Shame is pride's cloak

Big thing's have small beginnings David, 30 year old Irish, advertising executive. Aspiring Historian and graphic designer. Generally Average. Obsessed with coffee, history, work and motorbikes. Like's dog's, cocktails and books. [OOC: Independent original character RP. Could be NSFW. Tag me as: aeternus8]

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“You’ve compared me to a tiny racing dog,” Jarvis rolls his eyes in exasperation. All teasing was shoved aside because there was only one thing to concentrate on in this moment and that was finally being able to touch David and explore what they could have together that he’s been daydreaming about since this morning. Thinking at all was challenging to the extremes with the way David’s hands roamed his body and held him up as he leaned back. The feel of his man’s lips pressing wherever they could fall which only made him moan wantonly all the more. It’s not that Jarvis didn’t want to go out for dinner and drinks it’s just that he needed David in a way that surprised him and was driving him half mad. “Yes,” he breathes out with some confidence. “I’m sorry,” he didn’t want to ruin David’s plans. “I just ….I need you.” He hopes the other understands because it is so difficult for him to speak about how he feels partially from his bashful nature and partly because he hasn’t ever experienced anything like this before. “Please?” Jarvis finds himself begging as he exposes his neck further hoping to encourage more kisses that make him feel like his skin is warming from his neck all the way down to his toes. “Anything? Anything you want just….” He grips David’s shoulders while grinding his rear down against his partners groin gasping out a breath. “Please Babe? Please?”

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David tries to look as innocent as possible the compare wasn't meant to make the other annoyed or anything along those lines, he didn't mean it to offend either, however all teasing and talk is dropped in favor of both me finally getting to give into their desire's for one another, David's hands pressed against his young boyfriends back, his lips falling anywhere they can possibly fall. Finally after all of this morning and afternoon so to speak, they are able to give into what they both want, get to explore one another's bodies like they are, get to know what please's the other and what doesn't. They could go out for drinks another time, or later it was just an idea, hearing Jarvis moan the way he is, is driving David mad too, he wants to be closer to the other male, he wants them both to be able to give into their desire. Shaking his head with a small laugh, the young male has nothing to be sorry, he would easily please his boyfriend in fact he's more then up for it. "Sssshhh no need to be sorry" his lips twitch with a smile "I need you too", he know's exactly how Jarvis is feeling though he has a feeling the young man doesn't quite understand it currently, that's fine, hopefully he can make him relax and feel better about things. "Sssshhhh" he breaths against the other's neck, as he finds himself sucking on Jarvis's neck in an attempt to form a love bite there.

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“Feel free to let it all sink in and go to your head,” Jarvis finds himself laughing. David was a handsome man and should smug about it in his opinion. He hasn’t a clue about how David has been feeling as they haven’t really talked beyond learning about one another and this trip would have them grow closer. Normally Jarvis would plan something three steps ahead but not this time. He wanted to live in the moment and be happy. “Oh, you didn’t have to help I just feel awful that I zipped right into unpacking without checking to see what you wanted to do. I am glad you enjoyed watching me though,” he blushes though not in that overly shy why that he had when they had first started testing the waters between them. With David’s hands pressed up against his back directly Jarvis can’t help but want to get closer and takes to subconsciously rubbing his rear against his boyfriend’s lap. “It is a lovely idea…” but there was a /but/ there and it becomes obvious when the Irishman tells him that he is loved and they give in to the need to unleash some of the sexual tension that has been building between them. There is more to that than just the physical though it’s dwarfed by the need to rob each other of breath and have hands find purchase upon warm skin. Jarvis moans into the kiss unabashedly as he grips the nape of David’s neck and is torn between leaning back into his boyfriends wandering hands and actively rocking his rear and decides that he can do both and how glorious it felt to give in to those desires.

