Cope Blog

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somehow im still here, even when it doesnt feel like it, even if i cant handle it

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i want to start over

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i dont even feel like a person most the time

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do i mean anything at all

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numb numb numb numb numb i feel so numb

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just tell me you hate me just fucking tell me 

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i dont want to come back anymore i just want to disappear

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i hate it here i hate it here i hate it in my body i hate it in my mind

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i want to smash my head into the wall until i cant think anymore

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just fucking talk to me just tell me things i cant do this on my own

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youd probably be happier if i wasnt around anymore

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im violently self destructive and i cant handle this anymore

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i dont want to do this anymore i dont want to be like this anymore im fuckign tired

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cool. cool thanks cool yeah. thanks for ignoring me

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im so fucking stupid and selfish and fucking helpless im just a burden 

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i dont want to exist anymore i dont want this anymore i just it all to be quiet

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i just want to hurt myself because i deserve it because im so fucking stupid and selfish