Kieran

they/he | Champion of the BBL | 14 || [ Kieran after the Teal Mask + other things… ] || Ran by @sparkingcircuits

[adventureswithdipplin]

i guess here's an introduction thing since i cant log into my actual blog. hi. my name is Kieran. i am. not originally from this world.

every day i post a "journal" entry so that I can keep track of things. i guess in a way its also a little update thing or whatever. you can ask me anything. though if its about my previous world, i hate to disappoint, but theres nothing too special about it. last time i talked to my friends was like. 4 years ago. and that was before i even arrived here.

yeah. i dont have much else to talk about. here's a link to the previous blog owner's introduction. // go to the other intro post for OOC information and all !!!!

[adventureswithdipplin]

// hello !!! important post from the mod here!

i will likely be going on a very long hiatus for this blog and @past-tense-problems

i do not have any plot ideas no longer, and have lost most motivation for this :(

i do not know if i will come back at all, but i will not delete this blog in case people want to look at it again in the future, plus, who knows, might have ideas :3

it’s been fun !!

PS: thinking about starting another ask blog for kieran! will update later on.. :3

[adventureswithdipplin]

Did'ya know that there's such thing as ranch dressing soda?

what the fuck did i wake up to

[adventureswithdipplin]

// gah im running out of ideas :(

[adventureswithdipplin]

im so tired i cant deal with it anymore im. so tired. goodnight everyone

[adventureswithdipplin]

Oh my, poor thing. You look quite agitated.

Are you perhaps in need of some assistance?

- Fae ( @kantosillyduo )

i cant handle this i dont know what to do get it out of my head

[kantosillyduo]

Well, this looks pretty bad. Sit down and take a breath, alright?

Let's see what we can do. Tell me what's going on, but don't force yourself too much.

[adventureswithdipplin]

i keep remembering things i dont want to remember i dont want to remember that anymore i dont want to think about it im so tired

[kantosillyduo]

It's ok, you don't have to remember right now. Thinking about the past isn't always good, trust me, I know.

Let me see if this works.

[Pelipper mail - Kieran has received some nice, warm tea!]

I'm Fae, by the way. It's really nice to meet you.

[adventureswithdipplin]

.thank you my name is kieran tea is good

[kantosillyduo]

Good! I'm glad you like the tea.

If you feel tired, maybe you should try to take, at least, a short nap. It may help.

I'm sure that whatever is going on, it won't last forever. A storm doesn't last forever, and rainbows always appear after it ends. I know my words may be a bit generic, but they sometimes work.

Oh, and if you ever need anything, feel free to tell me!

[adventureswithdipplin]

..yeah. yeah. a nap. a nap would be nice. thank you

[adventureswithdipplin]

Oh my, poor thing. You look quite agitated.

Are you perhaps in need of some assistance?

- Fae ( @kantosillyduo )

i cant handle this i dont know what to do get it out of my head

[kantosillyduo]

Well, this looks pretty bad. Sit down and take a breath, alright?

Let's see what we can do. Tell me what's going on, but don't force yourself too much.

[adventureswithdipplin]

i keep remembering things i dont want to remember i dont want to remember that anymore i dont want to think about it im so tired

[kantosillyduo]

It's ok, you don't have to remember right now. Thinking about the past isn't always good, trust me, I know.

Let me see if this works.

[Pelipper mail - Kieran has received some nice, warm tea!]

I'm Fae, by the way. It's really nice to meet you.

[adventureswithdipplin]

.thank you my name is kieran tea is good

[adventureswithdipplin]

What? Don't wanna talk about her?

i dont i dont i dont

[adventureswithdipplin]

How's Carmine been?

stop it stop it get out of my head get OUT OF MY HEAD

[adventureswithdipplin]

Oh my, poor thing. You look quite agitated.

Are you perhaps in need of some assistance?

- Fae ( @kantosillyduo )

i cant handle this i dont know what to do get it out of my head

[kantosillyduo]

Well, this looks pretty bad. Sit down and take a breath, alright?

Let's see what we can do. Tell me what's going on, but don't force yourself too much.

[adventureswithdipplin]

i keep remembering things i dont want to remember i dont want to remember that anymore i dont want to think about it im so tired

[adventureswithdipplin]

Oh my, poor thing. You look quite agitated.

Are you perhaps in need of some assistance?

- Fae ( @kantosillyduo )

i cant handle this i dont know what to do get it out of my head

[adventureswithdipplin]

day 76

theres something there im sorry im so sorry i cant face that i want to forget it please stop

[adventureswithdipplin]

Something watching you? Then, maybe you should try following it back? Or something, idk

i don’t want to follow it

i don’t want to follow it

i don’t want to follow it

there’s something behind me

it’s there

[adventureswithdipplin]

Something. :)

..surely there has to be something watching me. i wouldn't be feeling like this for no reason they say to trust your gut for a reason and my gut is telling me there's something watching me.

[adventureswithdipplin]

i feel like im being watched

i keep turning around as if theres something behind me but i dont see anything

[adventureswithdipplin]

Well, if a memory is suppressed, you are still most likely going to remember it. Especially if it resurfaces again. If you truly want it erased, then amnesia or brainwashing it is the best option.

I don't suggest doing either of these, both have their own separate consequences.

-satori anon

then what am i supposed to do

[adventureswithdipplin]

Forget what really? You can't really forget a memory. All it's going to be is suppressed.

what even is the difference