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The older man can't help but grin like a Cheshire cat, the things with David was he know's he's good looking, he know's he could have anybody he wants--or close enough, but that doesn't matter anymore he has Jarvis, he has the one he wanted and still wants and that's all that matter's to him. Now all he had to do was make Jarvis realize that he's handsome too, that he could have anybody he wanted and yet he so clearly has David eating out of his hand, it's no secret this man would do anything for the younger male sat in his lap. With a laugh tickling the back of his throat "I don't mind that you did, I rather enjoyed watching you unpacking it was interesting to see how quick you could move, your like a little whippet dog. I mean that as a compliment by the way" he smile's when he notice's the blush, however it doesn't appear as dark as it usually is meaning Jarvis must be growing in confidence around him? and that's exactly what he wants. Hand's support his partner's back, his eyebrow's furrowing as soon as he feels the other's rear rubbing against his groin, why does he get the distinct impression they may not be going out together or maybe later. Murmuring his approval as he feels the other leaning into his hands, the rear rubbing against his groin, he pulls Jarvis closer to him so he can lay kisses against the younger male's neck "Change of plans baby?".

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The art students permit to be in the States is fine given that he is enrolled at the school and has time to spare before he must go through the renewal process but it was a thought he had begun to consider for if he was not approved the law would make him return to England which would devastate him. “I know; it’s incredibly challenging to sit there looking handsome while watching your boyfriend unpack everything and see to the puppy. You are on vacation which means you have a right to be lazy and on top that I like knowing you were watching me.” He only slightly flushes for mentioning that before coming to straddle David’s lap more than willingly. “Mmm, you have magic hands babe. Eugh you have no idea,” Jarvis breathes out heavily through his nose as he arches forward giving David more to work with and so that they are much closer than a moment ago. “Are you hungry? Or is it that you need to get the blood flowing back to your feet again? We could do handsome…”  He would rather not move but the idea of having a nice dinner out is a good one. They didn’t have much to eat on the plane and he knows that his boyfriend had been cramped into a tight spot for too long. His resistance is obvious because how was he supposed to want to go out into the city when he was seated in his mans lap and wants nothing more than to fall further onto the bed? The fingers playing in David’s short hair grasp urging his Irishman to tip his head back. “I love you David,” he needed to tell the man before pressing a kiss lingering there for another making encouraging sounds hoping David will kiss him breathless because he needs that far more than he needs dinner right now.

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David had managed to live in the US all of these year's without a problem so maybe Jarvis would be the same, sure he had been there since he was a kid but Jarvis was young too, and hadn't been in trouble, had a steady job, so all was well, if however the other ended up getting deported for whatever reason, David wouldn't stay in the US he would come to the UK with Jarvis. "Well it pays to look this good baby" he teases "and you were doing so well on your own so I thought I would leave you to the unpacking and seeing to the pup, I didn't want too disturb you. So are you babe, I should have helped you I apologize for not, however I was very much watching you" a smile twitches on his lips as he notice's the flush on the other's cheeks, before he finds the younger male straddling his lap, just as he hoped he might do. "Do I now?" he runs his hands down the other's back to pull up his t-shirt, running his hand's up under Jarvis's t-shirt, up his lower back, a small moan leaving his lips as Jarvis leans into him. "Not overly but I thought you would like it as part of your birthday rather then be cooped up in the hotel room for the rest of the night, my legs are fine don't worry" he chuckles softly pressing his lips against the other's jawline. Feeling those finger's in his hair, he tilts his head back, his blue gaze meeting the other's a small twitch of a smile "I love you too Jarvis" as their lips meet he finds himself pressing his hands firmly against the other's back, his hands wondering up to Jarvis's shoulder blades, himself instantly deepening the kiss for its clear they both need and want it right now.

