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findㅤmyㅤloveㅤfoldedㅤinㅤ𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐚.

[abyssin]

independent, highly selective, low activityㅤtartagliaㅤofㅤgenshin impact.ㅤfandom unaffiliated & headcanon based.ㅤwip until further notice.ㅤthis beating, bloody heart for @viaetor.

oh god i'm back in the fucking building!! updated 05/07/2024.

001.ㅤpending divergencies / hcs just because i cannot stand how genshin treats childe at the moment.

002.ㅤif you write an hsr / hi3 / other non-genshin hyv muse, it is unlikely i'll follow unless you're a friend. don't take it personally.

003.ㅤi'm not updated with genshin's lore and haven't played the game since the fontaine arc. i have no interest to return to genshin unless they release a childe skin KADHSAKDHASD. i try to ask my partners with genshin muses information on their lore + try to look info up myself. if you'd rather write with someone already familiar with the lore, then i apologize, but i am not the writing partner for you.

004.ㅤchilde is amiable, charismatic, and kind. but his core is rotten, violent, and kills for his own gains. he is currently one of the strongest harbingers (in terms of strength) even as the lowest rank. only two characters are capable of defeating childe as of the lore: (1) neuvillette (a sovereign, nonhuman) and (2) the traveler (a being who is gaining power for the course of the game. these are two incredibly powerful beings and i will not tolerate childe being belittled for failing to win. do not underestimate him under his charismatic facade. he will not hesitate to tear you down, regardless of the gaps between your abilities.

005.ㅤblog contains mentions of violence, blood, murder, ptsd. triggers will be tagged with " trigger / " ( e.g. blood / ). i have no triggers i need tagged.

006.ㅤi detest zhong.chi. don't shove the ship down my throat, and tag all visuals / mentions of the ship. thank you for your understanding.

007.ㅤcredits to moshyuu for the dash icon, aedearly for the graphics, droliic and narvvhal for the screencaps used in icons.

[abyssin]

childe vc [sighs dreamily] i love an old man who can kill me

[abyssin]

hey so i sincerely hope we stop telling ourselves to be happy with the "bare minimum" that a global company is dishing out after they named an ashy-skinned child character after a revered holy figure of the culture. please be critical to consume what a globally renown video game is projecting to its audience and how harmful throwing all this vibrant history into one monolith can be

[abyssin]

it isnt sinday but in light of a revelation

anyways ch/ilde is a switch

[abyssin]

this is for you non-hoyoverse mutuals :^) starter call, capping at 5 🩷

[abyssin]

hey hoyoverse muses! starter call, capping at 5 🩷

[arachnico]

What’s with that hole in your head? Couldn’t say when it came, how I was shot last time.

[weltenwellen]

Marina Tsvetaeva, The Same Solitude

[abyssin]

holy shit. kingdom hearts verse childe where he's been turned into a nobody incapable of growing a heart and has wandered the cosmos ever since

[abyssin]

i'm not here formally but i love the thought of childe making expressions and speaking in a tone that feel inappropriate to the moment that it feels like a disconnect to the conversation being held. the smile at the thrill of battle is obvious. but imagine the tones he takes with superiors of the fatui being playful. a smile to the traveler who, at their current strength, can defeat him.

it makes the moment where you make his expression fall all the more meaningful. it means it's a deliberate and genuine expression because you caught him off guard. what determines whether you fucked up with what you said or not is if he'd mimic a smile again—or if he looks at you with those dead eyes boring into you, considering you, the mask gone. you said something Wrong. now what will he do with you next?

[ruinedheart-a]

the company always made for such interesting conversations. fatui nestled among the unpredictable environment of the mountain wasn’t anything new / a sight as common as encountering a snow fox on the walk towards camp —— but one of the eleven harbingers? ❛ dragonspine is only desolate to the unknowledgeable. the local fauna and flora, the many monsters, even the fatui members stationed here all managed to form their own routines. it’s not hard. ❜

charcoal meets paper as they continue to exchange thoughts and beliefs, capturing the nearby ice shieldwall mitachurl resting by the abandoned docks. there was something entrancing in the contentment of it all, a strange sense of peace that transcended beyond humans and monsters. ❛ who knows? i don’t mind the mountain. it’s always felt like a home away from home. ❜ couldn’t childe relate? ❛ i would’ve assumed you’d find such a dangerous location enjoyable, though. there’s plenty to fight, after all. ❜

[abyssin]

ㅤㅤㅤ" a challenge? these frolickers in the snow? " the laughter that rings is boyish and sweet, as if this were casual conversation over preferences in tea. the snow muffles its tonality and their position too far away to draw any worrying attention. " a challenge is one that pushes my strength to its limits. these hilichurls continue to exist because they are all that is: specks. some capable adventure will dispose of them eventually. " 

ㅤㅤㅤarms cross over the 11th's chest. head cants to the side, curious to albedo's muse. the lawachurl he's set his sights on is barely remarkable. childe will admire the resourcefulness of these lifeforms to persevere in even this harsh climate, but the praise ends there.

ㅤㅤㅤ" you would consider this place a form of home? when you acknowledge the danger lurking beneath the ice caps? " hand raises for a gloved finger to press into his cheek, abyssal eyes staring to nothing in contemplation. " i would imagine you'd feel more inclined to keep the peace. yet you'd nudge the idea of instigating a fight? " his smile an act of playfulness, strangely inappropriate to the moment, but the query genuine.

[abyssin]

ㅤㅤㅤ" a rather unusual choice of abode. i wouldn't build a routine revolving around such a desolate area. " and yet, there's an ease to his shoulders, an easy inhale-exhale with the frost biting in lungs. he has little regard for the unimpressive campsite. barren and designed to host only necessities. dead eyes dart to nowhere / everywhere else. the landscape covered in pristine snow would have made his heart ache.

ㅤㅤㅤbut childe would be no harbinger if he hadn't learned to harden ( his heart / his skin / his bones ). " — well. it's because there's someplace else i'd like to be anyways. don't you feel the same, my peculiar companion? "ㅤ\ @ruinedheart. ♡

[abyssin]

ㅤㅤㅤhe catches the sneeze into gloved palm, a brief shudder of shoulders. someone talking about him, perhaps? childe hopes it's teucer reminiscing memories with him until the harbinger can return home. it's more likely gossip amongst the hoards of enemies he's wrought, but it is nice to daydream about home.

[cloulloud-old]

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[abyssin]

EVERYONE LOOK AT @viaetor's CHRISTMAS PRESENT TO ME RIGHT NOW!!!!! IT'S SO CUTE? KISSING AT LANTER/N RITE LIKE A BUNCH OF GAYS? CHA/ETHER CANON REAL

[cowboy]

so what if I love you. shut up

[superbeethoughts]

It wasn’t love at first sight exactly, but it was familiarity. Something like oh, hello, it’s you. It’s going to be you.

Mhairi Mcfarlane