M.S.

you fought. you loved. you lost.

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𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞.         /         𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐨.        /       𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬.        /        𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫.     

current activity: low. 

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okay but mark and addison’s friendship is so underrated. 

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𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐏𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 - 𝟑𝐱𝟏𝟏 𝐀𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 - 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧

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@mcneuros​

                      okay,      owen      hunt     hadn’t      exactly      asked     for      him      to     sub      in      as     chief.      in      fact     his      exact      words      were     ‘𝐧𝐨𝐭      𝐲𝐨𝐮,      𝐧𝐨     𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞      𝐢𝐧      𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬     𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝,     ask      webber      or     shepherd.’      but      no     one      had      to     know      that.      &     𝘯𝘰      𝘰𝘯𝘦      𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺      𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥     𝘵𝘰      𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘬      𝘶𝘱     𝘰𝘯      𝘵𝘩𝘦      𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴.    so     for      the      week,     mark      sloan      would     play      chief.      [    frankly,      it     felt      good.  ]       in      a      way     he      felt      like     he      was      finally      living      up     to      his      potential.      riddled      with     paper      work      as     he      leans      on     the      nurses      desk,    𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗹𝘆      𝗲𝘅𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴      𝗮     𝗳𝗲𝘄      𝗲𝘆𝗲      𝗳𝗹𝗶𝗿𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀     with     the      ones      on     call.      he      doesn’t      bother      to     look      over      as     he      hears      the     incoming      footsteps.                              ❛❛          ─             if      you’re     here      for     ‘BEEF      WITH      THE     CHIEF’,      i’m      not     taking      my      lunch     for      another      hour.     come      back      then.                        ❜❜                                                                

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fatalelity·:

they used to be kids with aspirations grander than themselves, & now they stood here with battle scars from the unfair trials & tribulations — they’ve grown up. things changed. perhaps addison was dead set on denying the love she held for the both of them — she loved them both & those outside would simply not understand the capacity for her heart to harbour room for two people at the same time.    ❝  ― don’t push it.  ❞    addison guffaws at his remark, but her playful smile betrays her before she follows suite.  

                 there’s      an     internal      fight.      to     be      somebody.      insecurities      masked      by     charming      good      looks,      as     mark      would      say     so      himself.     𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳      𝘥𝘪𝘦     𝘪𝘯      𝘩𝘪𝘴      𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘦,      than     live      in      his     humility.      his      pride     was      what      kept     him      safe.      kept     him      together.      for     a      moment      an     afterthought      of      the     betrayer,      but      quickly      washed      away     by      lust      and     selfishness.      ❛❛          we’re      good     together,      you’ll      see     it.       ❜❜           smirk      masked      as     he      gets      into     the      infamous      elevator.      

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me rewatching grey’s: why did I ever stop the writing is so good and they develop the characters so well. it’s such a good show.

*season 8* wait isn’t this the season...oh.. oh yes that’s why I stopped watching. because some how in a show about doctors- they encounter ferry boat accidents that turn into drowning, two mass shootings, bus running one of them over, AND NOW A DAMN PLANE CRASH..... in the span of five years 

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* mutuals may interact. 

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@surgeonsoath // here. 

 mark      never      knew     fear      until      today.      being     a      father      was     never      quite      something      he     was      sure      he     would      ever      be     able      to      do.     but      know      here     it      was,      and     it      was      𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈      𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉      𝒉𝒊𝒔     𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔   right      in     front      of      him.     [ 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘦      𝘸𝘢𝘴      𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨      𝘧𝘰𝘳     𝘩𝘦𝘳      𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦,      𝘢𝘯𝘥     𝘴𝘰      𝘸𝘢𝘴      𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳     𝘬𝘪𝘥.  ]    and      yet     right      now      the     only      person      he     wanted      to         seek     comfort      from         was     seemingly      the      only     person      he      felt     like      he      couldn’t.      ❛❛              ─                i’m      sorry      lex     i      shouldn’t      have     come,      it      was     inappropriate      of      me.     ❜❜           

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like for a starter from your favorite dirty mistress !!

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@metanoiahs​

it      was      refreshing      having      meredith      back     working,      𝐭𝐡𝐞      𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞     𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥      𝐡𝐚𝐝      𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭     𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐦      𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭      𝐡𝐞𝐫.  and      not      to     mention      derek      looked      like     someone      had      killed      his     puppy      everyday,      sea     blue      eyes      filled      with     sorrow      every      waking      moment.      he     leans      against      the      counter      with     a      small      smile     spread      across      his     face.      ❛❛        welcome      back     dr. grey      ────       i’m      still     waiting      for      my     thank      you-      some     pretty      nasty      scars     you      would’ve      had     if      it      wasn’t      for     these      hands.           ❜❜             he      lifts     up      his      arms     and      waves      his     fingers      around.      

