ɪ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ.

❝ IT’S ALL I HAVE LEFT. IT’S MY NAME. AND I’LL NEVER HAVE ANOTHER. ❞ —— indie original character, victoria van der westhuizen written by dani. nsfw themes may be present / character based on molly bloom.

[dilkos]

ĐILKOŠ ?  INDIE ORIGINAL CHARACTER WRITTEN BY DI. 

او را بگو : نسيم سياه چشمانت را نوشيده ام  نوشيده ام كه پيوسته بي آرامم ––––––– (  tell her: I have drunk the zephyr of your dark eyes, thus I am perpetually restless )

[adversregina]

hello everyone ! i’m so happy to be easing back into the indie world and getting started on victoria’s revamped blog.  since friend or follow is no longer in use, i will not be able to ascertain who is and who isn’t following me in the wake of my hiatus without going through my followers manually –– so please bare with me for the time being as i will do my best to get that sorted. with that said, please im me if you’d like to start plotting with vic !

[arandomthot]

[adversregina]

me talking about the hundreds of ocs that i’ve abandoned over the years

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“begone thot” is dead. now its whatever this guy is saying

[adversregina]

a manip of all my characters plus gem because i’m obsessed with her??

@ingeanue, @donsjuans, @kiintsvgi & vic.

[adversregina]

VICTORIA VAN DER WESTHUIZEN + RED. 

[adversregina]

i’m so sorry for my disappearance y’all. i’ve been doing group rp things & it has been a shit storm in my personal life. my great uncle (who’s only in his 60s) was diagnosed with leukemia (thankfully its low grade and he can go up to ten years without treatment!) and my step dad and aunt were both diagnosed with throat cancer, so it’s been a little difficult to come online and write replies, although i fully intend to get to them this weekend before i leave for new york. take care of your loved ones and happy whatever day of the week it is !  i’m on discord if anyone wants to write or chat.

[liondaughter-deactivated2018082]

thing i want: more arranged marriage plots!!  when do i want them??: all the time!! 

[adversregina]

he clears his throat. “victoria, you look beautiful.”

her mouth parted slightly as her hands roamed down the length of her torso, absentmindedly smoothing out the imperceptible snags in her blouse, each curve of the impeccably tailored ensemble illuminating the soft contours of her body. the simplicity of his compliment caught her off guard – perhaps more so than if he had gone to great lengths in prosaic declarations, and she felt her cheeks tinge with a muted glow of warmth. victoria reached for her pea-coat before slipping her hand into sebastians, an appreciative glance taken of his figure. ❝ you look very handsome yourself, mr. moran. i must be the luckiest girl of the evening, aren’t i ? ❞

@inlondon

[twilightly-blog]

The Parent Trap (1998) dir. Nancy Meyers

[adversregina]

[text] You’re always adorable, but when you’re drunk, you’re like Chia Pet adorable.

( SMS: SEBASTIAN MORAN ) ( 17.22 )  The Chia Pet figurines that grow sprouts? Like a Bob Ross chia pet? ( SMS: SEBASTIAN MORAN ) ( 17.24 )  I’ve been called many things lately but adorable is not one of them. Thank you, Seb.  :) ( SMS: SEBASTIAN MORAN ) ( 17.24 ) I also apologise in advance for any of the shit I might or might not pull when I’m drunk. Looking forward to it! 

@inlondon

[adversregina]

' just have a drink and you’ll feel better ’

the pounding in victoria’s skull had reawakened itself twofold by the time she lowered onto a seat, glancing at margaery tyrell with eyes reddened by a lack of sleep and irritation. she crossed one lithe leg over the other and mused dryly,  ❝ try two or three and i might actually feel better. ❞ her mouth quirked upward fleetingly. despite her burnout, it was not lost on victoria how odd their quasi friendship truly was, and yet she found that it was better swallowed without over thinking it. she gestured her chin to the glass cabinet erected near the entrance,  ❝ –––––– we should have something half decent in there if you’re interested. ❞

