lingering feelings ➝ austin porter.
being in an on and off again relationship with austin porter would include.
weeks of constantly texting each other, and other weeks of no communication at all.
austin always expressing his love for you.
“you’re my one and only. forever.”
small arguments over if you two are dating or not.
having to sneak around the other boys.
leaving the prettymuch house before the sun comes up.
never blocking each others numbers.
the two of you were so immensely in love and infatuated with each other that you both refused to acknowledge any differences or difficulties that arose.
you would push back any problems until one day they all bubbled up and unleashed, resulting in a decision of taking a break in your relationship.
neither of you deleted posts about each other after the sudden break up.
regular posts of love quotes and lyrics on twitter.
austin spent a night in over his head of writing a song about you and crumbled, deciding to show up and your front door late at night.
no words were exchanged, instead you fell into his arms and let his embrace warm you.
he caressed your cheek with his thumb and pressed his lips against yours.
“are we… together again?” he would whisper.
spending nights together, both romantic and simply friend based.
when on another break in the relationship you would often run into each other on the street and see each other with other partners, whether just a friend or a date.
you and austin would exchange fake smiles and a nod of the head before ignoring each other again.
later that night, you would receive a text from austin saying that he needs your touch.
there will be an odd week of coffee dates, holding hands around town and cute kisses and polaroid pictures.
when another break in the relationship would occur, all the pictures of you two together would be taken down from your wall.
pre-break up sex. a concept the two of you created as a way of being able to cope with not having each others touch in the time span of no longer being in a proper relationship.
he constantly held a high level of respect for you, no matter what the status of your relationship was.
open talks whilst watching the stars together, in the bathtub or during take away food dates.
matching promise rings that you both keep on a necklace so it can be easily hidden or shown, dependant on where the both of you are at.
loving every moment of each others company.
resting your head on his lap and looking up at him admiringly.
“you’re still the prettiest person i know.” he smiles down at you goofily.
“and you’re still the cheesiest.”
despite your relationship being immensely confusing and on and off, the love you two have for each other out weighs all the negative you rarely, yet unfortunately endure as well.
authors note ➝ i’ve never had a request like this so it was kind of tricky, but i hope you liked it !
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