𝖔𝖍 𝖒𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗,

𝖎 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖔𝖎𝖑 𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖞 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖉.

[ada1r]

#ADA1R: PRIVATE & SELECTIVE ORIGINAL FANTASY CHARACTER . CONTAINS MATURE & TRIGGERING CONTENT .  PERSONALS / MINORS DNI . WRITTEN BY AJ , 24 , THEY/THEM

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[ada1r]

hey happy new year guys!!! i know i haven’t been around much the past few weeks but i’m so happy you’ve stuck around with me and i’m looking forward to writing with you all in the new year!!! 😘😘

[holyblcd]

@ada1r asked "Hold still..." @ varric !

could this day get any worse? only the maker knew, but dear andraste, this day had been SHITTIER than the shittiest day ever. the otherwise happy dwarf looked tired and old. he just wanted to forget the last twenty-four hours. body ACHED, bones hurt, blood seeping out. he sucked in air as the other treated his wounds. " fuck... "

teeth bit lips, the taste of IRON filling his mouth. " it's a goddam miracle that i still live and breath. " varric had stared death in the eyes several times, but it had never been this closed and honestly? it was TERRIFYING. " is this what it feels like to have a life crisis? " a short lived laughter left him, but there was no warmth in it. only pain. " maybe i should start breeding nugs. "

[ada1r]

❝ oh, don't be dramatic. it's just a cut. ❞ it's definitely more than a cut, more like a gaping wound near the center between his shoulder blades. it's something she can take care of easily. knitting flesh back together is always especially easy, but she'll have to force him to drink actual water to replace the blood he has lost. ❝ you're lucky they didn't come at you from the front. might have lost a chunk of that chest hair. ❞

she's aware her joke has probably fallen flat, her voice betraying the thread of worry she felt as he was hurt. she cares for him, in her way, and the thought of him just not being here is unpleasant. ❝ maker, i can't imagine you breeding nugs. you'd go insane the first time you clean their pen.❞

[unmak3r]

for helena adair. @ada1r

she peels an apple in her hand absently, the knife having been conjured into existence moments prior; and then realises she has been staring. kelerel blinks her eyes, purple hues (spells of conjuring) giving way to the green hues of her detection spells ... crowding forward in her pupils as they press to the forefront. "forgive me for staring, you bear a resemblance to my dear sister," she speaks of vida, who had returned to ithrea in the months gone. instead of disengaing, kel continues with a genuine query ... "do you know where i could find cheap lodgings in town, or nearby?" she's wandered these lands for the last twelve years and yet still had not seen it all. she can conjure herself a shelter, but it grows taxing and oft incurs annoying questions ... or worse ... from the locals.

[ada1r]

the feeling of eyes on her had appeared the moment she stepped into the square. a prickling sensation on the back of her neck as she attempted to go about her business. it nagged and distracted, her eyes almost unconsciously shifting around in an attempt to locate the eyes. helena tells herself she is being too sensitive, too paranoid but caution is the habit of those wanting to continue living.

when she finally sets spies the young woman, there's a momentary feeling of foolishness as she explains herself. she herself has experienced that moment of longing when she sees someone she has known, but perhaps not for as long as the other has. she waves away the other's apology after a moment, keen to forget about it. ❝ there is, unfortunately, very little here, but there may be someone wanting a lodger out near the market. i can lead you there if you like. also keep you from being scalped by their offer. ❞

[ada1r]

very very tempted to make a bethany hawke blog but making urls are the bane of my very existence

[ada1r]

tee-hee

[recitedemise]

She sits, and before the crackling of the fire, seems, like the stars, almost alone. There's that whisper of a river, the far skittering of doe, and saddled with doom and these baffling companions, fear, like crickets, rings sharp as knives. Ah. "I don't blame you for some caution," Gale greets, shattering the silence. Sat there, he stirs their perfectly seasoned supper. "I used a sinister mix of garlic, a whole belly of slow-roasted rothé, and of course, with both a talent and skill you'd be hard pressed to find. If it shouldn't fell your appetite, it'll certainly fell your heart—and fortunately for us, we've enough for seconds."

Wondrous. Gale, in offering, scoops her a bowl. "I won't argue should you avoid conversation, but if you're to indulge in anything tonight, I insist it's a meal."

