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HBD

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The idea of staying is both exciting, and depressing.

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You make decisions more rationally if you think about them in a foreign language. Trying to process a second vocabulary eliminates your immediate emotional instincts, which makes you think more analytically and reduces your need to avoid the possibility of loss. Source

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The Beatles

You were the reason why I started to listen to their songs.

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You were the reason why I started to play the piano again.

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My gut whispered that you were trouble, that your bad boy aura was real, and you would hurt me. My mind told my heart to not get affected by your flirty messages, and sweet words. But my heart failed.

My feelings for you was a mixture of love, and fear rolled into one scary sushi. Telling you how I felt was the scariest part, because I was about to put my guard down again. I knew I wasn’t ready to love, because of the fear that I had in my heart, but the emotions were too strong to ignore.

So, I jumped into the uncertainty of you. I gave my heart another chance to feel something again, something different. I gave myself another chance at love, and I decided to experience it with you.

To experience this kind of love with you is a roller coaster of emotions. But I like roller coasters, scary as they are, I’m enjoying the ride because I’m experiencing it with you. Thank you for reminding me how beautiful love can be when you open your heart to it.

I love you.

A.

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Maybe there comes a time in our lives when we push away people who show us love can still exist even after your heart has been crushed a thousand times. I think its better to push them away while they can still escape rather than hurt them in the future.

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So this happened today. Hello again shorty!

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I think its time to move past our chapter and write the next one.

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Less hate, less overthinking, more happiness.

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Oh hi.

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Black out Poetry #1: “Kulay”

Inaasahan ang padating ng Isang taong

Nagbibigay-kulay sa mga araw

Na halos nag-agaw buhay

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10.30.2015 / Day 5

Tears eventually reach its limit

the pain eventually goes away

And you’re left with sadness

Accompanied by a bit of loneliness.

But that shouldn’t stop you

From experiencing true

Happiness all over again.

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Have you ever met someone who just utterly shocked the core of your being? They didn’t have to do anything drastic. Just the mere fact that they were being who they were; that in itself was enough to inspire you. The absolute interconnectedness you felt when you talked, how everything felt so natural, how you both just instantly clicked, how you felt so comfortable in their presence. You didn’t need to be conscious of what you said, or your mannerisms, or how you looked, or anything trivial of the sort; you just knew that they liked you for who you are. And that sort of baffles you in a way. It’s the sort of feeling that you experience and you never quite knew you were missing out on it until it happened to you.

Yet, as with a lot of things that are extraordinarily powerful and beautiful, it only lasted a fleeting moment; like the lightning that brightens up your whole world in the night - giving you a glimpse of all the possibilities that surround you but only for that fraction of a second, and then it’s gone, back to the darkness. Only now you have seen what could have been, in a sense, and you aren’t quite sure if anything will ever feel the same again afterwards. Yet weirdly, you are still glad that it all happened?

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I can be perfectly heartless. When I am in trouble, I refuse everything. I am unhappy. I wish you would go. I just made you give up. I wish you wouldn’t.

#1 Blackout Poetry series

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