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So far things have been going well. David was fine on the flight over and there wasn’t much turbulence to speak of though the poor man’s long legs probably went numb at times from being cramped up. Customs and the cab ride were surprisingly fine as was the check in at the hotel main desk. So Jarvis had gone a little crazy with the unpacking, and seeing to Ash who was still very sleepy either from the tablets or being a growing pup but probably along the lines of both. So there they were in their hotel room in London without much of a plan for the rest of the day. He hadn’t thought about ever coming back here as there wasn’t a reason for it other than his permit to be in the States ran out. That could easily be extended or dealt with if he was employed full time among other ways. “I got a little in the zone but at least it’s done and we can easily find what we need rather than having to search for it in the bags." His blush holds as he watches David scoot back on the bed. Was he tired? Were they staying in? Jarvis wasn’t entirely sure but he was lured by the brilliant blue eyes gazing up at him that invited him to come closer. The birthday boy came to kneel on the bed with his knees on either side of David’s thighs and settled into his boyfriends lap wrapping his arms about the man’s neck. “Is this what you were hoping for?" He smiled running the tips of his fingers through David’s hair. 

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Even for the Irish man hadn't expected to be back in the UK after everything, but he did enjoy being here when he was, he missed the UK and Ireland, he had spent most of his life in the US of course but he had also spent allot of the time in the UK as well at university, if he knew however that Jarvis permit was running out or had ran out he would have gotten to fixing that for the younger male, of course they would work it out when they ended up going back to to the US if of course that's what they both decided to do. The puppy is quiet, tried from the travelling no doubt or the tablets, he was certain he hadn't given to much so he know's the pup will be fine when he has slept a little shaken off the tablets and the plane journey. "Yes it's ok baby, I don't mind, you got it all done and put away that's all the matters, and I got to watch you and not touch a thing". David intended for them both to go out for the evening, a meal out and then maybe some drinks, to return back and fall into bed, however he can't hide the smile that presses across his face as the younger male comes to sit in his lap, his arm's wrapping around Jarvis, his hands running up the other's back "This is what I was hoping for, this is worth you belong" he leans in to press his lips against Jarvis's jawline. "Shall we get changed and go out this evening? for food and drinks?".

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Now that Jarvis was aware of the fact that David was afraid of flying he hopes that his presence is at least helping in some way as it seems to be. If he can distract David from the flight then all would be well and it’s not as if he has to go out of his way to do anything at all for they had been talking and sharing shows of affection this entire day already and there’s no need for them to stop. Within limits of course. Once David has seated himself again, “I understand and if there’s anyway I can help you let me? Being with you is enough for me but traveling around the world with you? It means everything to me as well. I am looking forward to experiencing so many things with you, not just the traveling, and I’m glad that all of this stems from loving each other." They enjoyed the flight between Jarvis’ drawing, and resting together when they weren’t talking. 

In the airport they managed to negotiate customs, rescue their puppy, and gather up their bags so that they could hail a taxi. “I think that’s a good plan of action. Find somewhere to settle in. Maybe the driver will know of a place?" He was nervous though trying his best not to let on to that as they got into the cab and rested tucked up against one another while the driver told them that he’d get them to a hotel. It didn’t take long for them to be dropped off at a decent hotel and to get checked in. Now that they were in London with a room squared away Jarvis had a second wind. He quickly began to put things away almost as if in a blur then went straight to pulling out an setting up the pop up crate and getting Ash settled inside with blanket, toy and bowls. The poor pup was a little zombiefied which was fine because he desperately wanted time with David. His emotions had been all over the place since he woke up on his birthday and that was on top of being head over heels in love. He knew what he wanted tonight and his stomach was full of over active butterflies. He put his back to the crate then realized that he’d unpacked in a blur and blushed. “Well ahem," he tries not to be embarrassed about this. “I’m all yours now." Jarvis holds up his hands towards David. “I didn’t mean to do all of that and leave you standing there."

