accidentally-a-writer

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[accidentally-a-writer]

i know you arent very active on here anymore but i want to leave you a message anyway. i keep finding myself coming back to your writings. whenever i am sad or lonely or bored or need insporation i always come here. i have some of your oneshots memorized. i just want you to know you've made a difference in someone's life, thank you.

thank you very much for this, it is so unbelievably appreciate <3

[accidentally-a-writer]

Dude, as a person who just visited here cause you were an ass in middle school and an attention whore in hs, I assure you you don't have a stalker. People just don't like you. This acc was leaked in a gc for shit talking 😹 Same with your fanfic. Cringe shit

✍🏼 you have ✍🏼 the ✍🏼 maturity ✍🏼 level ✍🏼 of ✍🏼 a ✍🏼 middle-schooler. Got it.

(I also still don’t believe you so, sorry. Think of a better lie babes.)

[accidentally-a-writer]

ignore all the haters, you’re a brilliant person and all your real friends and followers are happy you’re here <3 /gen

thank you love <3 this made me feel happier, so I hoarded it in my inbox for a few days. you're always so kind. keep on writing! you're doing awesome!

[accidentally-a-writer]

(Good intentions)

Things will get better. Hang in there. If you ever need to talk I'm here 💙

Thank you love, this means a lot. Sorry I'm responding to this so late, I was both out of service and also I like hoarding encouraging messages sometimes ❤️

[accidentally-a-writer]

Hi! I just wanted to say that i absolutely love your writing, both character wise and story wise. You were the first person to introduce me to the possibility of combining Hamilton and whump and led me down a fantastic rabbithole i am never getting out of! because of your writing and your grasp on the characters and the world and beautiful way you write, i've decided to try a few whumpy AUs of my own! You are loved by so many people, who really would miss you if you were gone. you're important!

thank you so much, this actually means a lot to me. I'm so glad you found a whumpy outlet! I'm so glad you're going to try your own AUs it's so fun! lots of love to you!

[accidentally-a-writer]

you think people doxxed you? dumbass. your classmates just hated how much your fat lips flapped and you search your name and all your shit is right there on google

I don’t use my real name online. Like, at all. But yeah here’s more proof I’m being harassed to those who need it.

[accidentally-a-writer]

more hate anons from various months. I think it’s May, April, and then the last one was just yesterday. Keep in mind I don’t screenshot them all anymore, I can tell when it’s the stalker and just delete them.

And yes there’s a bit crossed out because this person tracked a post of mine to find me and doxx me and put my very small hometown out there.

[accidentally-a-writer]

you're a girl and a fucking disgrace to the NB community. motherfucker wouldn't even keep her tiktok of people educating her on what the experience is like BC you just want pity points.

you've been the same forever haven't you

one of the harassing anons here ^ 

and here 

and more on my main account, and honestly however long back you want me to go I can find screenshot after screenshot of hate being sent my way. if It reads the same I'd bet money it’s just more manipulation on my stalker’s part. 

[accidentally-a-writer]

You need to get over your issues and move on, hon

I'm not a girl.

[accidentally-a-writer]

/good intentions

The fuck.

I recently deleted my accounts to remake them so I could have a personal one as my main one. And I forgot to follow you again. Damn, I love reading your stories.

Thank you very much anon! I hope your new blog is going well, and I'm so glad you enjoy the stories! :)

[accidentally-a-writer]

there’s another person you’ve had a fight with there’s a common factor in all of it you. are you ever not the victim

I don't listen to people without proper punctuation 🙄🧐😤✋ /s

but in all seriousness, if you're trying to fulfill some kind of lacking in your self-esteem by sending anon hate about a situation that happened six months ago, may I suggest... therapy.

I honestly do wish Kay the best, and I do miss her, so it would be great if you left both of us to our peace.

[accidentally-a-writer]

Hey i might be going crazy but didn't you have a febwhump fic?I also hope you are doing ok!!!

that might be @stegekay, i don't think i've done much febu-whump in the last few years but she has :)) hope you find what you're looking for!

[accidentally-a-writer]

I WOULD LIKE YOU TO KNOW THAT I READ A TON OF YOUR FICS A YEAR AGO AND I JUST FOUND YOUR ACCOUNT AGAIN TODAY AND IM SO HAPPY

Your writing is super good! Have a great day!!

Thank you so much! You're making me blush, anon ❤️ Have an amazing day as well!!

[accidentally-a-writer]

Heyyy, it's been a bit since the whole situation went down. I just wanted to check in on you and say that you're awesome! :) I know I've probably said that a million times but it's true. My sister and I actually read your stories aloud to each other and we have a lot of fun theorizing, making predictions about what's to come, and just enjoying your stories as a whole. But, above that, we enjoy them because they come from you, a good person with a good heart and mind. Yes, your writing is fantastic, but you as a person are fantastic, you are more than just a writer. You are you and that's pretty damn awesome ❤️

thank you so much love, this is really appreciated <3 I teared up a little bit reading this. you’re amazing and I love your energy so so much. thank you! 

[cozycompositions]

hi, lovelies!

i haven’t written in a long time, and this is an idea i’ve had for a while.

i’m dedicating this drabble to @accidentally-a-writer because they’re going through some tough things right now and i want to try and help them feel just a little bit better by giving them something (sorry this is sad) :)

TW// implied depression and suicidal ideation

•••

“Are you feeling any better today?”

Alexander’s head snapped up from the computer screen. His eyes met John’s which were laced with concern and some other emotion Alex couldn’t pin point.

“-Xander.”

“What?”

“I asked if you’ve felt well today.”

Right. That was the question. No. He hadn’t felt well today. He hadn’t felt well in a long time. His brain never truly felt right anymore. What was the question..?

A hand landed on his shoulder and he jumped.

“Do you want me to stay with you?”

Did he?

He shook his head. “No, go to class. I’ll be fine on my own.”

He wasn’t fine on his own. As soon as the dorm door closed behind John, Alexander felt a pit of dread settle deep in his gut. He looked back at his laptop and the blank Doc that was open.

No.

He slammed it shut. He couldn’t do this today. It wasn’t right anymore. Nothing was truly right anymore.

He went for a walk.

It was cold. But he didn’t really feel the cold anymore. He never really felt anything anymore. Should he feel chilly right now?

He’s standing on a bridge, it’s above a large drop to rushing water. It’s probably cold.

His phone vibrates. He ignores it. His fingers are too cold to move anyway. He leans over the bridge. A fall from this hieght would probably kill him. Hm.

His phone vibrates. He starts and looks around. Oh.

He walks back to the dorm and is met with John’s concerned eyes once more.

And he’ll do it again tomorrow.

[accidentally-a-writer]

Just remember, there a lot more good people than bad in this world and you are one of the goods 💕

thank you love 💖 I try my best 

[accidentally-a-writer]

I'm so sorry about what you're going through right now and please don't feel pressured to finish it unless you want to. Depression is really tough but it's good you're getting help. Stay strong <3

Thank you. Writing has always been a way for me to cope, I see a lot of myself in maybe not the big things with my writing, but there’s lots of little things. I do want to finish this, because although I do have a disability I don’t want it overtaking my life, and having someone take advantage of it really does suck. 

And yes, to anyone who is struggling with depression, the first moment of ‘getting help’ doesn’t have to be contacting a doctor or a therapist, though I’m so so proud of you if it is, it could just be finding friends who validate and support you. I know that without my support systems I’ve had I probably wouldn’t be here right now. 

Thank you for the lovely message, I truly appreciate it