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fatalelity·:

this is a dangerous game they’re playing. mark & addison with alcohol? she knows her impulses well — this is dangerous. but her & derek weren’t together anymore … fuck, it’d be a lie to say that she didn’t have feelings for him anymore.   ❝  talk about life. i’d be hard pressed to believe that there are things about my life that you didn’t already know.  ❞  but fuck, addison’s been so lonely ― especially watching derek all smiley & dreamy with meredith grey.  ❝ only if you’re paying.  ❞

                                 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞      𝐢𝐭      𝐰𝐚𝐬     𝐭𝐡𝐞      𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐞      𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭     𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐰      𝐡𝐢𝐦      𝐢𝐧,              or      maybe      it      was     the      need      to     prove      he      was     better      than      some     kid      the      shepherds      took     in,      or      maybe     it      was      love.     he      sure      thought      it     was      love.      he     had      his      eyes     set      on      addison      from     the      moment      derek     brought      her      into     their      lives      &     𝘪𝘵      𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯’𝘵      𝘩𝘪𝘴     𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵      𝘩𝘪𝘴      𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵     𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥      𝘩𝘢𝘥      𝘴𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥      𝘩𝘦𝘳     𝘶𝘱      𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵.       ❛❛           ────                  so      is     this      a      date     ?      ❜❜      he     says      with      a     small      smirk      before      beginning      to     walk      towards      the     elevator.      

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like for a small one-liner. 

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                              All you can do is be brave enough to get out there.

                                   𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭. 𝐖𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐥.

ind. low activity. mark sloan played by alex. ( est. 2015 - rev. 2022 )

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thinking about making a duel promo for my Derek and Mark account... is this too rude

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@stonedgilbert​ continued from here. 

𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺    𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦    𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦    𝘨𝘰𝘵    𝘩𝘪𝘴    𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴    𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘸𝘦𝘥    𝘰𝘯    𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵    𝘢𝘯𝘥    𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵    𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱    𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘬    𝘵𝘩𝘦    𝘸𝘢𝘺    𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦    𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦    𝘪𝘯    𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴    𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘯    𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘭    𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴.    𝘢    𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘴    𝘰𝘶𝘵    𝘢    𝘩𝘶𝘧𝘧    𝘰𝘧    𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘧    𝘢𝘵    𝘵𝘩𝘦    𝘮𝘢𝘯’𝘴    𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴.    ❛❛    ────      𝘺𝘢    𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸    𝘪𝘵    𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴    𝘨𝘦𝘵    𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨.    𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦    𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬    𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥    𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦    𝘢𝘴    𝘪𝘧    𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘴    𝘪𝘴    𝘵𝘩𝘦    𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘺    𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯    𝘰𝘧    𝘵𝘩𝘦    𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘭.    𝘐    𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦    𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦’𝘴    𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴    𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺    𝘥𝘢𝘺.    𝘐    𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯    𝘸𝘦,    𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬    𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬    𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐬    𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬.    𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵    𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦    𝘪𝘴    𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘩    𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨    𝘪𝘧    𝘺𝘰𝘶    𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵    𝘣𝘦    𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘭𝘺    𝘸𝘩𝘰    𝘺𝘰𝘶    𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵    𝘵𝘰    𝘣𝘦.    ❜❜

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fatalelity​:​

eyes roll at the comment delivered. yet, she could not stifle that delighted smile that betrays her.   ❝ uh huh … me? missed you?  ❞   a pause.  ❝  i think you’re projecting.  ❞

           ❛❛            𝘐    𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯’𝘵    𝘣𝘦    𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦    𝘪𝘯    𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦    𝘪𝘧    𝘐    𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯’𝘵        ,                                            ────                            𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦    𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣    𝘢    𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘬    𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩    𝘮𝘦    𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴    𝘵𝘩𝘦    𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘵.    𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣    𝘢    𝘨𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴    𝘰𝘧    𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘦.    𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦    𝘢    𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘻.    𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬    𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵    𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦.    𝐟𝐨𝐫    𝐨𝐥𝐝    𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬    𝐬𝐚𝐤𝐞’,            ❜❜

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      ❛❛     𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵    𝘢𝘥𝘮𝘪𝘵   𝘪𝘵    𝘈𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘯 ,           ────           𝐲𝐨𝐮    𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝   𝐦𝐞.         ❜❜

STARTER / @fatalelity​