@rcsethcrn

[headstrongmartin]

texts from last night! meme

[roleplayermemes]

[text] Does me being hung over take away from how professional I can be today? [text] The bar would not accept my money. I have reached God status here [text] He was very considerate of my needs, he offered me pizza before and after. [text] I asked him for something to clean up with after sex and he handed me a sham wow. A SHAM WOW [text] So I was putting on a condom and looked to my right to not make eye contact, she said did you just look at the American flag while putting that on. I said this one’s for Team USA. [text] He gave me the “find somebody who wants to date you for who you are” speech while I walked around the house asking people for pants. [text] I will show up on your front porch in a wet t shirt and some mac and cheese [text] I just got high off one hit and then Spent 20 minutes inspecting the gasket of our refrigerator and researching ways to replace it [text] Seriously. I’m like, “Wait, we are actually talking about physics in the middle of sex and its ACTUALLY erotic because you’re so fucking intelligent I’m turned on?” [text] Hyyypothetically, what would you do if you happened to see my boobs on the internet? [text] He fucked me so hard my nail polish actually chipped. I’m keeping him. [text] I’m making poor life decisions again. Tune in tomorrow to see how much I hate life. [text] It’s a lube slip n slide down the hallway now. Details later. [text] Just woke up with an entire pack of Oreos in my cheetah onesie. I’ve been waiting for this moment forever. [text] Lesson learned. Don’t roleplay with a real knife. [text] We got drunk and crashed a fifty year old woman’s birthday party for the food. Whoops. [text] He asked me if I wanted to blow his whistle and proceeded to pull out an actual whistle. [text] I woke up this morning with 3 phone numbers, a red Chinese New Year envelope with cash in it, and a winning scratcher all stuffed in my bra. I’d say it was a pretty successful Thursday night. [text] I’m wearing sunglasses around my house. Douchebag status. The hangover is real. [text] He’s like… An octopus that touches my vagina in all these diff ways at the right times. It’s almost unsettling [text] I was orgasming and dying of laughter at the same time. I think I’ve found the One. [text] Do me a favor I want you to reach down the front of your pants and underwear and just feel around for a while… if you happen to find your balls then join us [text] i just walked into a room at this party and someone yelled “dibs!”… [text] and then she said I drew a line on her forehead with my cum and whispered “Simba” [text] so I was just driving high and I stopped to let a pinecone cross the road because I thought it was a hedgehog. [text] Sex on bubble wrap = best decision ever. [text] Your lack of great college experience of margaritas and foam parties scares me [text] We get an extra hour of sleep. That means we can take an extra shot tonight. Sounds logical. Thank you daylight savings. [text] when someone at the bar asked you a question all you knew how to say was “chug-a-lug” [text] There’s a girl in class eating a pumpkin pie. Like a whole pie straight from the pan with a fork. [text] Apparently I taped knives to my hands and made everyone call me wolverine [text] My house smells like bleach. Also, I do not feel bad about all the stuff I stole from the hospital while I was there. [text] He told me he loved me. I didn’t know what to say so i just squirted the baby oil at him [text] Get here, there are important joints to be smoked and pies to be eaten [text] Can I even tell you how badly I want a day that is just on and off napping and sex with intermittent snack breaks? Because I want that day very badly. [text] He came so hard that he yelled what sounded like a spell from Harry Potter. [text] we were both freshly single and using each other as rebounds. most intense sex I’ve ever had. i felt like a grizzly bear emerging from hibernation in a whirlwind of sexual fury [text] I need a drink and a shade of lipstick that will put the fear of God in a man’s heart. [text] When was the last time you wore pants? [text] I’ve replaced you with thin mints and masturbation [text] Tuesday Boozeday turned into What-the-fuck-were-you-thinking Wednesday real fast. [text] Have you ever had chicken nuggets while high? Because it tastes like hearing the Beatles for the first time [text] Being able to fart in my own house is like 90% of why I pay rent [text] We played Rock Paper Scissors to see who would have to go down on the other person. [text] I just accidentally showed an old lady a pic of my penis while showing her cat pics. So how’s your day going? [text] I found a door knob in my purse this morning, I hope whoever it belonged to doesn’t need it today. [text] We go out, we get drunk, we watch Star Wars, we pass out. What’s wrong with this tradition? [text] all i’ve had to eat today is leftover bday cake and a shot of tequila. [text] Pretty sure the guy I hooked up with Saturday gave me a buy one get one free coupon for chipotle. Who said nice guys don’t exist? [text] Apparently nothing brings out sympathy in a barista like asking if they have a hangover special [text] And when I feel bad about myself I go to the library and suck my pen over an open book, counting the seconds until a guy sits across from me and tries to get my attention [text] This is a mass text to all my friends. Whoever gets this first, please find me and