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Now at the airport they manage to get though customs and manage to get the puppy without anything going wrong, it wasn't like they had anything to worry about in the first place but the customs had a bad way of making you feel guilty over nothing. "Yes we could ask the taxi driver, rather then that they know everything about London, or close enough as long as they know of a decent hotel then all will be well" there was the Ritz the best hotel in London but he doubted they would let them in with the puppy. Hailing a cab both men and the pup climb inside, he doesn't want Jarvis nervous, and so he tries to reassure the younger male as best as he can, his arm wrapping around Jarvis holding against him as they tuck up against one another in the cab, asking the driver if he knew of anywhere they could go to which would allow them to take the pup in. Once the driver of the cab has been paid and they head inside the hotel, David check's them in, glad the hotel is pet friendly, which means the pup would be allowed in their room. Once taken to their room, he feels more awake now, after all the resting with one another, the room is decent enough, and will do till they can find somewhere to go camping and the latter though that would have to wait till they left London, maybe they could explore here for now? go see a musical or two as well!. Watching Jarvis being to unpack, David leaves him too it, as he settles down on the edge of the bed, his head tilted to one side. "It's alright baby, I enjoyed watching you do what you were doing" he gesture's for Jarvis to come to him, as he scoots back onto the bed a little more, maybe he can encourage Jarvis to climb into his lap.

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Once David had returned to being seated Jarvis peered over at him and sat the drink down. If he’d noticed the state his boyfriend was in he didn’t mention it at all. There was something else on his mind that had him reaching over to gently rub David’s thigh about midway up. “Everyone has something that unsettles them. There’s nothing wrong with being afraid to travel on your own. And where would be the fun in that?" Jarvis hopes that he is being helpful in some small way. “On the upside? Waiting means that you get to experience the world with me and I’m pretty happy about that David." He tips his head over to rub his cheek against his mans shoulder. “I can be your muse too handsome."

As Jarvis works on the drawing he comments about how the firm is going to lose him one day because of his ambitions but also more than that he’s going to try his damnest to lure David away as well. He has his reasons and he believes that they could be happy doing what they love rather than what must be done to appease a boss. As he finishes the drawing their eyes meet and Jarvis melts hearing the softly spoken words that have come to mean so much to him. “David, I love you babe."  He tucks the sketchbook into the pocket of the seat back in front of him and shares another kiss with his Irishman.

For the remainder of the flight they talk softly and Jarvis is often seeking to touch David in some small way. His favorite thing to do is apparently watch how his fingers move between the other man’s or against the back of the hand. That David watches too pleases him. When they rest it is leaned up against each other without need for those annoying tiny pillows. Soon enough it’s time to get off the plane and thank the gods above for that. Their legs need stretching and once they pick up their puppy they can finally find a place to stay for the night and give in to the urge to be closer to one another that they have been fighting since long before boarding the plane. Jarvis holds David’s hand as they make their way to customs and once cleared through he holds his hand out for his boyfriend to take again. Getting a luggage cart come next and once everything is piled up and Jarvis has the sleepy puppy in his arms he walks beside David. “Are we hailing a taxi babe? First stop hotel methinks.I think all of us are a bit knackered." Not completely but enough of a thing to say instead of what Jarvis’ gaze is telling David. They could be sleepy but there was no way in hell he wasn’t getting in some quality snogging and thensome.

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Once seated back down he hope's Jarvis nor anyone had noticed, he would be rather embarrassed if they had, however his mind, his body, his feelings are beginning to settle as he sits back down beside Jarvis, his eye's drifting towards his young boyfriend as he feels the hand against his thigh, running up and down he tilts his head as he watches the had for a little while enjoying how it feels. "I'm afraid of flying Jarvis, I was afraid of travelling around all the place's I wanted to see on my own too, but now, now I can, we can both see the place's we want to see and together, that means everything. At least to me". A smile comes to his lips, he's tempted to reach out and take a hold of the other's hand but he doesn't he didn't want to disturb the other for now. "Exactly, to travel with my new boyfriend" he chuckles as he feels the other rubbing his cheek against his shoulder "Yes? I will settle for that".

