Life continues to surprise from different angles. I am writing this today from a new turning point in the long history of our 27-year journey. It's time to say no. There is self-care. There is better nutrition. There is, there is. I've been looking at it since last summer, and I've lived my life with a constant instinct of procrastination. I was constantly repeating what I was doing while trying new things. Now I don't want it to be a repetitive life anymore. I want to fall in love, sir. I want to love. There have been a lot of things I've been thinking about in the last week. There is one of them that was to apologize to everyone. I'm starting to think that I actually fell in love. I really liked it, sir. Because whatever it is, nothing in this life has surprised me as much as you. The reopening of all my feelings that I had closed in the last 3 years of my life showed me the truth more clearly. This self, which used to be stupid, now sees and accepts the facts more clearly thanks to the level of intelligence it is at. I love you, my green eyes, thank you for the love you gave and for letting me love you. I accept everything in order to take my works that I have accomplished for years with this feeling to another level and to take myself to a different level. Now we're starting over. Hold on tight, I don't know what a blue who wants to love does.