Litost

🎼Obsessed with finding someone to love you because you can't love yourself. 🎶 Litost : state of torment created by the sudden sight of one’s own misery

[mercury]

[afflicted-thoughts]

“Why do good times always come to and end?”

“If they lasted forever, we would never know what good times are. Look at it this way - if you knew you would always have something good, you’d never appreciate it as much as when you know it’ll be taken away from you.”

[reynabiddy]

A Message to Women:

you deserve better than to be called “pretty” you deserve better than to get upset and go online to act petty. you deserve better than to be on “hold”. you deserve better than to hold onto someone who’s already let go. you deserve better than to be held in convenience.

you deserve better than to keep your relationship “lowkey” because.. “someone might see” and someone “might ask questions” and someone might wonder why someone like you would rather hang around a boy who wont commit when someone like them is ready to love you. is ready to learn you.

ready to show you - who you are. paint you a picture of you through his eyes and convince you that you are indeed art.

show you the way he’s mesmerized the way your broken heart still beats the way it flutters when whole eyes and yours meet the way it silences to express its beat. show you how much he realizes you need healing from this hurting. i know you. i know something about what you’ve been through. i know some days feel like heavy weights and hearts with protection that you’ve failed to break through and i know what it’s like to put heart break on hold for the love of your life who forgot relationships take two. i know he forgot to say “i love you, too” i know he forgot to stay faithful. i know you forgot about the time you promised yourself you’d do better but every time you try to leave something keeps pulling you back - telling you this is the best you’ll ever have in life. so you stay the night. - - - every night he misses you after remembering your head and how good it works. and how good it feels to know no matter how bad it gets - you’ll always come back. I know you. and he does too. we know the way your stomach drops at the thought of him loving someone better. so he knows you wont search for better and I know you deserve better. I know you deserve better than to have your spirit bruised. I know you deserve someone who empowers you. I know just how beautiful you could be if only you could see your own value. I know you. you’re a collection of paradox’s you’re a compilation of food for thought you’re a woman - before all things. you’re more a lover than a fighter - after all it seems.. you’re special. and I know you know you deserve better than to settle.

[reynabiddy]

sometimes your heart will hurt. sometimes your smile will ache. sometimes your light will dim. sometimes your spirit will break. sometimes your entire world will come crashing down with no warning, and no signs.. but no matter how destroyed you feel - you have to be willing to dig deep inside of yourself to find some ambition to get you back right. you have to look out for you. you have to let go. you have to place your focus primarily on YOU. nothing about losing what’s familiar feels good.. but uncomfortable places can be beautiful. growth is beautiful. you are beautiful. you shouldn’t have to wait around and pray for someone to love you. you should love you. you should let go - because nothing worth holding onto will ever destroy you. and holding on is destroying you. trying to love someone into loving you - is destroying you. let go because you have to get a hold of you. you have to retrace your steps and figure out where you let YOU go. you have to take time to yourself to reflect on when and where you lost yourself. you have to let go of what no longer is - and accept what may have never been.. then you have to pick yourself back up. you have to release any negativity clouding your mind and you have to rid yourself of hopeful feelings. cleanse your soul. listen to your intuition. learn yourself. let go of any bad habits you’ve picked up along your journey. and start over. no matter how bad or how much it hurts.. let go and start over. holding on is destroying you.

Reyna Biddy (via reynabiddy)

[reynabiddy]

my condolences to anyone who’s ever lost me and to anyone who got lost in me or to anyone who ever felt they took a loss with me. my apologies. for the misunderstanding or the lack thereof. i’m sorry you missed the God in me. and i’m sorry you missed the light. i’m sorry you forgot the way i arose like the moon, night after night. with the burden to forgive eager to feed you everything. see.. i’m a holy woman. i know what it’s like to give life to a being without ever needing to press skin against one another. i’ve practiced how to hold my tongue long enough, i’m afraid i forgot to say goodbye. i’m afraid you’re under the impression that i was made to please you. i was under the impression, you understood me better. the truth is, i’m a super woman. and somedays i’m an angry woman. and somedays i’m a crazy woman. for still waiting.. for still loving harder even if i’m aching. for still trusting that I’m still worth the most. for still searching for someone to understand me better.

Reyna Biddy (via reynabiddy)

[artemius]

i can’t do anything right anymore

[trilllions]

[vicforprez]

[m-orphine]

[dateaboysuggestions]

date a boy who smiles uncontrollably when he looks at you

[counterpups]

“First reaction was this is it, Next thought was just stay calm kick up And save your phone.

Because i wanted to tell you Because i thought you should know-“

[discolor3d]

[quotethat]

I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.

Shana Abe (via quotethat)

[i-n-s-e-n-s-i-v-e-l]

[blowedd]

[blowedd]

[drunknight]