@ada1r, liked for a starter.

[ada1r]

more often these days, she finds herself sitting in contemplative (self-pitying) silence. there's a reluctance in connecting herself with this merry band she's attached herself to. one, and the easiest to understand, is that she is more acquainted to working alone. she worked, studied, and lived alone. but the second, and much more bitter pill, is that she worries of seeing any of them deteriorate into tentacled things. so, like an adult, she'll sit in front of the fire and ruminate about it long into the night.

startled out of her thoughts, she listens to gale talk about his wonderful smelling dinner. she smiles appreciatively as she takes the bowl from him, feeling her sluggish appetite slightly awaken. "thank you. it has been ... several days without something that didn't look close to rotting." the smell did not prepare her for how good it tastes with the first bite, so much she's convinced that he has placed some of the weave inside the bowl. "i haven't been a great conversation partner lately, that is true. this has just been a lot. the greatest of understatements."

[celestialheal]

" is that... balsam? " she looks at the mortar the elf is holding in her hands and then to other healer with a especial shine in her eyes " do you need any help making healing potions? "

[ada1r]

“ it is. ” she nods but never looks away from her work. her hands are busy grounding the partially burned herb in a mortal and pestle. the small work room is filled with it’s smoky sweet smell and a lingering heat from the small fire in the corner. “ i wouldn’t turn down the help. there’s always such a need for them, it’s easy to get behind. ” her head points towards another bundle of semi burnt herbs that need to be ground.

[ada1r]

very very tempted to make a bethany hawke blog but making urls are the bane of my very existence

[edenmemes]

baldur's gate 3 starters (part 2)

part 2 / ? .

❝ i’m also worried about me, but i somehow seem to be worried about you more. ❞ ❝ you put the stars to shame. let’s sit here a little while - i want to drink you in. ❞ ❝ i’d tell you not to get in trouble, but i suspect it will find you whether you like it or not. ❞ ❝ well, this seems as good a time as any for me to stop babbling on. ❞ ❝ i just….need some air…clear my head. ❞ ❝ it’s been a long time since i shed a tear. i don’t even know how long. ❞ ❝ i had a feeling you’d show up. it’s sort of our thing. like it’s fate or something. ❞ ❝ i do appreciate your enthusiasm, but let's try to restrain ourselves a little. ❞ ❝ if that was an attempt at flirting, i should let you know i prefer the strong, silent type. ❞ ❝ no matter how far you come, you’re still on the road to ruin. ❞ ❝ i thought you a hunter. wrong. you’re prey - small. snivelling. pathetic. ❞ ❝ and what am i owed? what about the injustices i’ve suffered - am i not entitled to anything? ❞ ❝ i can’t help but feel the strangest twinge of disgust as i look upon you. ❞ ❝ i trust that you will continue to remember who is really on your side. ❞ ❝ better a short life built on truth than immortality woven of lies. ❞ ❝ i won’t make excuses. i can’t make amends. but i want to help, if you’ll let me. ❞ ❝ gods, it’s horrifying…and a touch fascinating. ❞ ❝ there are many names for you --- and all of them inspire dread. ❞ ❝ destiny is at your door; won’t you at least twitch the curtain? ❞ ❝ the gravest crimes committed in this world are committed for love. a hunger crueller than bloodlust. ❞ ❝ you’ve got a backbone, and the makings of a leader. ❞ ❝ revenge sounds so sweet until you’ve taken it. then all you have is…no one left to blame. ❞ ❝ some mistakes can’t be resolved with an apology. some mistakes, you have to carry with you, forever. ❞ ❝ you’re plotting something, aren’t you? come on then - out with it. ❞ ❝ this is not good, if i may state the obvious. ❞ ❝ think of all we’ve been through just to get to this moment. that wasn’t luck. that was us. ❞ ❝ feel like i should laugh but i’m just too godsdamned tired. ❞ ❝ there is something i lost…no, had taken from me. i want it all back. ❞ ❝ careful - you’re in very real danger of hurting my feelings. ❞ ❝ one thing i’ve learned - real saviours never label themselves as such. ❞ ❝ less thinking of bad thoughts, and more breaking of bad bones. ❞ ❝ i rather like interfering. it’s kind of my thing. ❞ ❝ evil is evil, even if it once was innocent. ❞ ❝ you know, i've been catching myself smiling more lately. i think that's your fault.. ❞ ❝ oh, i’m no innocent. but evil? you tell me. ❞ ❝ i still want to believe you’re better than that. but even i am having my doubts. ❞ ❝ i can’t afford to lose my nerve. safer to just not think, and keep forging ahead. ❞ ❝ when all this is over, will you stay with me? for good? ❞ ❝ this is not good, if i may state the obvious. ❞ ❝ is there a reason you're always such an utter drip? do you have some sort of condition? honestly, it's like you hate good news. ❞ ❝ all of nature’s beauty pales in comparison to you. ❞ ❝ i can’t save you from yourself. it hurts terribly, but i can’t. ❞ ❝ if i seem suddenly flush with hope and soft feeling, you have only yourself to blame. ❞ ❝ is there good and evil within us all? ❞