confiscate my phone immediately. I am far too high to have it. Even if you have to punch me in my face to get it. Otherwise, let the “High While Analyzing Disney Movies” texts begin. [text] Seriously insulted!! You can not share my dick pick with your gay brother. He won’t quit poking me on fb [text] I am trying to think of a way to make alcohol cupcakes [text] One of us needs to be functional tomorrow and it won’t be me. I’m drinking liquor out of a fishbowl. [text] You pulled the fire alarm because you had to shit and there was someone in the bathroom. you said you needed privacy [text] im guessing your the one that tried to make bacon in the toaster [text] just smoked a blunt while listening to nsync. i now know what my childhood was missing. [text] I just made out with a girl with a life jacket on wtf is going on [text] Let’s play a little game called “Chill the Fuck Out” - you’re our first contestant [text] Didn’t get laid. But got a free pie from a waitress. A whole pie. [text] I am swimming in semen. He must have been holding it in for a special occasion. [text] you should buy a sheep. A) you get an awesome pet. B) free coat [text] tonight is going to be epic. can you pre-book an ambulance? [text] We thought you were crowd-surfing until we realized it was the bouncers throwing you out [text] maybe tonight we can turn coloring into a drinking game [text] i think its awesome that according to your mom i’m your friend that caught on fire. [text] So fucked up. Can’t tell if I’m starving or about to puke. Playing it safe and eating froot loops. Tasty in, colorful out. [text] I just saw a hobo ride by on a unicycle. Good day. [text] Vodka is such a love hate relationship. [text] you traded sex for a burrito? [text] I made a game called come to class high and eat nachos. [text] You decided to make a porno with gummy bears and things went downhill from there. [text] it’s not a party till someone uses the fire extinguisher. [text] You’re always adorable, but when you’re drunk, you’re like Chia Pet adorable. [text] this kid just offered me adderall in exchange for my meal points. college at its finest [text] I was cleaning up my drunken mess and I found my ID in a cereal box [text] I am now the proud owner of a 10-12 year old’s Optimus Prime costume from Walmart. Tomorrow is going to be a good day. [text] It’s like eating cereal and milk but instead of cereal it’s gummy bears and instead of milk it’s vodka. [text] You leave a trail of fuck everywhere you go [text] Scott woke me up by cracking a beer open in my face. Best friends are awesome. [text] we woke up to him feeding us cheetos at 3am. and by feeding i mean shoving them in our mouths and saying “i mean who doesn’t like cheetos” [text] quit making up holidays to get me to go drinking with you [text] I left a cheeto on everyone’s car trailing to the house i’m at, hanzel and gretel style. [text] Just got a event reminder on my phone to never party with you again. [text] nobody understood you. You kept speaking french and hiding shit in your boobs [text] When I came home you were using a glowstick to eat peanut butter from the jar. [text] kinda considering buying a life alert for sophomore year [text] My phone auto-corrects smirnoff to poisoned. I think it is trying to tell me something. [text] Anywhere you can eat green eggs and ham, you can have sex. [text] you were running down the aisles of wal mart singing ‘follow the yellowbrick road’. i’m pretty sure you thought the night shift workers were the munchkins & started crying when they wouldnt help u find the wizard. needless to say u were pretty stoned/wasted [text] It’s like the only way I know how to apologize is by giving a blow job. [text] did you by any chance leave me that 7 minute long voicemail of you running and constantly tripping into bushes? [text] The world would be so much better with thought bubbles. [text] I love taking my adderall while im in class! As soon as I take the pill out everyone around me just stares in envy! [text] You handed some guy a spoon you found, he yelled SPOON GAME, and then the two of you spent the next 20 minutes throwing spoons all over the kitchen. [text] I just told a dude I hooked up with last night he was the pick of the litter. [text] So I woke up today with someone’s door knob in my pocket. I hope everybody else got out of the house ok. [text] So we successfully lit our bathtub on fire. Thought you should know. [text] Because when I say ‘You shouldn’t drink anymore’, she hears, ‘I personally challenge you to chug 3 more mixed drinks’ [text] okay, this game isn’t funny anymore. tell us where all the forks are. [text] The lack of pants and amount of productivity in my life right now is amazing. [text] when i start to cry when i lose at mario kart is when you should put me to bed [text] so apparently the car got towed with me passed out in the back seat. [text] You closed the sidewalk off to pedestrians last night. With a glitter covered safety cone [text] never. drinking. again. [text] I’m gonna get drunk and through up on the first happy couple I see. [text] got some bad news about ur virginity. she didnt make it thru the night [text] I need a good reason NOT to eat this entire jar of nutella right now [text] i’m out of smokes so i just had an after sex popsicle. this might become an addiction. [text] Yeah I think we tried to use the shower curtain as a parachute because its tied to my backpack with some string. Dont know if anyone actually attempted it though.