David doesn't doubt that the other will have a brilliant future, Jarvis had so much skill, he could see that himself, the way he can draw, the detail's he added in, he hadn't been expecting such work, he knew he would be good but this good?. If Jarvis did make his own firm of course David would come and work for him, there is no way he would stay with his current boss, he himself, just hadn't found anywhere he would like to go. His crystal blue eye's are soft as they meet one another's gaze, a smile on his own lips "I know you do baby, and you know I do you too. Think I have from the start, just took me some time to figure it out" he waits for the other to put away his sketchbook before he leans over seeking to press his lips against Jarvis's.

They sit talking to each other for most of the flight, as Jarvis's fingers move against his, he moves his back against the other's seeking that little bit of affection too, enjoying the feeling and of course actually watching as well as much as his boyfriend appear's too. Soon they rest for the rest of the flight, leaning up against one another eye's closed, hand's still holding, until the flight is coming into land. Getting off the plane is like heaven, legs can be stretched, bag's are found and then they take to getting the puppy after his check's have been made on him. Now all they had to do was find a place to stay and a place that would accept dog's too, hopefully that shouldn't be to hard, buying a local paper should sort that out. Once though custom's he instantly take's a hold of Jarvis's hand, entwining their finger's together. Getting the pup out of the create and giving it back to the airport, David nod's as soon as Jarvis has a hold of him. "Yes we can do that, get into the city and then buy a local paper so we can try and find a hotel, how does that sound baby? tried huh?" he add's playfully, knowing exactly what his man is thinking, however he had other plans, no to go out for a meal and some drinks if Jarvis is up for it, then maybe, just maybe his boyfriend would like to make love this evening, if not he understood.

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Begin to Hope || David and Sheridan

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"Question is sir, can I get you a drink?" Sherry asked, grinning as she took out the coffee and tea from the insulated lunchbox she brought with her, setting it on the table. When it came to everything, most especially work and business, Sherry was straightforward, and she knew how men like him in his position are very busy, and she did want to waste any of his time.

"Thank you for the offer David, but I do not want to waste a minute of the time allotted to us. I am here so that my family’s business could expand to the West Coast, and I was recommended by a good friend of mine to come here to your firm because the quality of service that you produce is of absolute quality."

She pushed the two cups, one labelled ‘coffee’, and the other, ‘tea - black’. “The coffee and tea we buy is of the finest quality, at an affordable price, as well as it supporting free trade farmers in Colombia and in Sri Lanka."

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A perfect eyebrow arches he hadn't expected her to bring something with her, especially not her own lunchbox with tea and coffee included, this was new usually it was the other way around, him getting tea or coffee for the clients, he didn't mind after all it give him a break. "You brought tea and coffee with you? That's a new one on me" he tilts his head a little with a smile on his lips, obviously she wanted  "But if your offering I would gladly take some coffee from you".

"It's fine but we are here to offer whatever the client wants, and if you would rather we, simply get on with things then that's fine with me. I have been told little about your project so you will need to fill me a little more" he nods a little, blue eye's fixed on the female before him as he gesture's towards the seat again before he settles down himself "Tell me as much as you can I would love to know as much as possible".

His eye's drift to the tea and coffee that is on offer, never before had anybody actually brought something for him to try this would be a new experience, he gesture's toward one and then another "Your going to allow to to taste these?. I like the idea of you using fair trade products, however some people maybe worried because it's fair trade the prices might be higher, and the latter, how would you deal with that?". 

