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writer | this blog is for bangtan only ♡ losing my senses over jungkook daily

[adoregukie]

── .✦ welcome to mishverse 𖹭 ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ mish ⸝⸝ twenty-somethings ⸝⸝ aries ⸝⸝ jungkook-biased ⸝⸝ she/her i am here to share my passion and love for bts through the form of writing 𖹭

ᝰ.ᐟ theme made by @tarathetic ❀

✰ MASTERLIST .✦ ݁˖ ABOUT MY OC .✦ ݁˖ WATTPAD

everything here is 100% fictional, btw. like… completely made up, don’t take it seriously—no ties to reality whatsoever; it’s all for fun and creative purposes only. please don’t associate it with the actual people involved ♡

[agustdfeatrm]

soulmate culture

[jung-koook]

HIS VOCALS 😩

[adoregukie]

i don't mind falling for him once again. six years in the fandom, and he mesmerizes me like it's my first time listening to him live. i love him more than words can express!

[adoregukie]

hey angels,

may I please ask for your attention here? I'm having a little dilemma from the last few days and it's impossible to come to a decision. i mean.. I know what I really want but I would like to have your opinion too.

if you don't know, I .. um more comfortable with 3rd person or 1st person pov writing style, which also means that I absolutely LOVE to have an original character with a name as the protagonist.

i really don't know if it's some kinda rule of fanfiction to have y/n but I genuinely feel frustrated with the null character and writing in second person pov. for me, writing is a passion and an obsession too, whether it's fanfiction or just fiction.

so I am genuinely asking you guys, if I write with OCs from now on, will you still be reading my work? okay, lets say I write in 2nd person pov (aa in mentioning you) but I'll also use a 'name' instead of 'y/n'. i really don't know if you really read your names there instead 😅 would you mind having a name instead? i don't know if I'm making sense.

please let me know. it really is important to me.

will you still read my fic if I have the original characters?

yes, absolutely 💯

nope, stick to y/n

have one permanent oc for each member

Voting ended onMay 23

[adoregukie]

Finally. I am writing a one-shot, and I am not disappointed this time. I hope I can finish it soon and post by this week itself. Looking forward to seeing your reaction, hehe!!

[adoregukie]

hey, angels,

no update or new content for the next few days. your writer is sick :(

[adoregukie]

Finally. I am writing a one-shot, and I am not disappointed this time. I hope I can finish it soon and post by this week itself. Looking forward to seeing your reaction, hehe!!

[adoregukie]

hey, please stop being so mean to yourself. i wish you could see yourself the way we do, because all we see is a kind and amazing person who has given us so much joy already. you don’t have to say sorry for being human. life is just really hard sometimes, and it’s okay if you feel tired or lost right now. it doesn't mean your talent is gone; it’s just waiting for you to feel better.

please don't feel bad or guilty anymore. you are a great writer no matter how much you post or how fast you work. even if you haven't written in a long time, that skill is still inside you and nobody can ever take it away. you aren't letting anyone down, and you aren't a failure. you are just having a hard time, and everyone goes through that.

we aren't going anywhere, i promise. we aren't here just for the updates; we are here because we love you. we love your ideas and your heart. if you need to stay quiet for a while to find your spark again, then please take all the time you need. we will be right here waiting with so much love whenever you are ready to come back. and i know how it feels of you lack behind with your “i need to write” “i need to be more consistent” waking up and opening an app where you share your interests and you feel behind when you look out for other accounts

you said you want to find your "old self," but the person you are today is so strong for keep going. don't worry about being fast or busy. just try to find one small thing that makes you happy today. also this message might not be as comforting as your hart wants now and what am doing is not even close to make you happier but you deserve so much and please make yourself proud even if you never want to dive back !! i have never seen so transparent personality like you! and i love every single rant of yours 🫶🏼

i really wanted to write so much to you because i see myself right in your shoes and i can feel every bit of your feelings. no doubt you have so much talent and such a good soul. and it’s completely understandable even i you never want to post. 🥺😽

you said this message isn't enough to comfort me and you wished you could say more; if this makes sense, it made me cry and yes, it was so beautiful that I... im so grateful 🙏🏻

i honestly never looked at myself this way,, never considered myself as a good personality and talented, maybe never even liked myself before. i admit to fighting myself to learn the beauty behind loving and believing ourselves, the journey was hard, but I learned it anyway. still there is always a voice in the back of my mind that reminds me constantly that I'm not enough, and once in a while it breaks me down as well.

when I was reading this message, honestly, those voices started to get quiet and peaceful. i don't really know what I did to deserve this, but I'd like to know, so I can find a tara in my every lifetime and learn to be her tara as well.

i won't thank you today, that will be shallow 🙏🏻 I love you, my friend, and I wish you never change yourself. and I hope that me being inactive or just not doing anything isn't going disappointing you or anyone here.

i promise to do better for myself. less criticism and more reasonable. i wish I could see myself the way you do. love you 🫂🙂‍↕️💘

