i can vividly remember you asking me who my best friend was, i said that i didn't know. i dont think im able to answer that because different people hold the keys to different parts of my personality. some hold the keys to my heart, some hold the keys to my smile, some hold the keys to my past, some my rawest vulnerability and feelings, some my sin.
so i cant truly explain or state who my best friend is, as different people hold keys to unlock certain parts of me. i could see how much that i hurt you in that moment, i really wish i could take back my words but since i can't i figured it only right to explain myself and my thoughts. some people that may not seem "the closet" to me, may hold some of the "most important" keys, and those who seem the closet to me may not have every key, to unlock every day.
after all, how can they? it's not a failure if someone doesn't have every key to every door, it's okay if someone doesn't have any keys, and it's okay if those closet to us don't have every key. the million-doored mansion that makes up my personality, as you so eloquently put it wont be able to overlap perfectly with anyone, and that's okay.
but i will say this, you hold a single key ring on your hip with lots of keys, clinking together.
to the one holds the keys to my heart, A.A.K