❝ i’ve been watching you fight. your skills are improving. ❞ ❝ you know, for all the sense of dread and horror seeping through this place, i really feel quite at home here. ❞ ❝ and you? you’re wholly without vice or sin or the occasional lapse in judgement? ❞ ❝ i wager you don’t even know how extraordinary you truly are. but i do. ❞ ❝ one might say you’re paragon of luck. i’ll be there when it runs out. ❞ ❝ i've always had a soft spot for the confident ones…they always disappoint though. ❞ ❝ i concealed nothing from you. i simply left out the details that were not pertinent. ❞ ❝ you’re an odd friend. but, i suppose, a friend still. ❞ ❝ i won’t let you do this. i won’t let you win. ❞ ❝ you are my puppet. make no mistake. without me, you have no value. ❞ ❝ well, this seems like a lovely little spot. the sense of impending doom aside. ❞ ❝ whoever your enemies are, they have good reason to fear you. ❞ ❝ this place is astonishing, a bard’s tale made real. ❞ ❝ i may not regret my actions, but i do regret that they were necessary. ❞ ❝ experience has taught me that no matter how bleak things look, there’s always hope. ❞ ❝ if this adventure has taught me anything, it’s that there are things in this world more valuable than power. ❞ ❝ a wise man learns from his mistakes, and strives not to repeat them. ❞ ❝ no more hiding things from me. agreed? ❞ ❝ my friend. my companion. i adore you. ❞ ❝ your face is sour. by all means leave, if i am so distasteful. ❞ ❝ careful, it’s dark around here. would be a terrible shame to lose you forever. ❞ ❝ you startled me. i…i was miles away. ❞ ❝ you have to know who i was. you have to know who i really am. ❞ ❝ nothing special, of course. you’re only the first person who i truly care for. ❞ ❝ you’ve got a backbone, and the makings of a leader. ❞ ❝ anything you ask, i’ll answer as honestly as i can. ❞

[ada1r]

*taps mic* helloooo is this thing still on

[melanchorose-deactivated2023121]

@ada1r | ♡.

" say, do you work in baldur's gate? " the bard finally voices a thought that has been twirling in her mind - among another, unwelcomed guest - since helena has joined their poor excuse of an adventuring party. " 'cause i feel like i've already seen your face somewhere, yet i cannot quite place it, mh ... "

[ada1r]

she startles out of her reverie when lorelei speaks, her eyes drawing up to the half-elf. there's a moment of hesitation before recognition dawns on her face. " yeah, i do. sell herbs and potions, mainly, " she says slowly, trying to place the other woman herself. " you have that tourist place? i've definitely seen you around. "

[melanchorose-deactivated2023121]

#MELANCHOROSE ━ maybe, forever was a word meant for memories, not people. / composed by nora.

[akhiil0r-deactivated20231111]

❝ I’ve had a lifetime of watching little men puff themselves up with grand titles. ❞

@ada1r liked for a one-liner.

[ada1r]

"and unfortunately for us lowly people, there's no good way to knock them off their silly little pedestals. metaphorically, speaking."

[ada1r]

#ADA1R, an original fantasy character. est. 2022. adored by aj. ─── & you rip my rib cage open & devour what's truly yours ©

[deathsurgn]

#𝐚𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞. independent, private, and selective original character based on eiichiro oda's one piece. written by billie!

