I've been wanting to write something meaningful lately, so I decided to peep my drafts for some inspiration. I actually didn't realize how long I've had this blog till I saw the dates on some of the shit I wrote up here, anyway long story short instead of getting inspiration I deleted a bunch of cringy stuff I wrote when I was in a much worse headspace, and now I've gone from 113 to 26 drafts. That's only on tumblr though, I have around 100 journals in my google email drafts too 😂 I just prefer typing to hand writing my thoughts I guess.
Anyway, it's been really interesting to see how cyclic my life is, the same shit seems to happen every 3 or 4 years. Usually the worst happens around October.
Something big will shake things up eventually, but I'm just not sure if that big thing has happened already or if it's still going to happen?
I wonder what life will be like once I'm freed from the shackles of school, maybe that'll be the big thing that finally changes everything for me.
so funny to peek at my other blog and see this, when I'm literally in the process of revisiting all the old stuff on this newer but still ALSO old blog 😂 maybe I should just consolidate everything into a few Medium posts and delete Tumblr
