[adoregukie]

hey, angels,

a "sorry" isn't going to fix anything, right? the intanse inactivity here makes me cry, but i can't ignore the void that i am feeling right now. writing has always been my escape; creating new worlds and characters and living through them has given me the chance to experience a life beyond my limit, and i am not talking about BTS here. but lately—or maybe it's been almost three years now—i have lost my ability to write faster and post earlier. here before, i used to writ for insta and spend some productive time on wattpad as well; back then writing was the only thing i did, no matter what time it was, i'd written and written until i had everything together. life has shitted me well enough and snatched away that spark, i am looking for the spark again.

i understand if you are disappointed or if you want to unfollow me. i will not blame you because i deserve it. i don't want to promise you anything when its coming from an empty space. but what i can say for sure that i am trying my best, giving my everything to be back in the writing world and hopefully soon, if i am being lucky and find real purpose of writing—i will come back with a kind of energy that you'd be annoyed by my constant presence here.

to the people and friends who are still sticking around me, i am so grateful to you. there is truly no excuse and i admit my lack of productivity and also activity here. please, i beg you, please wait for me. i really don't want to be away from here. i rather die than live without my only passion and i need to make a comeback... soon!!

[adoregukie]

why is taekook looking at me like that? 🥺🫠

[jungkoostar]

❥ BREAD AND BREATH ✿ (click for new synopsis)

𓄹ㅤ𐚁Pairing: Jeon Jungkook (professional chef!) x Hazel (OC) Interior designer

𓄹ㅤ𐚁Genre: Slow-Burn Romance / pregnancy au / Domestic Fiction / Hurt-Comfort / Medical Drama

𓄹ㅤ𐚁Explicit Content: Later chapters will contain mature, descriptive, and sexy romantic scenes once the characters unite.

𓄹ㅤ𐚁 Synopsis : Hazel’s home, once beautiful, now feels like a cage of grief after her husband’s death—made heavier by a fragile, high-risk pregnancy. To survive, she hires Jeon Jungkook, a cold, precision-driven chef tasked with managing every meal for her and the growing baby inside her. Their agreement is simple: no emotions, no boundaries crossed—just care and control. But in the quiet house, where knives echo and spices linger, distance begins to blur. His discipline falters as he notices too much; her broken heart begins to lean on his silent care. Between strict diets and stolen glances, tension builds—soft, dangerous, and impossible to ignore. Because somewhere between keeping her alive… and protecting the life within her, they begin to break every rule they ever set.

𓄹ㅤ𐚁Status: ongoing (fast updates)

𓄹ㅤ𐚁Word Count Goal: ?? But a very long journey 80k?100k? Idek😭

BREAD AND BREATH MOOD BOARD / CHARACTER AESTHETICS

(📂EP-1) —✿ 📖 (📂EP-11) —✿ 📖

(📂EP-2) —✿ 📖 (📂EP-12) —✿📘

(📂EP-3) —✿ 📖 (📂EP-13) —✿📘

(📂EP-4) —✿ 📖 (📂EP-14) —✿📘

(📂EP-5) —✿ 📖 (📂EP-15) —✿📘

(📂EP-6) —✿ 📖 More to come…

(📂EP-7) —✿ 📖

(📂EP-8) —✿ 📖

(📂EP-9) —✿ 📖

(📂EP-10) —✿ 📖

[adoregukie]

now reading 💗

[adoregukie]

i had been struggling to find a way to create my theme. after a point i really gave up the idea to have a pretty theme for the page and went for the simple aesthetic (if that could be called an aesthetic lol). it'd been only two days that i met someone here and we became friends, and today she surprised me with this amazing and so charming banner she made for me :((

i don't know what id did to deserve you @tarathetic but i want to know, so i can do it in every lifetime and universe to find you back, my friend!

thank you so so much for the wonderful banner and it looks so lovely on my page 🫠💜 i love you bae!!!

[adoregukie]

You have your own unique way of writing 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️- I just noticed that! I'm more than glad to be friends with you. Feel free to message me anytime to talk about anything; I'll always be happy to shower reassurance.😚😚

same here 😔

I'm only a text away from you. and omg... thank you for this 😭🙏🏻 I try to write and I have more room for improvement, but this means a lof to me, so thank you so much 🫂🫂

[adoregukie]

You have a beautiful page! There's no need to be self-critical about your design skills.😉

dear tara,

I think I am a little emotional fool, because I'm falling short of words to reply to you, and I'm sure you have no idea what these words mean to me 😭

I admit to getting lost in self doubt sometimes which I don't appreciate but we all need to hear some reassurance once in a while, and today you just came as an angel to share your beautiful kind words with me. thank you so so much 🙏🏻💗

lots of love to you xo

[adoregukie]

I tried. I really tried to learn and be creative, making my own theme, but I surrendered. I'm a writer but I can never be an artist. creating aesthetic edits or going with a theme isn't my cup of tea. and I'm broke for asking any creators to make a theme for me 😭 I give up!!