[selunight-archive]

@ada1r said: ❝ you heard that strange voice too, right? ❞

there was a mixture of relief and horror at the question. at the very least, celeste was glad to know she wasn't losing her mind. but in the grander picture, it could not have been a good thing that something was in their heads. not in the slightest. as she looked toward helena, offering a small nod, celeste tried her best to ignore the uncomfortable awareness of the tadpole behind her eye.

"do we continue on, as it bade us to do?" she asked quietly, gaze flickering between her different companions, her concern mirrored in many of their faces.

[ada1r]

asking the others, who were also possibly losing their mind, did not fill her with the reassurance she was looking for. either they were all experiencing a shared psychosis (worrying) or there truly was a voice in their minds (even more worrying). at celeste’s nod, she shuts her eyes for a moment, willing her rolling stomach to calm despite the thought. in her skull, the tadpole squirms at her acknowledgment of it’s presence. If only she could dig it out and be rid of this whole nightmare.

she waits for another to speak up and offer their opinions on the situation. A moment passes before she shrugs and gestures her hand forward. “i say this with a lot of apprehension, but could it be any worse than anything else that’s happened?”

[kirbyprompts]

𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐏𝐓 𝟐

from critical role's the mighty nein episodes 34-71. feel free to change prompts as you see fit!

❝do they know you?❞

❝do they check weapons at the door, or anything like that?❞

❝i want to see how strong you’ve gotten.❞

❝well, how do i look?❞

❝i like myself just the way i am.❞

❝call this your home so long as you’d like to stay.❞

❝do you still love them?❞

❝love is a funny thing.❞

❝can you recommend any bookstores here?❞

❝hey, crime boss, are you my dad?❞

❝i don’t want people to know i’m still alive.❞

❝you’re asking a lot of questions for a person i just met.❞

❝i think you could snap me like a twig.❞

❝i think, perhaps, it’s destiny. do you believe in destiny?❞

❝i don’t have any dreams at night. is that worrisome?❞

❝it is funny how you keep showing up like a bad penny.❞

❝please don’t kill me.❞

❝i didn’t expect you to come in here and slaughter my contacts.❞

❝who were you supposed to deliver this to?❞

❝you’re not afraid of dying, are you?❞

❝is life always this directionless?❞

❝sometimes the things that are the most beautiful are the things that can hurt you the worst.❞

❝out of idle curiosity why have you been trying to butter me up?❞

❝i thought i had you figured out.❞

❝we’re about to be boarded by fucking pirates.❞

❝i am trying to process this as quickly as i can.❞

❝is there food in this bitch?❞

❝do you want to control the sea?❞

❝how many dudes you think you killed?❞

❝how many fingers am i holding up?❞

❝get out of there!❞

❝these days i’ve spent with you are the most exciting of my entire life.❞

❝this was the worst day of my life.❞

❝i’m getting used to the idea that this wouldn’t be a test if it was easy.❞

❝i think the world is shaping you into something important and i want to make sure that you get to wherever you need to be.❞

❝okay, i feel like shit, so i’m going to bed.❞

❝what was your first kiss like?❞

❝don’t fire on them unless they fire on us, you understand?❞

❝sometimes you can be nice to people too.❞

❝you better be sure this is something you want to die for.❞

❝if you’re lying to me, i’ll slit your throat.❞

❝pleasure to meet you. i have the feeling you’re having a really bad day.❞

❝just keep your mouth shut for like 30 damn seconds.❞

❝this is very dangerous to give to you, but you’re the perfect person to have it.❞

❝i was born to be a cannoneer.❞

❝have you ever sacrificed anything in order to achieve a greater goal?❞

❝i was alone for a long time and ran from everything.❞

❝i feel like a fool much of the time.❞

❝i could fill a book with what i don’t know.❞

❝what if we can never go home?❞

❝this is the best plan we’ve ever had!❞

❝i’m going to summon a demon.❞

❝no, really! she was a really bad person before we killed her and everyone on the boat!❞

❝i’m not an asshole. i’m asshole adjacent.❞

❝of course it’s minimalizing. have you met me? everything i do is minimizing.❞

❝do you ever feel like your relationship with your cat is hindering building stronger relationships with human people?❞