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“I have and the rest I can’t say because you know,” He swirls his finger about meaning that he can’t talk of specifics in mixed company. Other than the snowy scene and them on the train the majority of his vision is them making love for it always seemed romantic in the movies. To wake up and peer out of the fogged glass on a natural winters paradise is the image that strikes him and won’t leave him alone for he knows David would wake and hold him as they looked at it together. It was a perfect moment in his mind and he just couldn’t help but get hung up on it. “Course you are my muse,” Jarvis rolls his eyes in playful exaggeration. “How ever could you not be? You are constantly in my thoughts and inspire me to take risks. My muse.” He grins leaning into David. When asked to send the pictures he nods, “I will when we get signal back. I figured it out the other day and am too happy to show off my new skill.” He smiles up at David for the kind words and knowing that his boyfriend watches him as he sleeps some times. “Here,” he begins. “Let me hold your drink so you can stand up and pull out my sketch book. I will draw for you while you finish this before it grows cold.” Before they shift about Jarvis arches his head back bringing their lips together again for a soft kiss then takes hold of David’s lemon water. They should manage to get everything squared away and Jarvis takes to sketching what looks like a train cabin with its windows fogging about the edges and the scene beyond them is of a snow covered mountain with enormous trees weighted down by white. Snow is falling down but going unnoticed because at the bottom of the canvas there is a picture of a pillow twisted sideways with a pair of hands pressed into it. Fingers twined together. Jarvis glances over at David and tilts the sketchbook for him to see.

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With a laugh his eye's have a hint of a sparkle within them "Company, too much company for us both now I believe" how he would love to be inside this other's head right now, see what his mind was ticking over, know his thoughts and feelings, but he understand why the young Jarvis was so effected, he himself felt exactly the same, damn them to be on his plane right now. But maybe, just maybe they could have a moment together when they find somewhere to stay. He may need to rest a while but he would be taking Jarvis out in the evening for a meal and drinks, if of course he was up for it. The idea of them watching a snowy winter wondrland go by as they lay together in a warm cabin yes he liked the idea of that, getting to hold and comfort Jarvis at the same time, the whole idea fitted. "Does that make you my muse too? since you are never far from my thoughts too. You know without you I wouldn't be going on this trip. I have always wanted too, and I know I come across as confident and I am in some respect's but the idea of travelling the world on my own terrified me". Leaning back into his young Boyfriend he rubs his lips against Jarvis's forehead, "Thank you for that". With a nod he's about to move before he feels Jarvis's lips against his, pressing back in a tender kiss, he finally stands reaching up to get the bag that contain's his man's sketch pad, hoping, praying, it doesn't show how turned on he was, even if it's sort of slowly dying away. Once settled back down he take's to drinking down the lemon water as he watches the other sketch, he truly was talented. "Your really talented Jarvis, I think our firm would be sad to see you go. But this, if this is what you see, then I will make it happen" he glance's up at him his eye's meeting the other's, he sets down the now empty glass a hand coming up to toy with the man's hair "I love you Jarvis" his cheeks flushing his voice still weak when he says those few words that mean so much.

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Sherry was glad to have a day off, but it didn’t mean that her work was over—truth was, it was far from it, and she didn’t mind the least. She loved helping her parent’s business, and soon they wanted to expand to New York and maybe even LA, where her brother Alex could manage it as well.

It was then that they decided that in order to expand, they needed to advertise and get the cafe known so that more people would come in and bring in more profit.

Sherry then said she would take care of that, and she found an advertisement firm that could take on their offer. She sat with samples of her mothers baking, and a cup of coffee and tea just in case the executive preferred one over the other.

"Ms. Grant? He will see you know." A secretary said, and Sherry stood up, fixing her black dress with one hand, making sure that it wasn’t creased, and she walked into the office, smiling at the man behind the table.

"Good day, and thank you so much for making time to see me. I’m Sheridan Grant," she said, holding her free hand out.

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In a week or so David would be off travelling the world, his mind if he was honest with himself hadn't been completely on his work, more his daughter and sorting the new issue of him having a boyfriend, of course at her age she's less then impressed that now her mother is dating and her father. But she was a teenager, awkward teenager at that, he had been not much older then she when her mother had gotten pregnant. With a heavy sigh he know's he's got another appointment booked. If he could get over this, and get squared away everything he needed too, he know's he would have to work while he's away.

