt  derived from  the                         unknown.  the  worst,  perhaps,                         is    the    unfortunate   rush   of                         b r a v a d o,            i n h e r e n t,                          inescapable,       and      mostly                          stupid. a rise  in  his chest and                         an   arch  of   his  brow,   words                         that  tumble  from  the tip of his                         t         o        n         g        u         e.                                      “Should I be — ?”

[thewinchestercave]

SPN 10 COUNTDOWN CHALLENGE  |  DAY 19 |  S4E19 - Brothers

"He’s a Winchester. He’s already cursed."

[bdewitt]

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"There’s another way." "Great. What is it?”

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Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"

" And I thought I loved you."

" And I thought you loved me."

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

" Are you going to cry?"

" Are you crying?"

" Are you okay?"

" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."

" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "

" Are you angry with me?"

" Are you afraid?"

" And now is the part where we say goodbye."

" And now you're going to leave me!"

" Are you just going to leave me?"

" Be friends with someone else."

" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"

" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"

" But I've changed."

" But you've changed."

" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."

" But.. you're still alive?"

" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"

" Can't you be happy for once?

" Can't you just be happy for me?"

" Come on, leave already!"

" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

" Do you even know what you've done to me?"

" Do you have any remorse? "

" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"

" Don't you dare die."

" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"

" Don't give me that look"

" Don't you want me to be happy?"

" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"

" Damn you."

" Don't lie to me."

" Don't like to him/her/them."

" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"

" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"

" Everything's gone to hell."

" Everyone hates me."

" Everyone hates you."

" Everything hurts."

" Everything's going to be okay."

" Everyone loves you, not me."

" Everything is falling apart."

" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."

" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."

" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"

" Fuck off!"

" Fuck you!"

" Find a new place to live."

" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."

" Find a new best-friend."

" Fine. I'll leave."

" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."

" Fucking hell, I hate you!"

" Get lost!"

" Get a job, you ass!"

" Get out of here!"

" Go get a life."

" Go. Just go."

" How are you still alive?"

" How long are you going to keep this up?"

" How long until you finally get lost?"

" How about I just leave."

" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"

" Heaven doesn't exist."

" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."

" How about you leave now?"

" Is this how you're going to treat me?"

" I can't believe you."

" I'm a monster."

" I killed someone."

" I want to kill myself."

" I want to kill something."

" I'm running away."

" I'm leaving you."

" I can't look at you right now."

" I hope you die!"

" I don't understand."

" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."

" I can't hear anything."

" I'm dying."

" I have cancer."

" I can feel the darkness coming."

" I can't breathe."

" Just joking, I don't love you."

" Just go."

" Just leave me alone!"

" Just fuck off."

" Kill yourself. "

" Kindly get the hell away from me."

" Kids? I don't want kids."

" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."

" Lie. Just lie."

" Lie to me."

" Life is not worth living."

" Living isn't possible."

" Like I give a shit about you."

" Lies are all you're capable of."

" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."

" My heart is broken. "

" My.. everything hurts."

" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."

" My ____ is dead."

" Man, you're an asshole."

" My lies aren't working anymore."

" Mutt."

" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."

" Never again."

" Never speak to me again."

" No. I won't do it."

" No, I don't like you like that."

" No way in hell!"

" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"

" Now and again I really start to hate you."

" No. Stop crying, just stop it."

" Not how I wanted to spend my life."

" Never look at me again."

" People hate me."

" People hate you."

" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."

" People like you sicken me."

" People like you deserve to die."

" Perhaps you should just leave, then."

" Piss off."

" Question: why are you still here?"

" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."

" Run away. That's what I'm doing."

" See? I hate you."

" See? You hate me."

" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."

" So.. you hate me, then?"

" So this is how it ends."

" Shoot me."

" Shit..."

" So why are you still here?"

" Sometimes people lie to me."

" Stories are just that. Stories."

" Took off with everything I had!"

" Time to go."

" This is the end. It's done."

" The story is ending now."

" This is the end."

" This is why I hate you."

" Then why do you say you love me?!"

" Unlike you I have friends."

" Unlike me, you have friends"

" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."

" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."

" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"

" Very mature. Cunt."

" Why can't you row up?"

" Why cant you care about me?"

" Why do you hate me?"

" Why do I hate you?"

" What do you mean?"

" What?You're dying?"

