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it gets better. some days are still shit but you’ve come so far :) i’m so glad you didn’t die, for there’s so much love and joy ahead ~

#im quite happy #ps #your boyfriend is actually hot and you finally experience all the things you longed for #but in a healthy way too bc you worked on your attachment issues ;)#ending the character arc at ****** would have actually been so tragic #and embarrassing #i have many things to look forwards to #so many new things to learn and experience #and playing bananagrams #when he talks about his special interests 🤤#im actually winning

using tumblr for now but when he goes back to uni all will be repressed 🥰🥰🥰

wish you just physically stabbed me 36 times instead of those text messages. those wounds would have healed by now but i’m still flinching and going insane.

#wasn’t supposed to end like this #texts i wish i never opened #but i love him #traumatised #anyways 🤪

stop looking at me

fr i stg i’m getting uglier by the second i miss the summer me she was hot

#body dysmorphia #or maybe it's just me #stop looking at me

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i wonder what reciprocated love feels like

i really hope i experience it one day

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you did in the end it was a short brief period of time in the summer. felt like a feverdream but it was real but there wasn’t enough time and it was almost too good to be real but for that little pocket of time it was nice, really nice :)

inevitable

nvm besties i’m fine now twas just moment of weakness did you miss me xoxo

id rather be stabbed to death than feel what i currently feel

i used to feel real

#i feel nothing #i just want to feel safe #how did it end up like this #i have no fucking clue #mental illness innit

i don’t even know what i want anymore

#good night #naturecore #moonlight #feel something #different

lmao imagine being sad could never be me that shit is for pussies

#i am not mentally stable #ew #my depression is cured #thank you for coming to my ted talk

some people’s sleepy voices are so sexy and it makes me go :)

#wow my brain just decided to switch the channel lmao #can’t talk right now #doing hot girl shit #hehe #:))

not being on meds for the past week made me realise how much i need them not only for school stuff but i forgot how fucked my emotional regulation was prior to taking my adhd meds like wtf how did i survive so long unmedicated when my mood swings were that severe ??? i’ve been so angry and everything triggers me and it makes me want to just isolate myself bc i can’t stop being a bitch :,)

#so angry #adhd things #adhd meds #mood swing #central #i don’t want to be anything #amphetamine #plez

can my brain decided whether it wants to feel ✨nothing✨ or feel ✨ something✨ bc this shit is exhausting

#i feel so numb #yet here we are #crying about the same person #can my brain please shut up #adhd things

i wonder what reciprocated love feels like

i really hope i experience it one day

#3am thoughts #i am alone #very bored #tired of trying #love me not #unrequited feelings #we’ve come so far

ashstfu

my hobbies include staying up for hours at night stuck in a cycle of romanticizing the future and building up a deep infatuation for it and then proceeding to fear it.

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i don’t deserve to be here

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