His young apprentice a new partner share's his office with him, but for the sake of the client he has sent Jarvis on some errands for him, for he knew some of them only liked sharing with those they had an appointment with, that was fine with him, it just meant he had to find as many jobs as possible that would keep Jarvis entertained and out of trouble with their boss--who at present is less then impressed about their relationship, even if he himself has slept with half his staff. Phoning though to his secretary to send the client though, he stand's as soon as the woman enter's a smile twitching at the corner's of his lips a hand out stretching to her, taking her's into a firm shake, his blue eye's bright. "Good Afternoon Ms. Grant, as they should have told you, I'm David Eight, and I shall be the one to help you as much as I can. You shall be given my contact details when you leave" he pauses gesturing towards a seat for her to take "Feel free to call me David, no formalities here. Can I get you a drink before we start?".

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As Jarvis listens he can imagine what it might be like to board a train that cugs along through incredible scenery the likes of which you can’t find anywhere else in the world and somewhere in all of that the train passes through a mountain still blanketed by snow despite it being the summer. He had initially thought that some of the neighboring counties that were to the South East of the UK would be a good bet to experience some winter even as August began but if they could get a taste of it in Wales? He was all for that! “It sounds lovely, David. This might keep my mind busy for awhile. Hell, I could probably sketch what I’m imagining later if I can’t rest.” Of course he’s not about to draw anything scandalous that would happen in the cabin but there certainly were thoughts about how they would make love and that alone has his ears tinged red and his heart hammering away. To be so attracted to David made him blissfully happy, frustrated at times because of himself, and at others he wants to laugh because he could honestly climb the man like he were a tree at times and never let go. He gets some of what he longs for in that they are able to at least kiss one another which he had hoped would quiet his heart but instead it only beats stronger. He was doomed. Happily so in fact. “Only the once? Pfft. You are my muse. There will be many drawings of you that I will obviously keep only for us. They can’t beat this though,” he reaches into his pocket to pull out his mobile. A giggle erupting at the wallpaper then he shows off the picture of them sitting side by side grinning and scrolls over to another where he’d snapped a picture of David looking off over the water then another where J’s obviously mugging for David who took the picture and lastly an image that was taken from above as if Jarvis held the phone over the bed catching David asleep and him smiling sleepily with all the love in his heart pouring out towards his unaware boyfriend. It’s just a simple shot that has very little of them that’s basically from the shoulders up. Jarvis is grinning down at the image, “I meant to send this one to your mobile and forgot.” He sighs softly, “I love watching you sleep. So very handsome and untroubled. I can only hope I look the same way rather than my hair all askew and heaven forbid I drool.”

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Possibly finding a area like this would be better in a different country he's not sure where but he would come up with something as soon as he can, if Jarvis didn't want to go on the train journey in Wales and would rather in another country that was fine with him, he's certain between the two of them they could find a common ground and head there. His mind already wondering to where they could finish this year's journey even if it's a long way off, maybe they could finish in France, Paris, is it to soon to even be considering asking this young man to marry him?. His eye's remain fixed on the other man as he listen's to Jarvis talk, "Tell me what you want? show me what exactly you were thinking and I can try and make it happen, maybe another country instead?. I look forward to seeing your sketch if you do such". Of course what he expected Jarvis to draw was the scene he was imagining not the thought of them making love even if it's in both their mind's eye's right now. He is just as attracted to Jarvis as Jarvis is to him, he adore's the young man and would do anything for him, they are able to share a few kisses which is at least something for the two of them, a way of being able to curb some of that desire that is growing between the two of them. With a raise of his eyebrows his muse? "I'm your muse?. I will let you draw me as many times as you like if it make's you happy, you know that" his head tilts wondering why he has pulled out his mobile. These picture's he remember's taking with the other, apart from the last of course he hadn't even felt Jarvis moving around to take the picture of him sleeping, though its no secret when he does sleep, he sleeps like a log. "Send that and the one of us together to me?" he wants to set one of them as his own mobiles background, he would need to get another for his laptop too. "You look so peaceful when you sleep, no worries, just comfortable and happy, love seeing you like that baby".

