Finally got to finish up another song, I know it's been a while. I've been quite drained and busy for the past month, that's why I couldn't find much time to work... but hey, got something done. Recently, life has been a roller coaster... everything just seems so depressing, and everyone just seems to be going through dark times. Emotions have been a mess for me, and I developed unnecessary feelings for someone dear to me. I hate that I developed feelings for her, because I really didn't want to. I just wanted to grow close to her as a friend, but I slipped and fell. I knew that she felt nothing for me, and that she just cared for me a lot that's why she acted how she did. I confessed to her about how I felt... she had no clue, and it hurt her that she hurt me, but she understood and cherished our friendship as to not just throw it away because of what happened. Honestly think that I should have just outlasted the feeling, and kept it inside, so I wouldn't hurt her. But what's done is done. We talk like we used to, but it still stings a bit inside. I say I'm fine, but I'm not really sure if I am. It gave me a different perspective and understanding of love, the type that endures despite being hurt, Agape. God gives us hardships to mold us and mature us, so I just have to trust, and accept what is. I guess it takes some time to heal, but surely it will. Just have to be strong. You guys be strong, and if you need to talk to someone, hmu! Struggling alone is the worst thing you can do. I love you guys ~Waking Dreams~
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