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You are not only a friend, you are a part of me that continues to fight.

You fight and fight, until you give up and let me draw the light

I pray for you in the darkess of night as you are my part that in all its Glory keeps me alive.

I was wrong to leave you, when you needed me.

I regret those days you cried, every tear of yours burns like acid in my heart.

Can. You give me another chance to make it up and do what's right?

Isn't life a mystery

Once I had it all

Once I was a star giving light

Friend, family all around

Care, support I never found

Love that was there, people to call my own at every step and everywhere

Life turned into this darkness, love once a dream now a nightmare

Started with a dream of getting everything

Ended in an assylum losing everything

Family, friends are there at every turn, but what of the feeling that overturned

You call me weak, you call me hopeless

I call me a vateran that will die before you helpless

Once with all the dignity now left with no feelings

I die with regrets deep hidden in my heart, I die with the pain, that is left unheard.

You are a friend

You are my light

But look at you

A part of a broken soul

You are like me dead inside

We both know the pain which resides

I still call you my everything, I still call you my light

But can you fight the darkness first in you so that you give me your light

I lost, I need you in my life, you be strong and care for me and shed some light

Your wings are there to protect me as my wings were burned from the falling heaven

I need you as a friend, I need you as my life, you give me a reason, I'll give you the rest of my life

When the moment was right and I was wrong

When I was weak, other felt strong

When they saw me smile, they were in tears

When I was gone, there was smiles everywhere

They made me the devil,

Lucifer they call me.

They took my love, the one I hold dear to me

All I can think is a world that's empty

All I see is evil lurking everywhere in a shadows of night.

: you can kill me, burry me thousand feet deep, you make it sure, there is no way out

You say, it's temporary, you say pain wil fade eventually

I tell you what, it's the pain that will last for the coming centuries

: So relish the moment that is with me

Before it's late and the reapers gets in our way.

The end is own its way.

Just like a sunset; I'm not here to stay

Sun will rise, with one less face to sign upon

Time doesn't stop for one less soul

So why should you, when it heals if you stay

Like an angel I was born

With the parents that were my own

My gods, my heaven, my life

They were all one wanted before his demise

Where did I go wrong?

When did I fall from the heavens?

Once an angel now all they call me devil

You call me names, you call me evil

Yet you ignore it's not me, you fear

See the world that you made, don't blame, it's your fate

I'll pass away with a moment, what I'll leave behind will be memories

Maybe there is an end to misery is all the hope I have right now and that hope is there as long as you want it to be there. Don't lose that one tiny hope.

One day things will change for us all, one day sun will shine as bright as it does for everyone and on that beautiful day, we will look at the miserable past and the scars that past has left us and will feel a sense of victory.

Just that little hope is all we need

#stay_strong

Life has no joy, no happiness except emptiness, Cold and misery at every turn.

Life as of now is defined by us and only us, in itself it has no meaning, no destiny. if we don't give it any

It's a void that once you go in to, there is no way back

Can't tolerate me at my worse means you don't deserve me at my best :)

religion is simple for me;

parents are my gods

siblings are my angels

Me, the devil

My experience and knowledge - my book

As far as hell and heaven are concern, well live and see for yourself :)

Everyday I wake up saying to myself, one more day, just today, you can do it.

Everyday sometimes every hour have to say that, makes me breath for another day with a fear what if...

What if, I couldn't say it to myself tomorrow. Fear, not of death, but the aftermath, the pain my family will have to go through, fear of what if the cycle repeated and they are in my place saying one more day, just today, you can do it.

#depression #family #bpd

Starts with if only!

Goes to why me?

Ends with okay gotcha

When they ask why still alive, what's the point? Well....

Life is all about luck and willpower.

People with good luck but no willpower will live happily

People with bad luck but alot of willpower will be survivers

People with bad luck and no willpower are doomed to die or crushed by others in the race called life.

Maybe I have worth, maybe I don't, is the threshold between life and death.

Worst thing about mental illness is when you want to reach out and no hand is there for you to grab

#depression #not alone

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