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Everything continued to be perfect including the fact that it’s getting easier for David to tell him those three words that mean so much. It’s not just because you should tell the one you love that you love them it’s also because he’s never really had anyone tell it to him in this way. There’s the love of a teacher, a friend and of course a relative but nothing compared to hearing those simple (yet not so simple) words from the one you are in love with and knowing that they in turn feel exactly the same way. It’s very new to him and he doubts he will ever grow tired or take for granted knowing that David loves him. He’s probably looking like a love stoned fool about now but he couldn’t care less about that. Why hide it? He feels incredible and has every right to bask in it even if he’s stuck on a plane and can’t do much about it other than snuggle up to his very handsome boyfriend. Boyfriend. Even thinking of that makes his heart flutter.

“I would love to see old fashioned trains. I haven’t really seen anything like that up close and the only train I have been on is the Underground and that was rarely. I meant that we could go to some landlocked country and board a train together that had a cabin you know?  A private cabin where we could make love and then peer out the window and there’s a snowy paradise. Maybe the wrong time of year for that but I couldn’t help but think of it.” He’s flushed but not embarrassed enough to stop talking about his ideas even if there were people nearby that could probably hear their entire conversation. Jarvis nervously laughs realizing that he hadn’t answered David at all because his mind was still back on the sharing of kisses that had just happened. He’d become utterly incapable of thought and this was barely twenty or so minutes into a long flight! However was he going to manage the constant ebb and flow of his desire to get coupley with his boyfriend?  “I would like that very much. I have brought along an empty sketchbook and a small case of supplies. I thought I could  mess about with it from time to time rather than take pictures of wherever we are.” He nudges in again to press his lips gently to David’s before playfully tugging on the man’s lower lip between his. He doesn’t release it at first but slowly lets go. “I make no promises that I won’t draw you . I could make a series out of that alone. And here is David standing on a cliff overlooking the area below or here he is disgruntled at a falls and oh my favorite sleeping handsome man in a sleeping bag.”

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David wants to be able to tell Jarvis he loves him more that he wishes to be with the other for as long as possible he just needs to gain some more confidence about it one day it will seem so easy but for now not so much. "Then we will find something in Wales they have allot of old stream train's as well as one's with the private cabins, in fact you can take a old slow stream train to the other end of the country and take a private cabin for the night if you travel by night of course. Believe it or not at some of the highest point's in Wales were some steam trains go there still will be snow even now. I like your idea of making love with one another and then there before us is a snowy mountain top." Let them hear, it just show's they are nosy and need to mind their own business  they were talking among themselves as two people utterly in love, it's not like they were talking loud so everybody knew, in fact to David they are talking rather quietly, voices softer then usual. Hearing the nervous laugh make's his lips twitch with a smile, he doesn't mind that the other seem's to be else where he understand's how the young man is feeling, however he hopes Jarvis will feel less embarrassed about things around him as their relationship develops it's fairly new so they are still learning. Jarvis is not the only one who wishes to get couply but they can't right now, even if they are both effected more then they should be. "Yes? Sounds good to me, I would love to see you draw and the idea of you drawing what we have seen rather then a photograph, even better." His lips meet the other's softly his eyebrow's lifting as he feels his bottom lip being tugged a small moan leaving his lips, how would they both get though this flight?. His cheeks flush at the idea of him being drawn "Oh I don't know about you drawing me, but I wouldn't stop you if you wanted to once" he hasn't even noticed his ear's or the fact they are flying since he's so distracted by Jarvis as he nudge's his nose against the younger males.