MOVED.

that's the way he flies, ice and cold  ...  NO MISTAKES .

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ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

moved blogs, same url. i’ll be following everyone from there.

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listen i already was obsessed with the concept of ice as a dad, but arie elevated it in another level

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↪     𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑰𝑪 ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ 𝑺𝑶𝑼𝑳 .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted lyric starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   will be updated frequently .  )

i’m not sticking around to watch you go down .

i hope that you don’t suffer ,  but take the pain .

the truth is , i’ve never seen a mouth that i would kill to kiss .

we will be everything that we’d ever need .

you only listen to your fucking friends .

you made a few mistakes .  it’s alright ,  it’s okay .

i’m trying to get better , but i can’t do that when everything is about you .

i can name a couple ways this shit might go .

can you feel my heartbeat fuckin’ kickin ?

you were my everything and all you did was make me fuckin sad .

it’s kind of tripping me up , i’ve got it bad for you .

i’m on my own , i had some space to deal with it .

i’ve got it too good to cry .

i don’t know where i am or where i’ve been .

don’t treat me like some situation that needs to be handled .

finish up the bottle , then we’ll go .

this room is so suffocating .

motherfucker , don’t play with me .

there’s no doubt in my mind that if you could ,  then you would try .

i’m not the type to be out past dawn .

it’s been a long time since i felt this good on my own .

i really wish that i could say it to your face .

i kinda like it when you talk to me the way you do .

i’ve got something up my sleeve , i walk my talk .

i love you , but i know i’ve gotta let you go .

it’s getting hard to find a silver lining .

of course it hurt , of course it fucking hurt .

i know that you’re hiding something from me .

i don’t need to be loved by you .

trying to ignore it is fucking boring .

i tried to pretend ,  but it just doesn’t feel right .

i just can’t take it anymore .

i’m not trying to change your mind .

living in the city isn’t where it’s at .

don’t waste the time i don’t have ,  don’t try to make me feel bad .

i almost did it … glad that i didn’t .

you better run , you better do what you can .

yeah , i don’t really wanna be here .

pretty things should be seen and not heard .

can’t you bother someone else ?

now i’m sitting here wondering , when did this all start ?

i’m terrified but i can’t resist .

is there someone else or not ?

i’ve been around long enough now to know that good things never last .

i’d rather be the girl that got away than be under your thumb .

it ain’t so bad if i wanna make a few mistakes .

wish i could get some fuckin’ sleep without wasting all my weed .

you scared me to death ,  but i’m wasting my breath .

i feel like a kid again .

you were always taught to believe that everything you think is the truth .

nothing comes without a consequence or cost .

i don’t deserve someone loyal to me .

thought you were headed somewhere new .

touch me like tonight we’re gonna die .

can we go back to the world we had ? 

you should know right now that i never stay in one place .

i’d suffers hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight .

the games you played were never fun .

you said you’d stay , but then you ran .

if i can’t hold you like a lover , i won’t hold you at all .

you and i have history ,  or don’t you remember ?

i’ll be the one to deliver the news .

i’m better than this ,  i know my worth .

there’s something tragic about you .

you don’t know what it’s like , waiting up all night .

thank you for teaching me how i could live without you .

tell me what it is you wanna know .

you’re not a monster ,  you’re just human .

maybe i need better friends . or maybe i need a wake up call .

there’s so much to do , i’ll never have the wherewithal to do it .

i know i’d miss you ,  if i left right now .

i don’t like anyone better than you .

they told me once nothing grows when a house isn’t a home .

what makes you sure you’re all i need ?

i know you feel the way i do .

forever never really felt so right .

i overcommunicate and feel too much .

you say you’ve changed and you’re sorry ,  but i don’t wanna know .

i know i’ve got friends ,  i still get so lonely .

i’ve been doing greater good for a long time .

i’m no hero ,  but i can take a punch .

i thought it would all be great when i was older .

i used to be the one that was lying .

i can’t stand your condescending tone when you talk to me .

