all and all if nothing at all @adelloodel - Tumblr Blog

Feeling rather stuck with the current circumstances.

Fast forward, hey I am 36 and with a kid!

Dear tumblr, how I missed you so much. Now that I am able to update my post again in the year 2019, I am eager to share all my angst and grits of the day to day moments.

In october, I have finally moved country, bringing my baby with me, to live with my husband not so far away from Jakarta.

Am I happy? Of course not, having worked over 10 years in the development industry, I am not used to of being penniless and desperately dependent on someone I Call as husband.

I am desperate to make something out of something. But what would that something be?

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No one has a perfect life. Everybody has their own problems. Some people just know how to deal with it in a perfect way.

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Ditto...

That phase onwards...

So many different people thought that I have not changed, and I have not realised my full potential... but do they realise that sometimes, realising one’s potential may eventually lead to a dreamless dream?

So let me sort out my current things to do, and stop me for making another dreamless dream, before the right time...

I am currently loving my boyfriend....

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the gloom

You always wonder how is it that such a gloom could drag your whole positivity towards life. How is it something insignificant (when truly analysed) messes around with your head?

You always wonder when will you pull yourself out of it?

You often wondered endless why things turn ugly, why things turn vicious and why everything suddenly go against your expectation for a better life.

In the end, you just have to realised, you just have to go along with the flow, let things sort themselves out, and do your best to keep above the water. And seek refuge to your happy friends, in hope that you will get that happy buzz, buzzing into you...

Everything will be alright.

Everything will be shit for a while, but it will be alright.

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grandma says to the boy, “everything has its time and everything’s time must end.” well i thanked her for the checker games and all the coffee talk. i’m glad we had this chance to be friends.

and she says, “true love can never be a weapon. and good friends are so hard to find. oh, and keep your nose clean, and watch before you cross the street and everything has its time.”

anything worth having’s never easy, and the pain is only a sign. if you can just push through and make it out of bed well than everything will be fine. and i say true love can never be a weapon. and good friends are so hard to find. keep your nose clean and watch before you cross the street. and everything has its time.

grandma says to the boy, “everything has its time and everything’s time must end.” well i thanked her for the checker games and all the coffee talks. i’m glad i had the chance to be your friend.

the night i spent nursing my drunken friend 6 September 2013

Dear everyone,

On a friday night, i suddenly feel like having a night out and couldn't think of anyone other than one good friend of mine. Suddenly he hit me up via fb telling me that he will be performing in a club called Star Deli. So i told him, i'd definitely will be there.

Spent about 2 hours in that club and then we moved on to Beer Garden Kemang to have my favourite size of beers. the mega size. So it was good, didn't think of anything of it, other than a lil bit worried that that friend of mine definitely got drunker by the minute.

And that's when it happened. I noticed this guy stealing glances at me. I thought it might not only be my feelings, but somehow, the more i noticed him doing it more often. But the thing is, he didn't do anything about it, although i smiled at him. He just kept stealing glances, leaving me quite at an awkward situation.

In the end it was just flirty glances and I wished it could become something else rather than mere excitement.