child of the cosmos

and ruler of the skies aella k. lokidottir | twenty-two | first year | engineer | neutral part of the children of legends rp group

[aellalokidottir]

@kid-barton

                    SEVEN MONTHS. the note on her calendar seems to          mock her, reminding her of what she’s loѕт. seven months—            that’s how old her daughter ( her LILAH ) would have been if          ( if, if, if ) she’d been alive. seven months, if she’d ever gotten          the chance to be born. ‘ more women have LOST a child from          this world than haven’t, ’ her doctor had said, all those months          ago ( almost a year, now. aella has no idea how she’ll handle          the —anniversary. she won’t, most likely. ), ‘ you shouldn’t—          don’t blame yourself. ’ as if that had made it any easier not to.          if, if, if. if only she’d been smarter, eaten healthier, taken care          of herself more. then— right now she could be waiting for the          days to go by, excitedly, for her lilah’s 1st birthday, instead of          dreading the day of her miscarriage. if. she wants to cry, and          scream, and— she wants her daughter. but... she can’t even          talk to anyone about what happened, because there’s no one.          no one who knows. not even—

         “ oh. frankie. hey. ”          the FATHER.

[hollandfoster-deactivated201707]

“What? You’ve never seen me wear glasses before?

[aellalokidottir]

                                   “ I’VE BARELY seen you, period.               —the glasses are a cute look for you, though. ”

[marixgrayson]

“And then all of the kings horses and all of the kings men just couldn’t put humpty together again.” Mar’i said to the two children as she walked with them. 

[aellalokidottir]

                     GAZE LOCKED on the kids, aella freezes ( literally, as well, the     familiar crackle of jotunn magic summoned by her panic ) in place, shaken     it’s been years since she lost LILAH, she realizes, and by now it should be     easier. and yet— every time she sees a child aches like nothing she’s ever     felt before. “ i never got that song, ” she says quietly, “ seems kinda violent     to sing to kids. ”

[msprince-of-themyscira]

Yes I got detention so what?

[aellalokidottir]

                           “ SO NOTHING. i don’t really care if you got in trouble           i was just trying to find my sister. i thought she might have gotten           stuck here too. but— you should try to remember your meds, kid.           they suck, but better than detention, right? ”

[tylerwayne]

“Huh? Oh, no, I’m fine, I ate yesterday. I’ll be good until  I’m able to get this figured out.” He said as he continued to fiddle with the screwdriver and the small circuit board.

[aellalokidottir]

                           “ I COULD be wrong, but i’m pretty sure humans are supposed    to eat more than one time a day, ” aella says, exasperated, “ the circuit board    will survive for like ten minutes. but— have you checked the solder joints? ”

[waterxking]

“Oh. I didn’t think anybody would be here.” He said as he quickly covered himself up.

[aellalokidottir]

                               “ YEAH, HERE, definitely here, ” aella chokes out as                  she whirls around, eyes snapping shut, “ but not for any longer,                  i’m just gonna... ” her words trail off, and she gestures towards                  the door helplessly. “ i’m so sorry, sir. ” 

[wondcrdiana]

Diana was finishing settling in when she heard a knock on the door. “Yes, come in.” She called out.

[aellalokidottir]

                      WITH A sigh of relief, ( none of the other teachers will tell her          anything, and aella hadn’t known if diana would even be willing to talk          but she is, so maybe— hopefully, aella’ll get the truth ) aella cracks          open the door, stepping inside. “ ms. prince, ” she says, “ i was just          —the agents. they’re all GONE, some training exercise and fury and          waller won’t spill and... do you know anything?          if meg is— are they okay? ” meg. meg, meg, meg. aella’s nails dig          into her palms, fighting down the rising PANIC. fury— fury she trusts          to have meg’s best interests in mind. but ward...

[rose-wilscn-blog]

“Were you SERIOUSLY going to slip out without saying goodbye or even you know–good morning?” Rose teased, glancing at the person standing by the door.

[aellalokidottir]

                       OH, CRAP. aella turns back around with a sheepish smile,         still shrugging on her clothes. “ i just figured i’d avoid the awkward         morning after thing, ” she admits, “ —but if that’s your idea of fun...         you’re rose, right? ”

[kat-zor-el-deactivated20180108]

Kat looked around the place, unsure where to go. She waved to the first person she saw and walked up to them. “This is Vindex right?”

[aellalokidottir]

          “ OH, NOPE,” aella says, popping the ‘ p, ’ “ this is the other school for       hero’s kids. sky high. vindex is down b— ” she glances up with a grin, but       cuts herself off when she spots kat.      “ wait, you’re the new super, right?      you wouldn’t get that joke, never mind. yep, this is vindex. ”

[arrcwmindedsfnjsd]

❝Gettin too fuckin’ old for this❞ Clint huffed, dropping his bag back onto his bed. The past two months on mission had left the male exhausted and actually MISSING his job back at Vindex. Yeah. Even he couldn’t believe it. 

