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My cat is a *****

Evil & crazy. Sorry I like to hang out and not stay in my room. I don’t care. I don’t feel guilty.

What I’m going through is not healthy for us.

I just want someone to love me enough to send me flowers & take me somewhere special.

I had an extremely rough childhood. I was bruised, abused, locked away, and mentally tormented for years & years. On the cusp of adulthood, those memories had me convinced that I never wanted a family of my own in fear that it would turn into the disaster I experienced as a child. But suddenly I feel like I could raise a beautiful, loving family regardless of what's happened in the past. I want that. And it's only because of you. I'm forever thankful.

Hi

God, what am I doing to destroy myself to vigilantly.

I don't believe in any religion because as a child, I prayed every night for the abuse and torment to end and it never did.

Love love love that you can't go 5 minutes without physically touching me. From your hand on my leg to them always grazing my booty... I love that. I love you.

Having second doubts here...

Please give me the strength to make it through this time of transition. I've been fighting like hell to make it out.

I don't know if You exist or who/what You might really be. But I'm asking the universe to do everything in its power to get me where I need to be. I'm doing everything I can. Please work out. I'm begging you.

I am scared shitless that I'm moving cities to be with you and that somehow it'll backfire.

What I want every night for the rest of my life. Just to be wrapped around you.

Meeep

Whatever happens, I am moving out in January.

If we don't get married and have little babies, I give up on love.

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