" Why can't you just be you."

" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'

" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."

" Whatever, you asshole."

" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."

" Well. I hate you now."

" Well, you hate me now."

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Send me a sentence for my muse's reaction

"Are you even listening to me?"

"Are you even listening to yourself?"

"Are you sure they won’t find out?”

"Are you sure this is legal?”

"Are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

"Are you threatening me?"

"Be mine."

"Can you be anymore obvious?"

"Do I know you?"

"Do you love me?"

"Do you remember this?"

"Do you trust me?"

"Don’t go."

"Don’t let me die"

"Don’t look at me like that."

"Don’t make me beg.”

"Don’t you dare come near me!"

"Don’t you dare."

"Explain yourself."

"For you, I would _____"

"Give it back."

"Give me another chance."

"Have you ever even done this before?"

"How drunk are you right now?"

"I already regret this."

"I am not wearing that.”

"I can’t believe you missed that."

"I can’t do this anymore."

"I can’t even look at you."

"I could kill you!"

"I dare you." or "I dare you to _____."

"I didn’t do it.""

"I didn’t know you could do that."

"I don’t want to look at you right now.”

"I guess this is goodbye.”

"I hate you."

"I have to go."

"I just want to cuddle."

"I know your secret.”

"I love you, but I really wish I didn’t.”

"I love you."

"I miss you so very much."

"I missed you."

"I need a drink."

"I need a hug."

"I never really loved you."

"I owe you."

"I think I broke it."

"I think I’m falling in love with you. "

"I think I’m forgetting something."

"I think it’s broken.”

"I trust you."

"I want to be yours."

"I want to try this thing I read in a book.”

"I want you. Naked. In my bed. Now."

"I’ll be there in five minutes.”



”This is really inappropriate.”

"I’m all for spicing thing’s up, but isn’t this a bit much?”

"I’m bad for you.”

"I’m dying."

"I’m going to be sick."

"I’m not speaking to you anymore."

"I’m pregnant and it’s yours."

"I’ve never heard that one before."

"If you stay quiet, no one will know.”

"Is that my shirt?"

"It was me"

"It’s so beautiful.”

"It’s time to choose.”

"Just five more minutes."

"Just go."

"Just leave me alone."

"Just let me die."

"Just relax."

"Just what did we do last night?"

"Kiss me you idiot."

"Kiss me."

"Like you even care."

"Little too late, don't you think?"

"Make me."

"Marry me?"

"My Parents don’t know"

"My parents know.""

"Never again."

"Nh, don’t be so rough!"

"No, that can’t be my baby."

"No! You can’t die on me now!"

"Obviously there is something between us."

"Of all the things i've heard, that hurt the most."

"Put it away.”

"Put your trousers on!"

"Put. The. Weapon. Down."

"Quiet, I am trying to think."

"Relax, I have a plan."

"Really?"

"Shut up and listen."

"Take responsibility."

"That isn’t mine."

"That looked easier on TV."

"That sounds painful."

"That was a bad plan."

"That’s mine!”

"That’s the cheesiest pickup line I’ve ever heard."

"They’re coming.”

"This seems familiar."

"This stays between us."

"Truth hurts, don’t it?"

"Unbelievable. I can't believe you right now."

"Very good, you had me fooled."

"Want to hear a secret?"

"We need to talk."

"We’re moving too fast.”

"Well that was unexpected."

"What are we doing here?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"What are you touching?"

"What are you?"

"What do you need?"

"What happened to you?"

"What have I done this time?"

"What if someone catches us?”

"What sort of noise was that?”

"What the hell do you think you’re doing?"

"What were you thinking?"

"Where are my clothes?"

"Where did you find this?"

"Where do you even find this sort of thing?”

"Where were you?"

"Who’d have guessed you could pull such a face?”

"Why are you wearing that?"

"Why yes, I am as think as you drunk I am."

"You could have died!”

"You could have killed someone!"

"You coward."

"You don’t need to be so gentle.”

"You drive me crazy!"

"You have ten minutes, so make it quick.”

"You lied to me!"

"You mean everything to me."

"You owe me."

"You. Come. Snuggle. NOW!"

"You’re all out of ____."

"You’re an idiot.”

"You’re bad for me.”

"You’re dead to me."

"You’re pregnant and It’s mine"

"You’re really good at this…”

"You’re so weird.""

"You’re under arrest."