[adoregukie]

JUNGKOOK GIRLS HOW ARE WE DOING???? 😵‍💫🫠🤤🥹🤯🥵

[adoregukie]

How do I explain this to someone who hasn't experienced a complete blankness and a haze in the brain, where a cruel writer's block hits the whole body? It starts to tremble with the force of finding ideas and actually writing them down but being unable to do so. i hate this phase and what to get over with it as soon as possible :(

[adoregukie]

iii. how would boyfriend jungkook celebrate your birthday for the first time ˊˎ-

━━━ ꒰ ✉︎ ꒱ ˎˊ˗ hey hons, this is my post-birthday return gift to you all. maybe a part of it is also dedicated to me, celebrating me in my own dreams with my man. i hope you will enjoy it ♡

BOYFRIEND!JUNGKOOK who picks you up from your apartment around ten at night because of a sudden movie night plan. it's your birthday eve, and the timing for a random movie night is too convenient for you, but you don't mention it. he looks genuinely nervous throughout the ride to his home, biting his lips, humming in response, and barely answering you back, his gaze shifting to you every now and then until you've arrived at his place.

BOYFRIEND!JUNGKOOK who gives you his favorite comfy blanket and even wraps it around your body with a loving stare. he lets you pick up a movie to begin with, and he doesn't argue about it. you gasp when he puts all your favorite snacks and drinks on the coffee table, his lips curled in one corner, but you can see a dusted red tint visible on his cheeks. but then your eyes widen to find your favorite chocolate bar among the other snacks; the chocolate could only be found in a store that is on the outskirts of the city, and you need to drive at least 3 hours to get that and return. when you ask him if he really drove that far just for a chocolate, he shrugs and taps the rim of your glasses. "I can drive anywhere and at anytime if it means I get to see you smile."

BOYFRIEND!JUNGKOOK who goes stiff when your head falls on his shoulders. He looks down and finds your eyes growing heavier, and you still force them open, your focus not diverting from the movie. "Hey, take a nap if you need." he adjusts the blanket around you and smiling when you shake your head, refusing to sleep. eventually, you fall asleep on his shoulder, your hand loose around his torso. he turns off the tv and gently lays down with you on the pillow so you get more comfortable. his hand comes around your waist, pulling you closer to him, and soon enough, sleep engulfs him as well.

BOYFRIEND!JUNGKOOK who wakes up just a couple of minutes before the clock strikes 00:00. his instincts wake him up from his sleep, and as his eyes find you, his heart melts into a puddle at your peaceful face lost in a deep slumber. he leans closer to your face, his warm breath brushing your skin, and a shudder rolls down. his eyes dance in amusement at your reaction. he slowly calls your name, his finger tangling in your curls before he brushes them away from your face. you stir in your sleep and slowly open your eyes. your heart stumbles to find him so close to you. right then, the clock on the nightstand gleams at 00:00. he sighs and leans down. brushing your lips with a soft kiss and mumbling "happy birthday, my love" in a low, soft voice.

BOYFRIEND!JUNGKOOK who leads you to his dance room in his penthouse; his hand falls on the small of your back as he leads your way there. when he opens the window and you step inside, you see nothing at first. it's completely dark inside; the floor-to-ceiling windows are saved for the sheer moonlight that can only light up a small portion on the floor only. you open your mouth but close it right away when the sky glows up with fireworks, colorful streaks of light blasting on the dark backdrop of the night sky. you feel his presence behind you until he wraps his hands around your waist and rests his chin on your shoulder. you stay silent and watch the fireworks together.

BOYFRIEND!JUNGKOOK who pulls back before the last light blast in the sky. he turns on the light and as your vision gets adjusted to the dim light, you find the little arrangement in the room. Soft fluorescent fairy lights stretch on the walls around the room, white and pink metallic balloons are scattered on the floor, on the left side, there's a table standing against the wall, and your eyes glint to see your favorite black forest cake sitting on the table. there are flowers, and gifts are lying next to the cake. he takes your hand and walks you to the table. pulling out his phone, jungkook starts a playlist as he places the phone on the table. a wet laugh bubbles in your throat when you read the playlist name, which says, 'in case you forgot you're mine' and he joins you in. the moment softly melts into heartfelt laughter and togetherness as you cut the cake and he feeds you the first bite.

BOYFRIEND!JUNGKOOK who pulls you in a hug and sways your bodies together as you dance to your songs. a song that holds a special memory for you. you stare into his eyes. his warm eyes gleam with love and affection for you, and it hurts you much to know how much he loves you. you pull him down for a kiss. it starts with slow and a little messy bumps. giggles break in between the kisses that deepen after a moment. breath hitches, hands are lost into each other, he picks you up and walks back to your room, and you know the night of your birthday is about to be special for you.

BOYFRIEND!JUNGKOOK who makes love to you while holding intense eye contact throughout the act. he doesn't rush tonight. he takes his time to learn you once again. his warm hand with calloused fingertips traces your skin and curves. his mouth follows the trail of his touch on your body, leaving a trace of tingling sensations that awaken pleasure inside you. and when he tangles himself up with you completely, your bodies are intertwined and moving together in the harmony of the dance all night. his voice is hoarse and breaks into whispers of confession and love for you when you reach your climax. your bodies are shining under the soft light. sweat coating your warm skin, but you care less about it. your heart is filled and content with happiness as he pulls you in a hug and kisses your forehead, murmuring another birthday wish before you fall asleep together.

[adoregukie]

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