we’re still going cause we’re not quite dead .

i wanna scream ,  but what’s the use ?

i know what’s going on in your head .

you know ,  i never wanted to hurt you .

i don’t want to be a prisoner to who i used to be .

if we could stay this way forever , would it be enough ?

can’t you see that i’m getting bored ?

i hope you don’t think that shit’s fair .

i never knew you had such a dirty mind .

sometimes i don’t have a filter .

i’m the worst mistake that god has ever made .

you know i love you , but i’m still learning to love myself .

darling , you’re sick in the head .

am i someone you can’t live without ?

if you don’t come back , at least i’ve got nothing to lose .

did you think that i should listen to you ?

the meds aren’t working for me anymore .

goodbye to my good side ,  it only ever got me hurt .

you know ,  you’ve got a real smart mouth .

i know i’m where i belong .  deep down inside ,  i’ve known all along .

i’ve been putting myself on the sideline .

i was worth something , and it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food .

i know i took the path that you would never want for me .

my tongue’s gotten real tired of me biting it .

you’re acting like your deadbeat dad .  you’re better than that .

i swear i changed my ways for the better .

i hate it when dudes try to chase me .

when you’re in love ,  you get so cruel .

sorry , but i guess i’ve gotta let you down again .

just fucking leave me alone .

i walk through this world just trying to be nice .

i can’t be your savior ,  i don’t have the power .

will heaven step in ?  will it save us from our sin ?

follow my lead ,  take my hand .

you should’ve made some plans with me ,  you knew that i was free .

there are things that we’ll never say , but we know .

the only way you can know is to give it all you have .

i’m not gonna stay and watch you circle the drain .

you get me through every dark night .

i know that i’ve done some wrong ,  but i’m trying to make it right .

now you’re over there ,  and i’m way over here , what are we gonna do ?

think about what you believe in .

if i keep my eyes closed ,  he looks just like you .

i don’t wanna feel better .  no one’s ever gonna love me like that again .

there are things that you say ,  and you don’t say .

all my filthy life i loved someone i barely knew .

bless your soul ,  you’ve got your head in the clouds .

what did you say ?  you’re breaking up on me .

if you adore me ,   why do you ignore me ?

you’re not as brave as you were at the start .

it was a bad idea ,  calling you up .

i see it on your face ,  you’ve had a bad day .

people are so fake ,  this world is a cruel place .

i’d rather be hunter than the prey .

someone’s gonna hate ,  it’s never gonna change .

you used to be so kind .

never gonna be easy ,  was it ?

every day’s another shot but all i do is fuck it up .

i can take the hate and all the pain .

it doesn’t matter who’s wrong or right .

tell your baby that i’m your baby .

they’ll kick you and they’ll beat you ,  and they’ll tell you it’s fair .

i wanted to pretend that this time was the end .

no one around me knows who i am or what i’ve done .

i would’ve gave it all for you .

i won’t run ,  i’m not afraid .

same way that they come ,  that’s the way they go .

somehow ,  i just want you more .

i never regretted the day that i called you mine .

i don’t want to get over you .

take it out on me .  i don’t mind if we fight if you make me bleed .

you look better in that dress than i do .

i know i let you down ,  didn’t i ?

it’s a cruel ,  cruel world .

i know i don’t want to live without you .

i’m always tired ,  i just can’t fight it .

i’m too consumed with my own life .

you didn’t think it’d be so much fun .

i won’t let you go ,  so don’t let go of me .

darling , you’re so pretty it hurts .

how’d i ever get so off my rocks ?

tell me where i went wrong .

what’s a king to a god ?  what’s a god to a non-believer ?

they’re out to get you ,  better leave while you can .

i know i’ll never know just what to say .

goddamn it ,  i was worth something .

we don’t need to be enemies .

should’ve kept my ass in bed .

i tried to love you ,  but you’re not my type .

there’s something here that i just can’t explain .

baby ,  is that really what you want ?

i’m not good at making friends .

i keep a close watch on this heart of mine .