[erinlinds]

[ofdearing]

( SHAWN MENDES LYRIC’S STARTERS ! )

‘ just have a drink and you’ll feel better ’

‘ it isn’t in my blood ’

‘ afraid to be alone again, i hate this ’

‘ and all you did was look my way and my heart started to race ’

‘ i get a little bit nervous around you ’

‘ and I’m not usually like this but I like what you’re doing to me ’

‘ be my summer in a winter day love ’

‘ you are bringing out a different kind of me ‘

‘ if i’m dreaming, baby, please don’t wake me up ’

‘ every night I’m with you I fall more in love ’ 

‘ she’ll take your name and number then she’ll hit erase and walk away ’

‘ and if i try to play it cool, it never goes right ’

‘ we want each other, no one will break first ’

‘ i don’t know why we act like it means nothing at all ’

‘ and every line, every word that i write you are the muse in the back of my mind ’

‘ they don’t mean nothing compared to you ’

‘ should’ve told you not to go ’

‘ you’re with somebody i can’t be ’

‘ i remember when i told you that you and i will go down in history together ’

‘ there’s nothin’ left to lose because i had you, babe ’

‘ it’s hard to believe you don’t remember me at all ’

‘ you ain’t the ruler of no country, who made you the queen? ’

‘ i don’t understand why everybody thinks you’re sweet ’

‘ i see the way you’re lookin’ through me right now to see if there’s somebody cooler around ’

‘ this soul of mine will never break ’

‘ i want you close to me ’

‘ i need to know if this is mutual ’

‘ but half of you’s not enough for me ’

‘ the way you act and take it back, do I mean anything? ’

‘ me and you, we were made to break ’

‘ you’re perfectly wrong for me and that’s why it’s so hard to leave ’

‘ when you’re up against my skin i never want to let you go ’

‘ i hope that you don’t think that what I’m saying sounds conceited ’

‘ what if my daddy’s right when he says that you’re the one ’

‘ i know your heart like the back of my hand ’

‘ i was thinking I could fly to your hotel tonight ’

‘ i was hoping I could get lost in your paradise ’

‘ i can’t seem to get you off my mind ’

‘ where were you in the morning, baby? ’

‘ how do you just walk away? ’

‘ and i hope you had a good reason ‘cause I know you had a good time ’

‘ can i kiss you or not? ’

‘ no matter what you say i won’t love you less ’

[adversregina]

victoria van der westhuizen? dom