[adeterioratingmind]

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh3:

[adeterioratingmind]

That's not a worthy explanation

I know there is none

Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done

Words fail, words fail

There's nothing I can say

Except sometimes, you see everything you wanted

And sometimes, you see everything you wish you had

And it's right there, right there, right there

In front of you

And you want to believe it's true

So you make it true

[adeterioratingmind]

Cant lose him overthhs icanticanticamt

[adeterioratingmind]

I don't feel like a person

[adeterioratingmind]

, probably should've told him . Fuckkk hes gonna feel so guilty when he sees thus fuckfuckfuckfuck

[adeterioratingmind]

I don't know what drop this is but it's definitely a drop and I feel like shit . Fuck

[adeterioratingmind]

Fuckkkk now I can't top OR bottom,, :{

[adeterioratingmind]

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

[adeterioratingmind]

Petmepetmepetmepetmepetme

[adeterioratingmind]

I feel so subby hhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[adeterioratingmind]

Nnever letting myself go subby again,,

[adeterioratingmind]

Ffeel so guilty,,

[adeterioratingmind]

Iidontknowwhattodo

[adeterioratingmind]

What if I js relapse

[adeterioratingmind]

Dies

[adeterioratingmind]

He didnt say well done,, :{

[adeterioratingmind]

Mbadkibby,,