Excerpts from a book ill never write

just thoughts and parts of a book that could exist but never will

[abookillneverwrite]

i hate this part, paper hearts, and i hold a piece of yours.

-Tori Kelly "Paper Hearts"

[abookillneverwrite]

when will it end? -distressed teen when you cant get up anymore. -society

-VM

[abookillneverwrite]

but.

if i didnt love myself the way i should have, i definitely wouldnt have been able to love him.

[blossomfully]

Half of me wants to fall in love over and over again and the other half just wants to be a nun forever

[blossomfully]

Listening to songs you used to love but haven’t heard in a long time is so nice 

[blossomfully]

I begged him to stay. He left.

Screw that. You shouldn’t have to beg anyone to stay.

[blossomfully]

He broke me

And you’ll fix yourself.

[abookillneverwrite]

wow this

[abookillneverwrite]

you are courageous.

-VM

[abookillneverwrite]

i dont know why or how or when... but somewhere between now and forever, i fell in love with you.

-VM

[abookillneverwrite]

and..

just like that, i felt like fucking rubbish.

[abookillneverwrite]

dont you dare

if you walk out of my life, stay out. if you see me happy, dont you dare try and come back. dont. you. dare.

[abookillneverwrite]

real life is make believe all this glitter isnt gold to me

-VM

[abookillneverwrite]

update

entry 1 is coming tonight -VM

[abookillneverwrite]

and because of you, i felt.. nothing

-VM

[abookillneverwrite]

prolugue:

im not sure what proper literature is. or how to perfectly fit words into sentences. a lot of my grammar may be completely incorrect, but thats not writing is supposed to be about. youre not supposed to follow rules when youre expresssing yourself. youre supposed to write to your hearts content. thats exactly what im going to. goodbye auto correct. goodbye critics. hello paper, hello pen, hello tumblr. this is the book ill never write.

[abookillneverwrite]

nothing sucks more than hearing the truth and wishing it was a lie.

-V.M.