The Antique @addisonp22 - Tumblr Blog

Feel like a failure and that I disappoint everyone around me. I haven’t gotten a full nights sleep in almost a month and my brain is going a mile a minute. I still can’t shake this wanting to die, even though I don’t want to be dead. I’m trying so hard to myself and work on myself, but I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I just want to sleep but I can’t even do that right. Sleeping medicine knocks me out for like ten minutes, and then it’s right back to being awake, it’s gotten to the point to where I am constantly dizzy and I feel like my panic attacks are getting bad again. I can’t afford the help I need and I am too anxious to do anything about it.

I'm a fuck up and I can't ever do anything right.

meezer

Eileen's cookies has been ransacked by @missladybunny and I.

Like how do I tell people that I am too busy to hang out and that I'm not just ditching them to hang out with other people?

Angry doesn't even begin to describe it.

fuckyeahampworship

I’m going to bed and I hope I never wake up

I'm a fucking mess right now

dronemusicfanclub

Through and through, there's always been you.

If there was an award for getting drunk by yourself and listening the same Kendrick Lamar song 4 times in a row in different live variations while crying I'm pretty sure I would get runner up.