i’m obsessed ,  i’ve never met someone like you .

can’t you see that you’re lost without me ?

when i’m like this , you’re the one i trust .

i was born into this , won’t hesitate to use my fists .

i always get my revenge .

the world thinks i’m a mess .

there’s something wrong with me ,  cause all i wanna do is get high .

it’s been a long time since i gave a shit .

sometimes i have these thoughts , they leave me all confused .

when i said take me home ,  that wasn’t what i meant .

oh my god ,  why are you sad again ?

you have to show them that you’re really not scared .

i don’t have many friends .  most of them are pretend .

i had my cake ,  and i ate it too .

i’m too afraid about the things i might say .

shit wasn’t real ,  it was all in my head .

it’s too late to apologize .

i know my disposition gets confusing .

you’ve gotta be so cold to make it in this world .

satisfaction is a distant memory .

no one can ever know .

there’s you in everything i do .

i wish i could say that i’m sorry ,  but i’m over that now .

you’re playing with your life ,  this ain’t no truth or dare .

fool me twice ,  and i know that’s all i need .

i hope if everyone leaves ,  you choose to stay .

i was afraid to leave you on your own .

where along the line did we stop seeing eye to eye ?

if they laugh ,  then fuck them all .

i’m sick and tired of everyone in this place .

i miss the way you made me feel .

he’ll never stay . they never do .

take a dose of something to forget .

aren’t we too young for this ?

i’m not the type to admit i’m wrong .

i shouldn’t think the things i’m thinking .

i don’t wanna know where you’ve been ,  or where you go .

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so, i just found out ice’s canon middle name is JACOB, he was born in honolulu and his major is in aeroespace engeniring

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i’m alive, somehow

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good day people, my uni is back so my blogs activity will be alterated during the periods of the morning/afternoon

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friendly reminder! i might show up when im not tired but days have been full and uni has kept me busy enough 

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look, i’m to tired for writing but... like this if you’d like me to fill your inbox with memes.

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🎶 DO YOU WANNA BUILD A SNOWMANNNN 🎶

........... we're filling for divorce

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give him ur love           and me as well pls 

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ЪЕLΛЧΛĎЕΛТН.   a  SUPER  SOLDIER  original character.   BY THEA.

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good day people, my uni is back so my blogs activity will be alterated during the periods of the morning/afternoon

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Iceman & Slider || Top Gun

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when i get to sit down and write a meta about ice’s mom.........

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# ADMICED ,   independent. private. divergent. mutuals exclusive   —–   a writing blog for top gun’s   ICEMAN   …  SCULPTED BY  LALLY  !

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[  THE FILE COMPARTMENT  //  :  LOADING  ...  ❛  i wish we had never met.    UNDER THE ID OF  ,   ...   CONNECTING ...  ] @belayadeath​.

     we ache and we bleed, no heroes standing but whatever has been left behind alongside some broken bones   ...   your flesh gets old, and the weight balanced across your shoulders is decades old now.  rivals that turned friends, became brothers      ⸺     but most importantly,  lovers  who fell apart like porcelain breaking into a hundred little pieces when reaching the ground, ...  no reason to be concerned, once your paths met again a couple of chapters later,   was it a reminder our story was still being written?   voices are echoes, singing across your mind long enough and if risen upon further anger   ... ,  THE PORCELAIN HAD BEEN GLUED BACK TOGETHER, BUT IS NOT UNBREAKABLE !   it felt  fragile  for the first time after all these years, and its harder to set aside the hidden fear, rising behind the anger   ...   (  AND I LOVE YOU, ain't that the worst thing you have ever heard ain’t it the worst thing you have ever heard?  )    however said :  old age provided one wisdom      ⸺     azure hues focused  ;  the female in his sight, glasses resting on his nose could've fall over with the strenght and insensibility of the punch provided by her as words left her mouth   ...  not in any aspect, had he dreamed to hear that when nearly hitting his sixties, ...  after lifetime lived with her.      ❛❛  too late to regret that, but never late too walk away.  ❜❜    