[aellalokidottir]

                                   “ WELL, HAVE you ever considered not leaving? ” aella         asks, leaning against the door frame. not that she cares what the avengers,         get up to. she doesn’t. really. except— maybe, once in a while, it’d be nice         to have them around. “ good timing, though. you got here the second all of         your kids left. great avoidance skills, you should teach me sometime. ”

[ofaliensandsarcasm]

Alyx walked into the school, her duffle bag slung over her shoulder. Her footsteps were quick, she didn’t want to bring much attention to herself. She was impulsive and rarely wanted to deal with the aftermath of her her actions.

        She also didn’t want to risk running into Aella and getting chewed out for both running         away and the new tattoo she was sporting on her wrist.

    “Oh, hey.” Alyx smiled awkwardly, stopping a few feet from the door.

[aellalokidottir]

                      “ OH, HEY. ” aella repeats, sarcastically. “ is that all you have to say?      just, ‘ hi, how are you? ’ like you didn’t just vanish for days? ” with narrowed eyes,     she looks alyx over, worried. as ᴀɴɢʀʏ as she is ( and she’s so, so furious, it’s a bit     hard to think ) the ʀᴇʟɪᴇғ overshadows it all. alyx is here, and she’s FINE, and the     fearpanicterror of the last week seems to melt away, tension easing away, slowly.     “ i don’t care— i mean, yes, i do care if you want to leave, alyx. but i’m not going     to try and stop you. just, tell me. so i don’t spend the whole time freaking out. ”

[aellalokidottir]

         @alyxlokidottir from arrested ask meme

“Aella,” Alyx said into her phone. “I promise I’m fine but I might have gotten into a barfight.” She paused. She really didn’t want Aella to yell at her or be disappointed so she spoke quickly, “I might have been arrested.”

                  A BAR fight. of course. well, a brawl isn’t nearly as bad aella had      assumed, when she’d gotten a call from inside a jail cell. it’s fine. mostly.      “ arrested? ” aella demands into the phone, exasperation and amusement      warring insider her. “ i guess that’s one way to get out of class. did you at      least win the fight? don’t get me wrong, i’m still gonna kill you, but— ”

[ineffabull]

her ribcage is filled with flowers but they are dead, dead, dead.

(morning after) monty iv (via ineffabull)

[aellalokidottir]

! Meg

                        SEND ME A “ ! ” FOR OUR MUSES MARRIED LIFE

who was the one to propose: it’s aella, definitely. she’d spend ages looking for the perfect ring, totally obsessing over it. meg— well, meg probably fakes a call and books it, but for the sake of the meme, she says yes. ella almost faints in surprise.who stressed more over wedding planning: aella, again. also uncle thor, oddly enough. he gets very emotional when elle ask him to walk her down the aisle.who decorated the house: meg picks out most of the furniture and colors and all that, but elle picks decorations, mostly asgardian trinkets. some homemade thing her mom made, knitted or sewn,who is more organized: meg! shield child, way organized. on the other hand, aella has to be bribed to actually do any cleaning.who initiates bedroom fun: both of them, but it’s meg more often.who suggested kids first: aw, man. neither, really. elle is kinda terrified of having another kid. they might end up with a baby frost giant, though.who’s more dominant: that would be meg!who’s the cuddler: both of them? meg is super tactile, and ella can be if she trusts someone.what’s their favorite non-sexual activity: anything with music! karaoke, concerts, record shopping, dancing, all of it.who kills the spiders: aella!who falls asleep first: also elle.who is louder: ella is kinda quiet sometimes, doesn’t really speak up. so, meg!who is more experimental: …meg? yeah, definitely her.do they fuck or make love: it depends, but usually they fuck.who’s more likely to be caught masturbating: meg!who comes first: usually aella.who is better at oral and who prefers it: i think meg would be better at it, and elle would prefer receiving it. works out pretty well.who is more sensitive: kinda equal. meg is pretty empathetic, but elle gets hurt more easily.who has the most patience: actually, both of them are pretty patient.

                                                                     @furiouslegacy

[call-me-bekki]

Unrequited love is like screaming compliments at the brightest star and never having the sound echo back; my throat is sore with want and my ears are strained from the silence.

anne, and all the reasons I’m not good enough make up the sky between us. (via anneisrestless)

[aellalokidottir]

     “ yeah, i actually did notice my kid turning blue. she’s totally fine. part jotunn. it happens once in a while. ”

[ofaphrcditearchive]

“I don’t really sleep.” Lux replied, eyeing the other girl closely as she stepped forward. It was pretty obvious the girl was crying, or had at least just finished, but she clearly didn’t want anyone to know either. The mutant folded her arms and shrugged, “Thought hot chocolate might help knock me out for a bit.” She gestured ahead of her. “You want one? Might as well, since you’re up.” And clearly not sleeping anytime soon - she added in her head. 

[aellalokidottir]

             “ oh, that’s— not good, but i was worried i woke you up, ” aella says quietly, glancing down at the floor. small talk, hardly her specialty, but if she distracts the other girl, maybe she won’t ask. she knows it’s not healthy, keeping what happened with lilah hidden, letting it build up inside of her. but if she thinks about it too much, if she has to face the truth? aella doesn’t know if she could handle it. “ yeah, um, that sounds good, thanks. if i ever turn down chocolate, you can assume i’m a skrull. ”