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[abusedblessings]

it was raining when you died, diablo, how poetic.

[abusedblessings]

she taught me that loving her was never enough

[abusedblessings]

I don’t think you ever came to see this page.. I doubt you ever will. but at this point it’s like my own little way of sending a message out into the void. I miss you ever so dearly. every moment I spent with you felt so beautiful I have no choice but to love and appreciate every bit of it. though my heart will never feel full again i’ve come to embrace the fact that I got to experience life for years with you. I got to grow with you and learn who I am. you pushed me towards self love and redemption. i’m forever in debt to you for saving me. you’ll forever have the biggest chunk of my heart amanda. I still breakdown in tears thinking about all the memories we shared, it was so beautiful.. this is my last one though, I don’t think we have much time left anymore.

no matter what you decide to do from now on

I will always love you

- boog

[abusedblessings]

for the first time in months you came to me in a dream. you leaned in resting your hand on my leg in the most entitled way as you whispered in my ear “why did you wait so long?” and I didn’t have an answer for you because I knew it wasn’t real. I woke up and found out you had your baby.. I guess your feelings were bleeding into my dreams all night. i’m glad I got to see you, be safe.

[abusedblessings]

this was our last show together.. and I never thought i’d say that. how ironic what song is playing…

[abusedblessings]

you gave me the desire to chase this feeling forever

[abusedblessings]

there’s people who have been hurt and there’s people who know pain. whether or not you empathize with others changes nothing that pain will still linger and there’s nothing you can do to make someone understand that.

[compulsive]

[abusedblessings]

an angel that touched me if only for a short period of time

[abusedblessings]

I really don’t blame you for walking away

[abusedblessings]

physical pain is one thing.. harboring emotional pain is another. how long can I go without you? would you build a life without me? create a child? bond in marriage? i’d never imagined myself in this place without you.. I don’t crave anything but power now that you’re gone and it’s driving me mad. emotional connections with anyone besides you mean nothing to me now. i’m at my breaking point with everyone else but with you I just want to embrace your love and feel whole again. I pray wherever you are in life right now you’re okay.. and I know you’re hella tough babe so u ain’t gonna tell me if u are or u aren’t but just know I always got your back! I hope one day you find all of this🌻

[abusedblessings]

until the end of time my dear

[destroymylife]

[abusedblessings]

tried not to think of u today but then I pulled out a pashmina and one of your hairs got caught in my hand. I knew it was yours before I even looked. my curly headed baby, I miss you so ❤️

[abusedblessings]

No single thing is perfect by itself. that’s why we’re born to attract other things to make up for what we lack.

[abusedblessings]

I can still remember the way the wind felt on this day.. and the way the sun kissed your skin

who would’ve known how far we’d get..

[recaption]