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when your number one enemy is html 

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balaproof·  /  with all my love, julie. 

 she’s  not  sure  why  she’s  surprised  to  see  him  at  her  door  …  although  there  is  a  little  place  in  her  heart  that  begins  to  grow  as  she  stands  in  front  of  him  on  the  other  side          –          perhaps  a  feeling  of  comfort  seeing  him  here.  it’d  been  hard  on  her  ,  goose  was  an  amazing  and  funny  man  ,  he’d  also  always  been  so  kind  ,  with  him  being  gone  it  left  a  large  whole  in  the  division  .  it  made  things  tight  and  awkward  ,  the  air  going  stale          –          people  tried  to  act  like  it  wasn’t  that  way  but  it  was  ,  that’s  what  happened  when  you  lost  someone  though  .  things  weren’t  the  same  .  it  wasn’t  the  first  time  she’d  experienced  it  ,  it  just  was  happening  in  a  different  way  …  maybe  that’s  why  it  was  hitting  her  so  hard  .  julie  liked  to  act  tough  ,  but  she  had  a  soft  heart  –  it  hurt  when  she  saw  other  people  suffering  ,  and  it  hurt  more  when  she  felt  the  emptiness  that  was  left  behind  when  someone  you’d  grown  to  know  was  no  longer  there  .  maybe  that’s  why  she  felt  such  comfort  seeing  ice  standing  on  her  door  step  ,  or  maybe  it  was  the  fact  that  she’d  begun  to  fall  in  love  with  him  .    she  said  one  thing  but  her  heart  said  another  ,  she  wanted  him  to  stay  …  to  come  inside  .  she  bites  into  her  bottom  lip  as  if  she  was  fighting  back  a  fit  of  tears  ,  her  emotions  feeling  all  out  of  sorts          –          her  hand  goes  to  reach  for  his  ,  her  fingertips  barely  just  hooking  onto  his  fingers  as  her  eyes  peered  into  his  ,          “          no  ..  please  stay  .          ”          she  says  it  almost  like  a  breath  ,  it’s  almost  like  she’s  begging  him  to  stay  but  she’s  not  ,  she  just  needs  him  there  with  her  .

     and perhaps the one of us that deserved more than life ever bothered to allow him to live, left far too early  ...  the weather took a sudden change, one no human being could've predicted.  and that was life, unfair and straight to the point when the subject was providing a long overdue  WAKE UP CALL  ,  ...  it felt pointless even being at the air   (  and god, didn't he love flying?  it was his natural gift,  THE BEST OF THE BEST  ...  ! )     ⸺      the aviators were not a family, neither were them best friends, ...  the pilots solely trusted their RIO's, and the reverse card was applied there, of course, there was no explicity regulation on  not making friends  ...  THEY WERE COMPETITION , the one objective in sight was to win.  now all the jokers dressed up as kings,    ⸺     pointless  to be the one to claim the final prize, pointless to go toe-to-toe until the last second, pointless to stand there and wear a facade while the world around them went NUMB !   and each one of them did not know now, but decades from this period it seemed like everything was planned out   ...   all their loss and confusion  (  wake up, salior. you are not able to survive death  ) , so that   THE CLASS OF 1986   would form a bound through the rest of their lives.   loss was part of the journey, though.    that was their first loss, and sadly would not be the last  ...   the cruel reminder was onging, there would be others, death gave no soul a lifetime ticket.   as if it wasn't enough, in the middle of this hurracaine, you began to fall and nearly determined to bend the one rule priorly set in stone    ⸺    because what the peace and sentiment she flourished on him were not red, but golden.    then their fingers interwind, and as her voice leaves her lips, a weight is lifted from his shoulders.      ❛❛  I  ...  thank you.  ❜❜    it takes him a couple of seconds, but tom steps closer, holding back for a moment before his left palm found her waist, pulling her against him. his nose brushing against her curls.  and everything is silent.