❝i understand when i’m being condescended to! even when i’m drunk!❞

❝hey. sorry for being a dick. bye.❞

❝i go where the wind goes.❞

❝yeah, i’m not a happy guy.❞

❝that’s what we do, we seek out active doom.❞

❝to be perfectly honest, yes, there were quite a few people chasing me.❞

❝best not to call attention.❞

❝i will so gladly introduce you to my cat because i’m very fond of him and love for people to meet him.❞

❝we’re running! it’s bad!❞

❝it was nice to meet you and nearly die next to you.❞

❝i’ve always heard that what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, but i feel pretty fucking weak right now.❞

❝i think i oddly feel the most comfortable when things are a fraction away from going terribly wrong.❞

❝my mother was a big believer in the buddy system.❞

❝got to be careful with what risks you take, but without risks, you’re never going to get what you want.❞

❝in my loneliness i just turned to anger.❞

❝sometimes you’re running towards something so fast that you can’t remember why you’re running in the first place.❞

❝i get nervous to get close to people because i feel like i lose them.❞

❝i’m either very unlucky or cursed, and i don’t believe in luck.❞

❝don’t forget me. i won’t forget you.❞

❝if you hear the signal, run. you remember the signal? it’s ‘AHHHHHHH'❞

❝don’t turn evil, okay? but if you do, i’ll still be your friend. i mean, it’s okay. you know, some people are evil. it’s okay. just don’t turn evil to me.❞

❝sometimes it sounds like you don’t have much love for home.❞

❝we need to know the ones we love.❞

❝i guess it’s easier to pretend like you don’t care.❞

❝you would do anything for love.❞

❝i would protect you.❞

❝do we look like tourists?❞

❝that could have gone much worse.❞

❝why does it feel like everyone here is hitting on me, but also insulting me at the same time?❞

❝what? why are you looking at me like that?❞

❝i operate alone. that’s how i survived this long.❞

❝i’m a danger to you by proximity, as much as you are a danger to me.❞

❝how was i supposed to get better? you fucking left!❞

❝now, i see great possibility in you. you have potential. but you need to listen to me and think before you act.❞

❝your rash, intense behavior will be your downfall.❞

❝no one has to see what you’re doing is good, as long as it is good.❞

❝i do not do this for accolades. i do this because i serve the purpose to provide a better world for those who. cannot defend themselves.❞

❝i can’t tell your morning voice apart from your just-almost-died voice.❞

❝if you ask, the worst they can do is say no, and throw you in prison, and you’ll never see your family again.❞

❝we are exiles in every sense of the word.❞

❝you made the right call. i’m very proud of you.❞

❝what would you have done differently?❞

❝for the first time in a really long time, i feel hopeful.❞

❝now that i’m with you, i don’t know how i could be apart from you.❞

❝oh boy, i don’t understand anything that’s going on.❞

❝i trust your heart. it’s in a good place.❞

❝i think you might be wrong. i can’t say it with 100% certainty, but you might be.❞

❝i had a very bad dream.❞

❝i think i’ve done something very bad and i don’t remember.❞

❝have i done something terrible?❞

❝i am talking to you as one accomplished liar to another.❞

❝this is our family now and we are looking out for eachother.❞

❝we can remake ourselves into something better.❞

❝those things were fucking scary as fuck!❞

❝it’s a tomb with an exit. that’s the worst kind.❞

❝maybe we shouldn’t go in. let’s just go back.❞

❝i know you lost your family. we can be your new one.❞

❝i’m just doing my best.❞

❝i’ve never seen you get scared.❞

❝are you feeling scared? you should. this is terrifying.❞

❝try what you want. you won’t break me.❞

❝your life hangs by a thread. what have you to lose?❞

❝some of us get tired of macabre fairytales. so you enjoy your mouthful of lies when they choke it out of you.❞

❝we’re being sneaky! stop talking so loud!❞

❝i’m confused. do you want me to stay or not?❞

❝is this conversation appropriate to have in a hot tub?❞

❝it’s been really hard trying to figure out who’s just a traitor and who’s an actual demon.❞

❝all i can give you is my loyalty.❞