ADRIAAAAAAAAAAN

Ade - 23 - he/him - Glasgow

[adrianthefirst]

😔

It's been a while and idk what to say. I always come here when I am having a hard time and can tell it's just going to be one of those nights

[monsterfactoryfanfic]

The thing about wanting to write smart essays is you truly do have to read books to do that, and the thing about reading books is that it is way harder now that I am not 17 and smartphoneless

[monsterfactoryfanfic]

Genuinely humiliating to read in 25 minute chunks because a decade of having a feelgood device in my pocket has turned my brain to cheese

[adrianthefirst]

Chat? Anyone?

[adrianthefirst]

Just want to be this person again 🥺

[adrianthefirst]

Not posted on here for a while so thought I’d update: still depressed, still lonely

[adrianthefirst]

Ok so I really want to make some new friends - message me if you want to connect

[adrianthefirst]

Why do things that happened when I was 17 still consume me everyday. I know I’m not a bad person, I know it. But thinking back then makes me think that I am. I’m so worried about what people think of me, what my family think of me, my family, friends, strangers. Why can’t I move on. I just want to know I’m not a horrible person

[adrianthefirst]

I’m depressed, I feel ill all the time, I’ve put weight on.

[adrianthefirst]

Someone talk to me please

[adrianthefirst]

Ok for really. How do I stop the anxiety? It’s literally crippling rn

[adrianthefirst]

I desperately miss being skinny

[adrianthefirst]

Messy room but hopefully you can’t tell - really love where I live

[adrianthefirst]

Miss my old confident self. Can’t believe this was 2018 😱

[adrianthefirst]

Kinda look ok here?

[adrianthefirst]

8 years ago…

[hichew76]

[adrianthefirst]

Not me sitting at home alone greeting to Taylor Swift